They never said they liked each other or talked about their feelings, just as they have a tacit understanding with each other, that's all.
For Ding Ning, perhaps she is the only clear harbor that can bring him some spiritual comfort in this fickle society with cross flow of material desires.
He appreciated her stubbornness, her self love, her out of the mud without being dyed, and her clean ripples without being demon.
Her name is Bai Qinglian.
It is not a vulgar name at all, because of her character and ethereal temperament.
Only a few roommates in the dormitory knew his relationship with Bai Qinglian. They once thought they were lovers and sometimes teased them.
They never admitted it, but they never denied it. The girl just lowered her head and smiled, and her black and white eyes were full of impenetrable depth.
He thought that even if they could not be lovers, they would become close friends on their way.
But the night before Ding Ning's senior Bai Qinglian graduated, he happily bought her a graduation gift and wanted to wish her a smooth job after graduation, realize her life ideal and change her fate,
At the school gate, he saw with his own eyes that he had untied his ponytail, scattered his cloud like hair, dressed in gorgeous clothes, took the Hermes bag and got down from a luxury car like a fairy, and kissed the old man who was old enough to be her father on the face.
Ding Ning has never been so angry, although he did not regard Bai Qinglian as his girlfriend, but regarded her as a spiritual pillar and a belief to fight against unfair fate.
But at that moment, his faith completely collapsed, overturning his cognition of all the good qualities of Bai Qinglian. He lost his reason and rushed forward excitedly to ask her why?
After such a difficult four-year career, why give up at this last moment and destroy your ideal and life before graduation?
Bai Qinglian's panic at that time made Ding Ning's heart completely fall into the ice valley. He angrily scolded her bitch and bitch in the most vicious language, and sold himself for some bad money.
At that time, he was as crazy as when his husband in a green hat caught his cheating wife and adulterer in bed.
The old man has an extraordinary demeanor. He asks severely who he is and what qualifications he has to abuse Qinglian?
The angry Ding Ning punched him to the ground and kicked him like a storm.
Bai Qinglian screamed and jumped on the old man to protect him. She scolded Ding Ning as crazy and asked him who you are and what qualifications you have to beat someone?
Ding Ning has never forgotten the undisguised contempt and disdain in the bottom of his eyes after the extraordinary old man stood up: "a poor student, what qualifications do you have to stand here to be angry? Can you give Qinglian happiness? Can you afford her? Can you give her a beautiful future?"
Before he could reply, the old man pointed to Bai Qinglian's bag, watch and clothes and continued to hit him:
"Do you know how much this bag costs? Do you know how much this watch costs? Do you know how much her clothes are worth? I tell you, even if you sell you, you can't afford it. A self righteous little boy like you really thinks that your dream can come true with a few big words. This society is far more cruel than you think. When will you have the ability to talk to me on an equal footing Ge, stand in front of me and tell me about your ideal life. "
The most chilling thing for Ding Ning was that Bai Qinglian's face was very white and clenched his lips. His eyes, once the purest in the world, showed unspeakable complexity, stared at him, but kept silent and let him be taught by the old man.
Downhearted Ding Ning was completely disappointed. He turned around and left, embarrassed like a lost dog.
When he calmed down, he didn't understand why he was so impolite. He just simply thought that Bai Qinglian shouldn't be the kind of money worship girl.
The collapse of faith, the fall of morality and the sacrilege of holiness. The benevolence, righteousness, courtesy, wisdom and faith mentioned by the master's father have not been reflected in the ivory tower of this university. Instead, they have become a place for rich children who drive luxury cars, wear famous brands and play flowers.
This made him doubt life, himself and this morbid society.
He was ready for the storm like revenge, but in the end, the old man never appeared, and Bai Qinglian completely disappeared in his world.
Perhaps Bai Qinglian thanked him for his help in this way, and cut off the last friendship between them in this way.
Ding Ning was depressed for a long time, and Bai Qinglian's complicated eyes often appeared in his mind.
But he can't read it all the time. Is it repentance? Guilt? Blame yourself? Or despise his childishness and ignorance at that time?
Over time, he no longer blamed her. After all, he still didn't stick to it. He lost to this fucking society and surrendered to the fate of shit!
After all, she lives too hard and tired. It's really difficult for a girl from a poor mountain to survive in this materialistic international metropolis.
I've lived frugally for four years, but so what? Can you guarantee a job with that diploma? Even if you find a job, will you be able to prosper?
How many talented college graduates, with ambition, want to fight and stand out in the society, but finally erase the edges and corners in the cruel reality and disappear with everyone.
Bai Qinglian is nothing more than that. She can't say wrong about her choice, but what makes Ding Ning unable to release is that the beauty in his heart is only a mirror in the end.
