This night, Chen Rong woke up several times and retched twice.
A few months ago, she was pregnant without any sign. Now she was hurt, and the discomfort in her stomach could not be covered.
After several tosses and turns, she didn't fall asleep until she was ugly.
After less than an hour's sleep, Chen Rong wakes up again.
After retching twice, she listened to the crow of chickens and the voice of people outside, looked at the light morning color, and could not sleep any more.
Looking at the sky, Chen Rong did not blink.
Morning light, a layer of mist shrouded in the sky and earth, tree shadows, through the screen window to see the sky, gray and boundless.
I don't know for a long time, a silent footsteps to her close.
Chen Rong blinked, never looking back, but looked out like this and asked hoarsely, "Qilang got up early."
The footsteps stopped at the curtain, and Wang Hong's low, equally hoarse voice said, "I can't sleep."
His voice was light and ethereal, as if from a distant sky.
Chen Rong didn't look back. She just answered with a gentle voice...... This voice, very light very calm, as if that all along, engraved into her soul of infatuation, has quietly faded.
Wang Hong looked at her motionless. His white clothes drifted in the morning wind.
For a moment, he came to her.
Gently walked to the collapse side, his voice soft, "Qing Qing, sleep inside a little."
Chen Rong turns his head slowly.
She looks at Wang Hong.
Her eyes, which were dark and dark, could not help but rejoice when she saw him, were as quiet as an ancient well.
Chen Rong looks at Wang Hong like a stranger. After a while, her lips move and she mumbles, "I want this child."
She lowered her eyes, slowly opened the quilt, and then she stroked her belly. Looking at the flat place, Chen Rong said low, "I want it."
Wang Hong's voice was very gentle. "OK, we want it."
Chen Rong slowly shook his head.
As she shook her head, she felt clearly that the air in the room was cold.
Shaking his head, Chen Rong said in a low voice, "I just want it myself." She seemed to have made up her mind. After saying this, she raised her head and said quietly to Wang Hong, whose face was dazzling white and whose eyes were extremely dark: "Qilang, we..." She just said these four words, Wang Hongteng ground a right hand heavy wave, interrupted her words.
He stared at her, with a swish of his right hand, clasping her wrist tightly. He buckled so tightly that he strangled her.
Tightly clasped her hand, Wang Hong's voice was very gentle, not only gentle, but also very light. "Qing Qing, you are too tired, go to sleep."
Chen Rong just looks at him calmly and slowly draws back his hand.
She failed to twitch.
Almost just a move, Wang Hong's hand was even tighter. His face was white and white. With his lips pressed, his dark eyes stared straight at his face. Staring at him, he smiled hoarsely and said softly, "Qing Qing...... I have given up the position of patriarch and prepared everything for my retirement. I'm ok. I'll stay with you for a while. I'll sort out all the things in this place in secret and leave the city quietly. We'll go to my old friends to enjoy the wind and the moon and wait for our children to come out. At that time, people in Jiankang city should believe that Wang Hong really meant to die. It doesn't matter whether we kill you or not. Then we can get married again. "
His eyes are a little red, but his smile is especially gentle. "I'm ready, and I've planned...... Is Qing Qing still upset? "
His hand tightly grasps her hand, his eyes tightly stare at her face, his smile is incomparably gentle.
Chen Rong looks down.
She looked at her belly and slowly closed her eyes.
Her lips moved and moved, but she could not say a word.
At this time, Wang Hong's soft voice came again, "Qing Qing, let's give in." He let go of Chen's hand.
Chen Rong carefully moved in a little.
Wang Hong opens her quilt and lies down on the bed. He leaned against the bedpost, reached to the back with his right hand to hold Chen Rong's waist, and lowered his head. Qingsi was like ink, "Qingqing, I'm wrong, I'm really wrong...... Will you forget that? Is it good that Bento never happened? "
His voice is really gentle. There is a soft nasal sound in it. It's a delicate tone, which can make people swept to the bottom of their hearts.
Chen Rong looks down at her belly. After a while, she finally speaks. At this moment, her voice is hoarse and choking, "Qilang.". Nine princesses stabbed me that day, "she pointed to the wound, tears rolling in her eyes." at that time, I really hurt, it hurt. The blood continued to flow down. Her dagger was still inserted. I wanted to pull it out, but I didn't dare. Then she told me that she would not let me get away with it if the knife was heavily poisoned. At that time, I was so scared. Qilang, I didn't want to die. I didn't want to die at all. I am still pregnant with a child of Qilang? My Qilang is so beautiful. His blood must be very smart and handsome. How can I not let him die without being born? "Two lines of tears flowed down her white, bloodless face and seeped into the brocade quilt.
