For several days, Feng Fei refused to talk to me, I refused to talk to Shen Yue, and Jiang Mingming didn't take the initiative to talk to Shen Yue. It seemed that the four of us were playing a game in which whoever spoke first would die first.
Shen Yue was the first one who couldn't help it. He blocked me at the end of class at noon. I went back to my dormitory alone these days, and Feng Fei didn't go with me. Shen Yue blocked me easily.
"Lu MANXIN, why did you ignore me?"
"I don't want to talk to you."
"Why? I haven't offended you, and you haven't answered my question yet! " Shen Yue wants me to answer his question
"I I don't know! " I didn't dare to look at Shen Yue and ran away from him.
In fact, I've thought about this problem these days, but I'm upset by Feng Fei's ignoring me. I can't think carefully about whether I want to associate with Shen Yue.
It's absolutely impossible to say that I hate Shen Yue. I don't hate him, but it seems that I like him very much. I really appreciate him. I also know that many girls in our department like Shen Yue, but does my appreciation of him have a happy element? I can't really judge myself.
Moreover, Shen Yue forced me to kiss that night, which made me always feel that this person was too hateful to take away my first kiss without saying hello - but do I really hate him? It seems that occasionally when I think of him holding me that night, I will blush and heart beat.
All in all, my brain is in a mess, but the only thing I can be sure is that I don't care about my relationship with Arlo any more. I've been in such a mess these days that I almost forget Arlo.
I ran back to the dormitory, thinking of taking a nap, but the dormitory phone rang, the person who answered the phone said a few words and handed me the phone, "man Xin, your phone."
"Who is it?" I asked in a low voice.
"Shen Yue."
"You said I wasn't in the dorm." I kept my voice down for fear of being heard by the people on the other end of the phone.
The person who answered the phone then repeated my words, but she handed me the phone again, "you answer, Shen Yue said he saw you running to the dormitory."
I was so embarrassed.
Next to Feng Fei said, "don't pretend any more, isn't it hard to get?"
I was told by Feng Fei that I had to answer the phone.
"Shen Yue, what do you want me to do?"
"Did you sleep?"
"I'm going to sleep. I'll hang up if it's OK." I took a look at Feng Fei, who was half lying in bed reading a novel.
"Don't hang up. Will you come back to the pavilion tonight?"
"I won't go, I won't be fooled by you again."
"That's OK. You call Feng Fei. I'll tell you that you won't see me tonight. I'll let her persuade you."
"Shen Yue!" Isn't Shen Yue threatening me? Knowing that Feng Fei ignored me because of this, he asked Feng Fei to persuade me.
"Then you should show up on time tonight, or I'll go to Feng Fei. I told her that I would chase you and ask her to help."
"Well..." When I hung up, Feng Fei took a look at me, turned over and looked at the book with her back to me.
Shen Yue was so angry that he threatened me to meet him, but I was threatened by him. I didn't want to get so stiff with Feng Fei. After all, we live in the same dormitory, and we will get along for five years.
With this in mind, I decided to make it clear with Shen Yue tonight. I don't want to lose Feng Fei because of an uncertain feeling.
But when I got to the pavilion at night, my mind changed again. Maybe Shen Yue had an inexplicable magnetic field. I not only appeared in the pavilion, but also felt a little excited when I saw him at first sight.
But I still look cold on the surface. As Feng Fei said, people at the theatre probably think that I am playing hard to get.
"Shen Yue, what do you want me to do?" I dare not look at Shen Yue. I stare at the ground next to Shen Yue.
"I want answers." Shen Yue sat on the fence of the pavilion again. When he saw me coming, he immediately jumped down and came to me, but I slowly backed back. Finally, he forced me to the pillar.
I thought that night I was forced to kiss by him, so I quickly hugged myself with both hands, "Shen Yue, don't do bad things to me."
"I don't know why. Every time I see you, I want to do something bad." Shen Yue's bad smile made me even more frightened.
"You rascal I scolded him, "do you know that was my first kiss? Why did you kiss me like this? I haven't thought about whether to be with you."
"Of course I know it was your first kiss. I'm just sure you'll be with me. That's why I kissed you."
"Are you so confident? In case my answer is, "I don't like you."
"No, I know you like me. I like you too. No, I like you very much. I like you very much." Shen Yue spoke to me seriously. After half listening, I felt red in the face and had to turn my head aside.But Shen Yue gave me a kiss on the cheek. I immediately turned my head like an electric shock and was about to scold him. Shen Yue gave me a kiss again.
I think I'm a big idiot. Knowing that Shen Yue will do me a disservice tonight, I still have to appear in the pavilion. Does this prove that I really like Shen Yue at this time, but I haven't reflected it yet.
The kiss lasted for a long time. At the end of the kiss, I finally learned how to respond to Shen Yue. Shen Yue got excited. They stopped for a few seconds to change their breath. Then they continued a long deep kiss.
I don't know how long it took, our lips finally separated, Shen Yue held me, my heart still beat, the whole person was shaking.
"Shen Yue, I'm so scared."
"Don't be afraid. I'm here."
"I'm afraid Feng Fei won't talk to me anymore."
"I knew you were afraid of that." Shen Yue let go of me and said with a smile, "don't worry. I'll tell Feng Fei about it."
"What are you going to say to Feng Fei?" I'm curious. Feng Fei hates me now. Shen Yue's explanation is hopeless.
"I naturally have my way. The reason why I didn't go to her before was that I wanted to make sure that you wanted to be my girlfriend, but now that I've confirmed, I'll solve the problem." Shen Yue took me back into his arms. I was slightly relieved, and the heartbeat in Shen Yue's chest was in my ear.
This is the first time for me to lean on a man's chest. Before, all the physical contact between me and alo was on my own initiative. However, Shen Yue and alo seem to be people of two worlds. Shen Yue is active, Shen Yue is confident, and Shen Yue will control me more than alo. I feel that every time I see Shen Yue, it's like he's eating me to death. I'll do what he wants me to do, and I have no discrimination ability at all.
But I just promised Shen Yue? It seems that the rhythm is a little faster.