The little guy is finally full moon. I really feel that this month has passed very fast. Although it's extremely tiring to take care of him, all the people around me are helping me. Shen Yue, Shen Yue's mother, and even Jiang Mingming's mother all come to see me. I didn't feel ashamed to see Jiang Mingming's mother, but she didn't mention anything and advised me to take good care of my body.
Jiang Mingming's mother also said that this is the best way. In the future, everyone will be relatives and it will be more convenient to walk back and forth. Of course, I know what she means. She hopes Jiang Mingming and Su Zimeng can get together quickly, but Su Zizi seems to be a little abnormal now.
A few days later, my mother took Su Zimeng back home. The first day she came, she was still a little scared. Later, when she saw my son, she was better.
"Is this your son and Shen Yue's? Eyes like you, but look like Shen Yue. " Su Zimeng holds the baby and observes it carefully.
"Baby, it's called aunt." I tease the baby.
"He To Call me Auntie? " Su Zimeng suddenly surprised, but after a while, she thought of something like, "Oh, you are my sister, he really wants to call me aunt."
"Yes, you are my sister. This is your home. You will live here with me and my mother in the future."
"Really? I have my own home. " Su Zimeng immediately laughed, "and sister, and mother."
"Well, yes, you should recover as soon as possible, and our family will never be separated again." I looked at Su Zimeng, suddenly gave birth to infinite love, this time my sister really lost a lot of pain.
I remember the things I tortured her before, especially that night when I drove her into a miscarriage, she lay on the ground crying for my help, even when I had nightmares. How could I be so vicious at that time? If I sent her to the hospital later, I would have killed my own sister.
"Sister, why are you crying?" Su Zimeng looked at me in surprise, but I shook my head and quickly gave the baby to my aunt.
"No, I just feel very sorry for you."
"Sister, don't say that. At that time, you didn't know I was a sister, and you were forced to have no choice." Su Zimeng pulled a paper towel to me, "but you're so good now, you don't have to be so bad to other people in the future."
"Well, I think God is very kind to me now. I'm satisfied with every day now." I smile, now every day is really such thinking, have their own love, also love their own people, we are all around me, how can I not be satisfied with the truth.
"That's good, sister. When will you and Shen Yue get married?"
"Do you know we're going to get married?"
"Of course, I'm sure you'll be together." Su Zimeng mischievous smile, "I knew you would be together very early."
"Why?" I looked at Su Zimeng curiously, how could she have such a premonition.
"The first time I went to Shen Yue's house, he had drunk too much. Then I went to his bedroom to get a blanket for him. I suddenly found a photo album on his bookshelf. This photo album was from his high school days. The first photo was that he put his hand on a girl's shoulder, and then there were two sentences beside him. The first sentence was' I don't like you being so close to her ', and the second sentence was' that' I'll never dare again. "I guess the first sentence should have been written by you, and the second sentence should have been replied by Shen Yue. At that time, I thought Shen Yue liked you very much."
"It's all in the past. You can use it as a criterion to judge whether we can get back together." I shook my head.
"Listen to me. Later Shen Yue and I got to know each other, and I found that he seemed to like to take me to some places where I didn't think he was compatible with me. For example, he once took me to a very, very old shop in Liwan District. We ate until the end, he told me that you liked to eat Chen village flour here. This happened more than once Even when we passed by a place he used to be familiar with, he would sigh that sometimes he didn't mention you, but I know what he was recalling... " Su Zimeng sighed, "I gradually understand that Shen Yue is kind to me because I look a little like you. This kind of image will remind Shen Yue of the days when he was with you before, so he will like me, but this kind of image is not really like, just because I look like the person he cares about When I want to understand this, I tell myself that I can't be moved by Shen Yue. He already has someone in his heart. I don't want to be a substitute. "
"Really? Do you really think so? " I'm very surprised. To be honest, now I sometimes feel that Shen Yue cares about Su Zimeng. After all, when I tortured Su Zimeng, he protected Su Zimeng so much. I thought Shen Yue's behavior was incredible before, but when Su Zimeng said that, I think it's very reasonable.
Who is willing to be a substitute? When I forced Jiang Ming to marry me, I felt like a poor beggar. Jiang Ming Ming already had a person in his heart. If I offered my love in front of him, I might be as funny as a clown in his eyes."Yes, I really think so. I think the reason why Shen Yue doesn't want to be with you is that he has something unhappy in his heart, which I can fully understand. That's why I didn't want to see Qingming before. Although you have explained to me, Jiang Qingming has come to me, and even I can't help having a relationship with him, there's nothing I can do about it Let the thorn in my heart disappear. Every time I think about it, I still feel heartache. That's why I torture Jiang Ming again and again. But in the end, both of them feel bad. "
"What do you think now?"
"I don't know."
"Mingming is sincere to you. I can see that I have known him for so many years. This is the first time that he has paid so much for a woman."
"Sister, I know what you mean, and I know that he loves me, but can this love last forever?" Su Zimeng raised her head and asked me.
I was stunned by her question. To be honest, I don't know how to answer it. When I was with Shen Yue before, I always felt that it should be extremely simple to love forever. But after I broke up with Shen Yue, I felt that it was extremely difficult to love forever. There were so many puzzles in the outside world, who could supervise who and who could Don't make mistakes, when the people you love are getting away from you, that feeling is really heartbreaking.
"But purple lemon, you can't think about this pessimistic problem at this time. No one can guarantee that you can love for a lifetime, but you two can work together, maybe you really love for a lifetime, or you can withdraw by yourself on the way. It doesn't matter. The key is that you two love each other when you are together. That's enough."