"At that time, my eyes were full of flowers and I could not stand stably. I wanted to sleep. So I thought again in a trance, these years I am very tired, maybe dead better. Thinking like this, I feel more sleepy. But it's here. I remember how sad my Qilang would be if he knew that I was dead? How could he allow nine princesses to kill me in vain? So I thought, no way, if Qilang offends the royal family again, he will have no way. I rushed up, near the nine princess, I am afraid she is alert, I still smile. I finally got close to her and stabbed my knife in her chest
She opened her bright eyes, tears like pearls falling, drop by drop, string by string.
Choking and sobbing, Chen Rong said bitterly, "Qilang, don't you know that I will hurt?"? Don't you know how much I love you and my child? "
At this time, her voice was a little trance, and her eyes were a little empty, as if she was talking to the air. Mingming Wang Hong is beside her, Mingming he is holding her, but she is lonely as if talking to herself.
Wang Hong looked at Chen Rong, and his heart was twisted. He put his hand on his chest, and in a blink of an eye, he opened his hand and put his arms around Chen.
He carefully hugged her. He lowered his head and kissed away the beaded tears on her face. He swallowed them one by one. Wang Hong murmured, "ah Rong, I'm wrong. I'm really wrong."
From yesterday to this morning, he has said this sentence several times. In a trance, Wang Hong remembers that this seems to be the first time he has admitted his mistake. In the past, no matter how extraordinary things he did, he didn't want to admit his mistake.
His kiss was a little flustered. When he kissed her cold lips, he pushed her teeth away with the tip of his tongue, and then he went in deeply. While kissing her, he said vaguely: "ah Rong, you can't do this. You can't let me know what it's like when I feel heartache, and I don't care about anything. You can't... "
Obviously, he was so flustered that he didn't even find Chen Rong's wound was hurt again. He didn't even find his own tears mixed into her tears.
Wang Hong kisses Chen Rong tightly, and goes deep into her mouth...... It seems that we should take this action to make her cold lips warm, and let her smile at him again as before, and reach out and hug his neck.
He was really scared. Chen Rong refused to accept him twice. That time, she rushed into the army with her white clothes. When he found her and begged her to go with him, her eyes were so distant and so indifferent in the setting sun.
And that time, when she asked her majesty to let her become a monk, she smiled like that. Bright smile, eyes are so cold, so far away.
But those two times are different from this one. Those two times, although he was shocked and depressed, he was also heartbroken. But what is that kind of heartache? Laugh it off.
Only this time, for the first time, did he feel panic...... This night, he was supposed to put things aside and go to sleep as usual, but he couldn't sleep. In the candlelight, he turned over the poetry book and became more upset. Then he came to the moonlight. Then, unconsciously, he came to her room.
He knew that this night, she woke up in pain four times and retched twice. She also told the maids to cook and take medicine for her.
He heard her every toss and turn, every moan.
He thought, what does he look like when he stands outside a woman's room like this? So he turned to leave.
But he took a step forward and stopped again. He found that only when he stood outside the room like this could he feel a little steadfast. He even went down the steps several times, trying to push the door in. But after several steps, I didn't enter. It's ridiculous that he was afraid to enter.
Wang Hong thought, Chen Rong struggled for a while, frowning and groaning: "pain."
Wang Hong was surprised and quickly released his arm.
He lowered his head, reached into his arms and took out a handkerchief. He wiped the sweat and tears on his face with the handkerchief. At the same time, he said in a low voice, "ah Rong, everything in the world is like this. It's hard to be satisfied. This time, it's my fault, and I'm sorry. Let it go, forget it. Only in this way can we be successful. "
But in a flash, his voice was as calm as ever.
Chen Rong moved, his voice hoarse and vague, "let it go, forget it?"
"Yes." Wang Hong kissed her on the lips and said decisively, "forget it! Since I know my mistake, I will never make it again! You see that month, when you reach the acme, you will lose. When you reach the acme, you will lose. The rain, which is violent, will not last long, so will the wind. A Rong, things in the world have always been like this. It's only a common way to lose, not to be satisfied, and to have flaws. Heaven will never allow the life to be complete. If you hold on to your heart and you hold on to me, there is no good in it. "
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