Gu Yuze took me home in the evening. I thought he would drive the car to my house downstairs, but I found that the car was going to another place.
This is Gu Yuze's home. When I helped him get a new house for the party, I still had an impression of this neighborhood.
"Come to my house later. Let's talk for a while. I'll take you back." Gu Yuze's tone is cold, which makes people dare not refuse.
"Good Good I'm nervous. Gu Yuze doesn't want to have something to do with me tonight.
"Why are you so nervous? I'm afraid I'll eat you. " Gu Yu Ze suddenly laughed, laughing my scalp numb, even when I got off the car did not dare to take care of Gu Yu Ze handed over the hand.
The driver parked the car in the garage, and I followed Gu Yuze into the elevator.
Pushing the door open, Gu Yuze threw his coat on the sofa, walked into the bar alone and asked me what I wanted to drink.
"I won't drink any more. I've had too much at the meeting just now." I shook my head and refused Gu's invitation.
"I'll have a drink." Gu Yuze poured himself a glass of whisky. After a sip, he felt not satisfied. He poured himself another glass, "well, I want to talk about the matter between us."
"The two of us?" I'm a little scared. Why does Gu Yuze suddenly want to talk about this topic.
"I think there may be something I need to communicate with you." Gu Yuze took a sip of wine, put the glass on the bar, and walked to me with a smile. I subconsciously stepped back a few steps, but Gu Yuze hugged me, and my chest pressed him hard, but he didn't mean to go further.
"Are you afraid of me?"
"No No Yes
"Have you ever wondered why I didn't sleep with you?"
"I don't know." I lowered my head and bit my lower lip. I didn't dare to ask.
In fact, I'm really curious why Gu Yuze doesn't have a relationship with me. Apart from kissing my lips and forehead, he seldom touches me. Several times I've been teased to seduce him, but every time he puts out my lust, which makes me depressed.
Since I had a relationship with Jiang Mingming last time, I have had less physical contact with Gu Yuze. I even took the initiative to avoid any contact with him. Therefore, they are less and less likely to fall in love. How can they fall in love in this way? Women are really unified animals of body and spirit. Although I say I hate Jiang Mingming, my body can't lie, As long as Jiang Guangming holds me, I will be paralyzed.
"Because I really have no desire for you, I want to make a good appointment with you." Gu Yuze stares at my eyes, looking at me, the whole person is numb.
"Yuzege, I don't quite understand what you mean."
"You are too blank to enter my world, but I really like you, so I will take the initiative to introduce you. I don't want to hide our relationship." Gu Yuze sighed and pulled the hair from my forehead behind my ears. "I don't lack women. There are a lot of women who want to have sex with me, and I know that if I really get on with you, I can get it, right?"
I don't know how to answer Gu Yuze, so I have to bite my lower lip and keep silent.
"you look as like as two peas, just like she was when you were young."
"You really love Lu MANXIN." I finally looked up at Gu Yuze.
"But your sister is so clever that I don't have any secrets in front of her." Gu Yuze seems a little sad, his eyes are sad.
"So the reason you're with me is because I look like Lu MANXIN, not because you really like me." I suddenly sneer, this is the most real reason why Gu Yuze refused to have a relationship with me.
Gu Yuze likes me because he never forgets the previous relationship, and my appearance just makes up for his missing of Lu MANXIN, but I'm not Lu MANXIN after all. If he really has a relationship with me, his hazy feeling of me will become extremely real. Finally, he will be depressed to find that Lu MANXIN and I are two people, and he no longer has that kind of cross yarn I was fantasized to be Lu MANXIN.
That's why I refuse Shen Yue. I don't think he loves me at all. He loves Lu MANXIN who used to be. The reason why he likes me is because I look like Lu MANXIN. If I really stay with Shen Yue and I really love Shen Yue, sooner or later I will find out that the woman he really cares about is Lu MANXIN.
I suddenly want to cry. Why do I always live in the shadow of Lu MANXIN? All the men around me have loved her and regarded me as her double. Who really loves me?
"Meng Meng, I'm sorry, maybe I shouldn't hide you." Gu Yuze hugged me, but I began to cry, crying to Gu Yuze chest shirt wet a large, Gu Yuze do not know how to comfort me, had to keep stroking my hair, "but I still want to see you every day, I hope I can protect you, let you live alone in my protection, do you want to do this?"
I didn't say it again, but I was thinking about what Gu Yuze said.
"Brother Yuze, what is pure living?""To be my woman, I can give you all the material life you want, including the identity and status you should have, but you must be loyal to me. Before that, you must be clean with any man. Do you know what I'm talking about?"
I was stunned by Gu Yuze's words. Of course I know what he said? I'm confused with Jiang Mingming now. Any man can't stand it. What's more, Gu Yuze introduced me to the outside world as his girlfriend.
"Give me some time and I'll take care of it."
"I'll give you enough time, you can not even come to me during this period of time, when you feel clean, we'll be together again." Gu Yuze stroked my face as if playing with a pet.
"Brother Yuze, if I don't think about it well, will we just break up like this?"
"What do you think?" Gu Yuze slightly narrowed his eyes, turned to sit on the sofa, put his feet on the tea table, "come on, sit beside me."
I sit down timidly, but Gu Yuze pounces on me. I scream and hold myself tightly with my hands subconsciously.
Gu Yuze laughed, gently kissed my lips and sat up again.
"I'm sorry, yuzege." I was embarrassed and screamed for what I had just done.
"It doesn't matter. Your body doesn't accept me at all. I don't want to force you." Gu Yuze put the index finger on the temple, "or that sentence, you go back to think about it, think clearly, come to me again, otherwise I really get angry, you will die very ugly."
I was so scared that my back immediately became cold.