Chapter 67

Death! What a terrible thing. Almost every day in my heart, it can happen at any time. After a week, Zhang fanpi got used to it.

In fact, this state is not good, lack of fear of death, will become indifferent. Because normalization leads to a lack of compassion and compassion. But what can we do? In a country with a huge population, just a few doctors can make these white envoys go with the tide.

Many people feel that doctors are cold, but it is also their helplessness. They have experienced too much life and death. They are also a group of ordinary people. When wearing that white coat, they often bear responsibilities that ordinary people don't understand.

People are born with so many feelings. They can't separate their feelings when they face death and see death every day. No matter how painful and sad the family members are, it's normal for them. It's the same as eating and sleeping. It's also the sadness of being a doctor.

When facing death for the first time, Zhang Fan was confused, confused and lost. He felt like he suddenly fell from the cloud. During that time, bloody pictures often appeared in his dreams.

Doctors are not omnipotent. Many times they are helpless. They often have no way to deal with diseases. But they also have to face the eyes of their families and patients.

This is a mental experience. After that time, Zhang Fan's career path has matured. In fact, it also means that he began to become a real professional doctor, rather than an ordinary person and intern. When others see him, they often add a prefix for the first time: doctor.

To sum up the life of Cardiology in one sentence is tense, cautious, rigorous and hard.

As the engine of the body, any accident will lead to death, and as a cardiologist who repairs the engine, he is always nervous.

In the emergency room of the third class hospital, the cardiology department is the largest and the drug equipment is the most complete. There are often two or three groups of people who are rescuing two or three patients who are dying frequently at the same time.

The intern medical students with poor psychological quality, let alone participate in the rescue. If they see this scene, they can pass even if their legs are not soft. These people in white coats are not naturally hard hearted.

It is year after year of professional training and daily experience that make them hard. If it's not hard, you can't cry one by one. You don't have to work. You can't cry anywhere you sit every day.

In his sophomore year, Zhang Fan's anatomy teacher gave them a warning: the profession of doctor is not romantic, it needs to face death. In the first year, medical students learn the basics, and in the second year, they are exposed to disciplines closely related to clinical practice.

That year, the weather was so hot that it closed the human anatomy room for a summer vacation. It smelled bad. The smell of rotten meat and formalin filled the whole building.

A group of young students excitedly surrounded a body storage box. Although it was hot, there were not many people. More than 30 people gathered together, waiting to see the so-called human anatomy.

The moment the lid opens. The sour smell from the pavement, peeling off the skin and red and white bodies, I don't know which student couldn't help it first.

Pooh! I vomited. I ate bean curd in the morning with coriander and chili, red, white and green. I vomited all over the floor, one by one. More than 30 people began to vomit, one by one, including milk, chewed bread, broken noodles and eggs. Someone ate stinky tofu in the morning. That smell!

More than 30 people vomited together in a closed room. The scene was extremely sour.

The anatomy teacher went out early. She knew that the first lesson was not good, but it had to be what they had to experience. Since then, human anatomy class has been sitting around the corpse for two years.

In the end, it didn't matter. I ate instant noodles next to the body. It's not that you don't pay attention, but helpless. You can't pass this level. You'd better change your profession early. Doctor, you can't do it. Don't delay yourself and your future patients.

In the Department of Cardiology, what Zhang fan does most is to write medical records and make ECG for patients. The drugs in the heart are too complicated. Zhang Fan hasn't mastered them all for more than a week. Without systematic blessing, he is also an ordinary person.

The other two girls are better than him. After all, they have transferred several departments in the internal medicine department. If they are bad, they will catch up. They can't wait for the system to start. Read a book. If you can't read it once, just read it twice. If you can't read it three times, liver.

Back to the dormitory after work, I read and study. The progress is not slow. Combined with clinical practice, the effect is very good. Pick up the lost foundation again, including physiology, biochemistry and pathology. If you lack one, you don't understand why you should treat like this. How did the disease form.

Medicine is a subject that pays special attention to linking up and down. If there is no one, there will be defects, so we can't understand the principle of disease and treat patients well.

Shaohua's mother is much better recently. Zhang Fan's massage recovery effect is very obvious. In the evening, her mother came to Zhang Fan alone. Shaohua accompanied her these days. Zhang Fan didn't see Shaohua and was a little lost.

"Doctor Zhang, thank you. I've been much better recently. You see, my arms can be lifted up, and it doesn't hurt much." Then he raised his arm to Zhang Fan.

"That's good. You must have exercised at home, haven't you. My treatment alone won't work so well. "

"Yes, I do the wall climbing exercises you teach every day." Then she took out a box of plaster from her bag“ Dr. Zhang, you see, this was introduced to me by my neighbor. It is said to be very magical. A paralyzed patient stood up directly after pasting several boxes. I don't believe it. She has to let me try. "

Zhang Fan took the box and looked at it. The ingredients were safflower, musk and so on“ Aunt, this plaster has a certain blood activating effect, but it has a general effect on your scapulohumeral periarthritis. "

"I don't believe it. What our neighbors say is God. It's more than 100 in a box."

"Aunt, you still exercise normally. Come to me for massage on time. This plaster is not available yet. Why didn't Shaohua come. Is it safe for her to come alone? "

"I'm almost ready. There's nothing to worry about. She works overtime today. It seems that she has to cope with the superior's inspection. She's busy every day."

"Oh!" Zhang Fan is relieved. He is afraid Shaohua will hide from him. Although they haven't made any progress these days, when they can be treated, Zhang Fan still takes the initiative to find a topic to chat with Shaohua.

Speaking of plaster, there is a strange rumor in the market recently. Someone has been paralyzed for ten years. After using a brand of plaster, he can stand up and walk directly. Let's not talk about the treatment effect. After ten years of paralysis, the muscles have shrunk. Without a long time of muscle exercise, you can stand up and go. It's not made of robot and steel.

Many old people especially believe that this brand of plaster can cure all kinds of diseases. Cough, stick it to the throat. I have a headache. Stick it to my temple. Stick it on your stomach when you have a stomachache.

Some diseases can heal themselves without treatment, but some old people believe that I have a cold and just stick two stickers. I wish I didn't have an injection or take medicine. It really works.

It doesn't matter to spend some money on a box of more than 100, but it's not a small thing to delay the illness. Although China's medical industry has all kinds of bad, in just a few decades, it has raised the average life expectancy of a person from more than 30 to more than 70 countries, and the medical industry has made great contributions.

My heart is very busy recently. When spring is warm and cold, it is most likely to cause cold infection and chain lead to heart failure. There are many hospitalized patients, many of whom have no beds and can only temporarily live in the aisle and wait for beds.

Many patients are prone to accidents. Ren Li stressed every day at the morning meeting that everyone is also nervous. Ye Jing can't stand it these days. If Zhang Fan hadn't helped, she would be ready to apply for annual leave.

When she was careful, the patient of Ye Jingguan had an accident. It was still a big event. Ye Jing collapsed directly.