Chapter 173

Shen Yue knocked on the door for a long time, and I finally opened it.

Seeing me beating the door, Shen Yuegang was relieved, but my face was extremely dark, and my lips became dry and pale because I hadn't drunk water for a long time. Shen Yue worried that I would return to the previous state, so he quickly asked his aunt to bring me some water.

At first, I didn't want to drink or talk to anyone. I sat by the bed motionless.

Shen Yue was impatient. He was so kind that he lost patience. Finally, he yelled at me, "Su Zimeng, you can't go down any more, and I don't want to care about you!"

Shen Yue's mother grabs Shen Yue and tells him not to lose his temper so as not to increase my psychological pressure.

I covered my face and cried.

This cry, Shen Yue heart soft down, and came over.

"Well, you drink some water first, and then eat some porridge. As long as you eat and sleep obediently, don't always think about sad things, your hair will grow out." Shen Yue comforted me, I nodded, drank a few water, finally recovered some blood color on my face.

After I had half a bowl of porridge, Shen Yue set aside the people next to him and left him and me in the room.

I'm willing to talk when I see people go away.

"There are rumors that I committed suicide."

"Why do you care about other people's opinions? When your body recovers and you come back to show us, all false rumors will disappear."

"But can I still be what I used to be?" I sighed. During this time, I finally summoned up the courage to look in the mirror, but I was still startled by myself in the mirror. I looked so thin that my whole eye socket was concave, like a skeleton with only one skin.

"Of course, you're young, and you look good now." Shen Yue helped me to take my hair off my forehead and smile at me.

"Is it?" I smile for no reason, slowly go to the window, back to Shen Yue.

Suddenly I turned around, took off my nightgown and stood naked in front of Shen Yue!

"Purple lemon, you You What is this for? " Shen Yue was frightened by my behavior and stammered.

"Don't you say I look good? Then you kiss me

"Purple lemon, why do you push yourself to the extreme?" Shen Yue immediately turned his face. He knew that I didn't want to have sex with him at all. I just wanted to use this extreme way to see if I was still attractive to the opposite sex.

"You lie, you don't think I look good at all." I kept staring at Shen Yue, but Shen Yue became more and more nervous, and even stepped back a few steps.

"That's not what I mean." Shen Yue was so helpless that he didn't dare to look me in the eye.

"What do you mean? Since you didn't cheat me, you praised me for being good-looking, why didn't you kiss me, or even dare not look at it." I slowly approached Shen Yue until we were very close. I could hear Shen Yue's breathing and his heart beating

Shen Yue wanted to block me with his elbow, but he was afraid that this action would stimulate me even more.

"Put on your clothes."

"I don't wear it. If you don't dare to kiss me, it proves that I'm really ugly, very ugly." I continued to approach Shen Yue, only a little bit closer, I could kiss Shen Yue's lips.

Shen Yue and I didn't kiss each other, but I didn't expect that I would appear naked in front of Shen Yue. The last time I took the initiative to return my clothes was to seduce Jiang Guangming. Jiang Guangming refused to go to bed with me that time, but I can be sure that Jiang Guangming was seduced by me at that time. He was just trying to restrain his desire.

Now Shen Yue is different. He treats me as a patient. How can he kiss a patient with the feeling of desire? All of a sudden, I felt ridiculous.

I'm abandoning myself. I don't care about myself. If the man I love doesn't love me, what's the use of keeping this body?

I suddenly grabbed Shen Yue's hand and put it on me. Shen Yue seemed to be frozen. Finally, he was willing to turn around and look at me.

I didn't have any expression. I didn't look like a woman who was going to give it to a man. I looked like an unconscious dummy.

"Purple lemon, you are really beautiful in my heart." Shen Yue slowly put his hand down, clenched it into a fist and put it beside his leg, "and I want to kiss you and touch you very much, but I don't want to take advantage of now. I hope what I hold is the girl who really loves me, not the girl who is angry with me."

I was stunned by Shen Yue. I didn't expect that he thought so. I thought he would slap me and wake me up, or really press me to bed.

I finally gave up my childish behavior, squatted on the ground and began to cry. Shen Yue was flustered. He thought he was saying something again, so he helped me up quickly.

I put my arms around his neck.

"Shen Yue, hold me, now."

Shen Yue's hands stopped in the air for a few seconds, and finally decided to hold me.

"Well, if you've had enough crying, put on your clothes, or the cold will be more troublesome." Shen Yue picked up the Nightgown from the ground and put it on for me.We finally sat quietly by the bed.

Different from before, Shen Yue held my hand this time. When I saw that he took the initiative to hold my hand, I put his head on his shoulder.

I found that Shen Yue's hands were all painted. If I look closely, Shen Yue's shirt was also painted.

"Shen Yue, are you decorating that factory recently?"

"Yes, I want to be a maker base, mainly a design studio. I also want to build a coffee shop, and finally recruit a gallery, which will be more perfect."

"Are you still an architect?"

"Do it, I will have a studio in it. I'm recruiting people. Are you interested?"

"May I?" I was just raising a little excitement, but after a while I was down again, "but how can my body help you?"

Shen Yue smiles. He believes I will get better, but it may take a long time.

But I smile bitterly, this process for me is no less than time, do not know when is the end, when I can really forget Jiang Ming Ming.

Just thinking about him, he calls Shen Yue. Shen Yue takes a look at me and presses down the phone in a hurry.

But I said to Shen Yue, "take it. I won't listen."

Shen Yue still shakes his head. He says Jiang Mingming should come to him for consultation on some projects - Shen Yue doesn't want to tell me that Jiang Mingming actually wants to ask him how I am now. Shen Yue is afraid that he will tell me that Jiang Mingming is still thinking about me, and I will think of some bad things.

I'm really hurt because of this call. I think Jiang Mingming may be looking for Shen Yuezhen about the project. It has nothing to do with me.