"Shen Yue, is it really you?" I try to open my eyes and look at the person in front of me. I've drunk too much. I can't judge whether I'm in a dream or in reality.
I have been separated from Shen Yue for more than half a year. For most of the year, I spent the night alone in the house. The wedding house we bought before can be repossessed, but Shen Yue doesn't want that house either. Anyway, the name is mine, and I don't want to live in it. I'm afraid I will be sad when I live in it.
However, living in the house where we used to live together, I still feel uncomfortable. There is the smell of Shen Yue everywhere. Some of the things he used are still put in the original position to remind me of the existence of this person.
Who is the person in front of me at the moment? Is it because I miss him so much that God has given me such a real dream. In this dream, even the touch of my skin is so real, I can't help crying. I think I Miss Shen Yue so much.
Unexpectedly, this man sighed and stretched out his hand to dry the tears on my face. I immediately grabbed his hand and asked him again, "Shen Yue, are you true? I'm not really dreaming. "
"It's true."
"Why are you here?"
"I'm afraid you've had too much to drink tonight, and no one answers your phone calls, so I want to come home and have a look."
"Will you worry about me?" I was a little choked. I thought Shen Yue really turned a blind eye to me. After all, when we broke up, he said so decidedly, as if he really forgot all the feelings of the previous ten years.
"Of course." Shen Yue lowered his head. He wanted to hide something, but when he saw me crying like this, his heart began to soften.
It's not that he doesn't love me.
He just felt that it was too hard for him to be entangled with Gu Yuze behind his back. I thought he didn't know anything, but in fact Shen Yue knew everything. He had buried too much unhappiness in his heart. He couldn't bear to break up with me.
But is he really willing to leave me?
I thought Shen Yue really wanted to start a new life, especially when my sister Su Zimeng appeared. I felt that Shen Yue was really interested in her. But later, when Lily died, Shen Yue yelled at me. I found out that he and I had never let go of this relationship, but I was too persistent and always preconceived Ding Shenyue is empathy, that's why he broke up with me.
The more I think about it, the more annoyed Shen Yue is, and the more we fight.
But tonight, Shen Yue lost his temper to quarrel with me. During this time, he was also exhausted by breaking up. Although he looked like a human during the day, he couldn't fall asleep at night because of all kinds of thoughts. He was the insomnia problem at this time.
I put my hand around Shen Yue's neck and put my lips to his lips. Shen Yue opened his face at the beginning, but when I got up again, Shen Yue finally couldn't restrain himself. He came up and kissed me hard, as if to bite my lips off. I couldn't breathe at all because of him, but Shen Yue was pressed over.
He wants me. He wants me tonight.
We haven't touched each other for more than half a year. Of course, I will Miss Shen Yue's body. Shen Yue will also miss me, and even he can't restrain his body's missing more than I do. So Shen Yue seems to be crazy to contradict me tonight. I was hurt by him in the lower part of my body, but I didn't want him to stop, and even asked him to continue to exert himself in his ear.
I stuck to Shen Yue's ear and cried, "husband, go on..."
I haven't called him "husband" for a long time. I don't know how Shen Yue will react when he hears this word. He feels harsh or excited. We are like two cold corpses eager to be melted by each other, but neither of us is willing to give in. Everyone knows where each other's weakness is, so every time we hurt each other, we poke into each other's most painful point and make them more sad .
I don't want to be like this, and Shen Yue doesn't want to be like this, but we are just deadlocked.
What's the matter with us tonight? I don't want to think about it, and Shen Yue doesn't want to think about it either. We both vent ourselves in this once warm room. After the first time, we don't want to separate and still hold each other tightly.
Shen Yue didn't say a word. Even if I called his husband, he didn't respond. He just kissed me, as if he had lost the ability to speak. At the end of the day, he didn't speak, just buried his head in my hair.
I have no strength, but I still hold him tightly for fear that he will disappear again.
"Shen Yue, don't go, OK?" I started to cry. His fingernails made a few bloodstains on his back, but Shen Yue didn't say a word. No matter what I said, he didn't respond to me.
I continued, "Shen Yue, don't leave me. I won't be in touch with Gu Yuze any more. Are we good? I don't want anything. I just want to be with you. I promise you to get married. I don't want a house. I don't want money. I just want to marry you. "
I said incoherently, Shen Yue sighed, he suddenly close to my ear called me, "Xinduo, I miss you so much."Shen Yue's call broke my whole heart.
Shen Yue kisses me on the neck again. I know what he wants to do, so I respond immediately. We both fall into madness again. This time, Shen Yue works harder than just now. I don't know why he has so much energy. I even scream in the middle of the way, but Shen Yue refuses to stop. It's like revenge for me, and it's like finding his own unhappiness. He's always crying Tonight, I was completely exhausted by Shen Yue.
After we finished, we fell asleep. I lay on Shenyang as if we had never been apart.
When I was sleeping in the early morning, Shen Yue suddenly got a call from Lily. I was sleeping in a daze when I heard Shen Yue talking.
"Where are you?"
"I'm at the gate of XX Hotel..." Lily is crying on the phone. I struggle to open my eyes. I suddenly remember that I threw lily to the bar last night. It is estimated that Duan always took her to the bar last night.
There should be something wrong.
"Don't move. I'll come to you right away." Shen Yue quickly hung up the phone, he is ready to dress, but I hold Shen Yue, "where are you going?"
"What do you say?" Shen Yue said fiercely, "you sent lily to Duan Zong's bed last night."
"Me?" I sat up. I was still naked at this time. Last night I had no strength to put on my clothes, so I slept with Shen Yue all night. Shen Yue should have all kinds of tastes when he saw what I looked like at the moment.
If not for Lily, Shen Yue and I would be ready to get back together now.