Slowly, Ding Ning even forgot what she looked like. Only those complicated eyes became his eternal memory and his heart knot that he could never open.
Ding Ning doesn't know why he suddenly thinks of Bai Qinglian at this time. Maybe it's because he also needs to face choices, so he will think of her.
The most difficult thing in life is to choose two words. Ding Ning is avoiding and avoiding choice.
Now recalling the beginning, although Ding Ning disagreed, she still admired Bai Qinglian's decisiveness. At least she dared to make a brave choice. No matter what the result was, it was her own choice.
Thinking about his life, Ding Ning suddenly felt that he was a waste material without any ambition, which was no different from salted fish.
In the face of the old man's contemptuous face and such an insult, he still had no desire to make progress and muddled along.
Mingming had mastered all the courses when he was a sophomore, but he never thought of applying for grade jump and graduating in advance.
Ming Ming can show his strength and earn the first pot of gold when he studies, and lay the foundation for achieving his father's planned goal, but he would rather do odd jobs to make a living than really do anything in the past.
When he graduated, he clearly had the opportunity to continue his postgraduate entrance examination, but he was cynical because of Li Wensheng's revenge. He stubbed his neck and left angrily with his graduation certificate, which greatly disappointed Professor Song, who has always been very good to himself.
Obviously, he has powers and extraordinary skills. It's not difficult to make money, but he does nothing all day. He doesn't even have the idea of making money. He will only tangle in the relationship between men and women, constantly escape, escape and escape
Ding Ning, you are a man. Put away your lofty and meaningless self-esteem. If you want others to respect you, you must respect yourself first.
Let Dad down, don't let master down, don't let the people you love and the people who love you down.
Lingyun's case has sounded an alarm for him. Think about that handsome Viagra. Isn't it just driving a luxury car, living in a luxury house and having a company?
Is it a thing that can be solved with money? Ding Ning was full of thoughts and suddenly felt as if he had missed many choices.
Although he always thought that money was a bastard and didn't take money seriously at all, this was the idea that he was imperceptibly influenced by the poverty of the master's father.
In fact, in this cruel and realistic society, if you want to do something at will, you can't do anything without material foundation.
The difference between the word "lofty" and "poor" has very different meanings, but in fact, the two can also be equated.
Perhaps, the second master Zhao Fugui's black concept of profiteers can better adapt to survive in this society.
If he has millions, tens of millions or even hundreds of millions of family assets, or has a background and backing, does Li Wensheng dare to take care of himself easily?
Will Chu Yunxiu still be so snobbish? Will Lingyun still empathize? What kind of handsome Viagra can be so successful?
What can be solved with money is not a thing at all. Besides, making money is also a great ideal.
As long as you have money, you can do what you want to do. Even if you become a famous doctor, you can't achieve the goal of success and fame without money.
Only by gaining both fame and wealth and having a social status that can not be ignored can we be regarded as successful.
At this moment, Ding Ning learned from the bitter experience, and unexpectedly had a feeling of being enlightened and cheerful.
He smiled at the corners of his mouth and whispered, "I'm sorry, Bai Qinglian. It's my fault. Thank you for letting me understand. If I have a chance to do it again, I won't let you become the Canary of the old man again. I'll keep you, sir."
Once a person has drilled out of the tip of an ox's horn, many things that seem very tangled to him can be solved.
Ling Yun, Xiao Nuo, Shen MuQing and goblins are not things. As long as they like, they can fall in love with anyone they want. Before they get married, they have absolute freedom.
This made him quite regret how he lost his temper foolishly and left Xiao Nuo to himself just now. He had known that he should go to bed with all his strength. Anyway, she may not get married after going to bed. Since she likes herself and herself, it's still a distant thing to fall in love, that is, marriage.
If Shen MuQing also likes herself, she might as well fall in love first. However, in view of her physical condition, such intense exercise as rolling sheets is still avoided.
But it's a pity to leave such watery cabbage to other pigs. Even if you can't eat it, you have to take advantage of it first.
At this moment, Ding Ning changed in varying degrees from mind to thought, as if he jumped up in a moment, with a trace of obscenity in his smile.
But I don't know that his extreme character made him jump from one extreme to another, from elegance to vulgarity, from the poor conservative pit of the master father to the unrestrained pit of the second master.
When the banwan villa arrived, the security guard released it smoothly. It was really a dog's eye.
Ding Ning sighed that he strengthened his faith, made a lot of money, took beautiful women, drove a luxury car, lived in a luxury house, became a famous doctor, became famous, married a wife and concubine, wow ha ha!
Stopped at the door of villa 16, the melodious sound of the piano came, making Ding Ning look in a momentary trance.
Master likes playing Guqin best. Unexpectedly, Shen MuQing can also play Guqin. She is knowledgeable and versatile. She is really a talented woman worthy of her name.