On Monday, we still have to go to Z Company for a meeting. As in previous regular meetings, we first report the progress, then listen to Gu Yuze's comments, then we talk about the next step plan, Gu Yuze's comments, and finally make a summary of the regular meeting.
It sounds like the steps are very simple, but because there are other things interspersed in the middle, and sometimes it takes time to answer the work phone, so the meeting time is extended to two or three hours each time.
Today is no exception, but today I think it's longer than before. Because Jiang Mingming didn't attend, Guo Lu said that he was going on a business trip today, so he couldn't come.
Although Gu Yuze praised me at this regular meeting, he still couldn't pull me out of my distant thoughts.
Finally, Gu Yuze had to pretend to cough a few times. When I turned to him, he asked me if I wanted a cup of coffee to refresh myself.
"Purple lemon, it looks like you didn't sleep well last night." Gu Yuze changed "lemon" to "Purple lemon", which is a bit awkward for me. After all, he has called me "lemon" for a long time.
Although I was used to the term "Meng Meng" for a long time at the beginning, after listening to the habit, I had to change it to something else, so I didn't adapt to it.
"Maybe. I've been thinking a lot lately."
"When you are young, you can see that Guo Lu is very good. She knows how to dress and fall in love every day." Gu Yuze took a look at Guo Lu. Today, Guo Lu is wearing a pair of 10 cm high-heeled shoes. The sound of "knocking" can knock holes in the floor one by one.
"Mr. Gu, don't make fun of me. I'm going to meet a client in the morning. Mr. Jiang wants me to dress like this." Guo Lu nuzui, secretly open the mobile phone camera button to see if his makeup is appropriate.
"President Jiang always cares about how you dress. It seems that you two really have a lot to do with each other." Gu Yuze continued to tease Guo Lu, but I didn't have the patience to listen any more, and suddenly threw a sentence, "let's discuss the project."
Gu Yuze nodded, he also saw that I now really did not have the mood to gossip.
After the meeting, Gu Yuze kept me. In fact, I always stayed at every regular meeting. At that time, Gu Yuze and I had a good relationship. We took advantage of this gap to go downstairs for coffee or sit in his office without saying a word.
But today I am not willing to get along with him alone. Gu Yuze very much hopes to have a chat with me alone. The conversation between us on that day was not over. If it wasn't for Shen Yue's phone call, we would have said more.
I left that ring in the hotel, too. I didn't take it with me on purpose.
Gu Yuze closed the door of the office and locked it. It is estimated that Jiang Mingming burst in last time, which scared Gu Yuze.
He needs to chat with me quietly. In fact, he has made an appointment with me these days, but I refused him for various reasons. He knows I'm running away from him.
I'm not only running away from him, I'm so nervous that I don't know where to put my hands and feet. I dare not sit down, so I have to stand at my desk.
Gu Yuze also accompanied me not to sit, half leans on the desk.
"Purple lemon, are you afraid to see me?"
"No No It's... "
"Then why don't you let me touch you?" Gu Yuze just put his hand on the back of my hand, but I pulled it out of his hand.
It suddenly occurred to me that Jiang Ming Ming pressed on me that night and asked the same question. I bit him hard at that time. He must have been very disappointed with me.
"I don't think we're suitable." I was silent for a moment, and finally decided to have a showdown with Gu Yuze.
"I want to know the real reason is that we are not suitable for each other? Or is it clear? " Gu Yuze's eyes looked straight at me, which made me more formal and confused the organized words.
"It's all a little bit, but I'm quite sure I don't want to be entangled in this love triangle any more." I try to clear up the confusion of the brain, so that I don't want to express the meaning of the wrong because of tension, "if you want to get me all, you must take me all, up and down, inside and out, together with my drag and my burden, at the same time, I must have all of you, all of you! Do you understand that? "
"I understand, but I can't do it." Gu Yuze sighed. He suddenly stretched out his hand to remove the hair from my forehead. His eyes became loving. "Forgive me, I really can't do it. I don't know how to trust a person. I'm not as powerful as you think."
I was stunned for a moment, Gu Yuze even said such a thing to me, I don't know how to answer this paragraph.
"About when did you realize you had this reaction? I mean, is it natural to distrust people? "
"No, since I was 16 or 17 years old, I don't think the people around me can be trusted, so I can only make myself stronger and stronger than the people around me so that I can have a sense of security." Gu Yuze pursed his lips and seemed helpless.
He wanted to tell me more, but because of some unknown things, he could only stop talking at this point.However, I feel that the man in front of me has become real. Unlike before, I rely on guessing all his thoughts. I guess him perfectly, but there are loopholes everywhere in the process of getting along with him, so that I begin to doubt his motivation to contact me Gu Yuze should have told me about this earlier. Maybe we can go on.
But now I am very firm, I want to choose Jiang Mingming, especially after meeting Gu Yuze, I am more sure of my idea.
I wanted to say something more, but there was a knock at the door.
Gu Yuze immediately returned to his usual serious face and sat back in his office chair. I opened the door and let people outside come in.
Brother Cao came in. I know him, Gu Yuze's assistant.
Cao Ge saw me and said a simple hello to me. It seems that he has something urgent to find Gu Yuze, so I immediately went out of the door.
Just out of the gate of Z company, I was about to go to the opposite 7-11 store to buy a bottle of drink, but I saw Jiang Mingming's car parked on the side of the road.
Isn't he on a business trip?
I was hesitant to say hello, but I saw Guo Lu come out of the 7-11 shop with two bottles of mineral water in her hand. She went to Jiang Mingming's car, opened the co driver's seat and sat in.
Jiang Mingming seems to chat with Guo Lu in the car for a while, and then the car leaves.
I thought about Guo Lu's high-heeled shoes today and the picture I saw just now. Suddenly, I was very angry.
I hate Guo Lu sitting in the co driver's seat. Will she pretend that she can't open the mineral water bottle as I did before, and then ask Jiang Mingming to help her carry it.
Thinking about this, I wanted to call Jiang Mingming, but as soon as I took out my bag, the phone was not in the bag. It should be in Gu Yuze's office, so I quickly folded it back.
Cao Ge was still in Gu Yuze's office. Seeing me coming in, they immediately stopped talking. I was extremely embarrassed to go to my desk and take away my mobile phone, recorder and notebook.