"What are you laughing at?" When I saw Jiang Mingming laughing, he was puzzled, but he couldn't stop laughing. At last, I said that I really wanted to be angry, so he calmed down.
"You haven't lived with me. Am I so terrible?"
"It's because I lived there, so there's a shadow. How many times did you scold me? When I took a bath, I got the water on the outside floor." I tooted my mouth. I remember once when I was still in high spirits to take a bath, I planned to get close with Jiang Mingqing after washing. As a result, he didn't know what to do when he came into the bathroom. He suddenly found water on the ground and immediately screamed, saying that I was such a big person, how could all the water run out. I explained at that time that it was because I opened the bathroom when I was washing He said that I should take the facial cleanser in before I wash it, and even if I want to come out, I should turn off the shower. When I put on my shoes, I can't open the shower and walk out barefoot. In this way, I will not only fall down, but also make the floor dirty. That night, I was told by him that they must have lost the interest of intimacy Even I purposely sleep close to the bed. I was so angry that I didn't fall asleep until Jiang Mingming pulled me over in the middle of the night.
"What about that?" Jiang Ming Ming deliberately pretends to be very serious, "otherwise we will live separately in this way, lest you worry that I will scold you later."
"I just said for the time being, not later."
"How long is your stay? One year or three years? "
"Not that long." I suddenly worried about whether Jiang Guangming would be really angry. After all, we agreed to live together before, but I made excuses here, "I mean..."
"You mean you still don't want to get married, do you?" Jiang Ming smiles bitterly. He has been bothered by this problem for a long time. He has proposed to me several times, and the people next to him have advised me all the time. However, I am still hesitant. After a storm, Jiang Ming thinks that two people should be able to settle down and get married. I'm afraid to live with him again. He's a little desperate, "whatever If you don't want to get married, you don't have to make so many excuses. Just tell me directly. I won't tie you to the Civil Affairs Bureau. "
"It's not that I don't want to marry you." I thought Jiang Guangming misunderstood me, but he hung up.
I don't know if Jiang Mingming misunderstood me, but why did he hang up at this time? Was it no signal or intentional.
I began to feel uneasy.
Lu MANXIN saw me on the balcony alone on the phone for so long, so she took a coat to me, only to see my eyes wet, she thought I was quarreling with Jiang Mingming again.
"Why? Purple lemon. "
"I don't think I want to marry him." I look at Lu MANXIN pitifully.
"Why did he have such a misunderstanding?" Lu man looked at me in a puzzled way.
"I want to marry him, but when I see your married life with Shen Yue, I'm afraid to live with him again. I'm afraid that I'll quarrel with him because of all kinds of trifles. Maybe I'll get divorced in less than a year."
"Ha ha, what about Shen Yue and I? How can we give you such a big shadow? " Lu MANXIN is curious. She doesn't have anything bad about her and Shen Yue. Although sometimes they can make trouble, they still live in harmony.
"I think you are such a powerful woman. When you come home, you still have to listen to Shen Yue's errands. Besides, Shen Yue never leaves home to eat, drink and play. You are sure to take your baby at home at the weekend. I don't want to live like this. Besides, Jiang Mingming will play better than Shen Yue. Maybe I will become a cook."
"Ha ha, you're worried about that, but I don't think it's bad." Lu MANXIN touched my head, "this is the state a woman should have. I don't have a personal life. I still have my circle of friends and my own personal space, but I really don't have as much time to play as before, but I live more fully than before. I even feel that my time with my son is too little, and I feel very guilty."
"Really? I don't think you had a wonderful time when you were alone, but now Shen Yue just regards you as a 24-hour senior secretary. If he goes to the toilet and doesn't have toilet paper, he will ask you to take it. I'm so tired of him. Fortunately, I didn't choose him at that time. If I were with him, I would have poisoned him. " I said seriously, but Lu MANXIN covered her stomach with a smile. She thought I was too funny. How could I be bothered by these things?
"Purple lemon, I don't think you can think like this. First of all, you choose to be clear and be with him. You have to accept that this situation may appear in the future. Of course, you can also set the rules at the beginning. Everyone is in charge of their own affairs, but I don't think it's a good way to get along. Maybe Westerners like that, but I prefer that men need me When I was in love, I would feel that I was inseparable from his life. He needed me beside him all the time. This is different from the kind of missing when I was in love. It's a kind of dependence, the dependence of trees and vines. Do you understand? "
"Elder sister, Shen Yue is so dependent on you, aren't you tired?""I'm tired, so I make better use of my time. I can't waste my time as I used to. You see, I'm almost forty now. Besides the company, I have to go to EMB class, yoga, and take my son to early education. Of course, I have to take time out to draw pictures, and I have to carry out the appointment with Shen Yue every week. I feel that I live a very full life every day One day turns into 48 hours, which I didn't realize before. " Lu MANXIN looked at me with a smile, but I nodded.
Lu man Xin and I are chatting. Jiang Ming Ming's phone call comes again. Lu man Xin realizes that I answer the phone. She turns and walks into the room.
I took a breath, calmed myself down and picked up the phone.
"Sorry, I just ran out of electricity."
"Never mind, honey"
"what did you just call me?" Jiang Mingming thinks he heard wrong.
"My husband!"
"Well, don't go to bed tonight and go back tomorrow morning." Jiang Mingming has been bored by my repeated character. He doesn't know what will happen when I wake up tomorrow morning.
"Come on, I'll move in with you this weekend."
"No, I don't believe you. I have to record that." Jiang Mingming didn't trust me. He really pressed the phone recording software and asked me to repeat what I said just now.
I had to say again, "I, Su Zimeng, decided to marry Jiang Mingming."