215 Unrealistic Rosy View

The fragrance of flowers, fresh and clean air and happy warm sunshine pulled me out of the darkness and I slowly raised my head and rubbed my eyes. I felt that the light was dazzling and scanned around somewhat confused.

Where is this? The green grass around was covered with yellow wild chrysanthemums. In the distance the branches and leaves of the trees were swaying with the wind, there was the sound of cicadas chirping sounded familiar.

Where am I? What about Xiao Mao? Where's Bi Qing? I shakingly stood up and wanted to walk forward, but I felt that the balance of my limbs was a bit strange, and my body was unstable and fell down again, I suspected thought that it was because I was dizzy. So I stood up again and still couldn't escape the fate of falling forward again.

Looking down, I saw a white cat paw with a pink pad and soft fluffy hair on it. I couldn't help but stick out my tongue and lick the fur, then my tail stood up, and I immediately rushed towards the water to see my own reflection.

The water waves were swaying in the wind, but I could still see that my appearance was a 3-colored little cat, with familiar golden-green eyes with a large fluffy tail.

What is going? I suddenly gaped stupidly at the water surface and couldn't snap out of it for a long time.

I chanted a familiar spell and a pink smoke curtain wrapped around me, the smoke disappeared. The small fluffy body stretched out on the water's surface and there was a beautiful young girl with blue-purplish cat ears, wearing a silk attire. This is also the appearance of Hua Miao Miao in my past life.

The things in from of my eyes were too ominous. I ferociously pinched my tail several times, but I didn't wake up from this dream. I was astonished and could only sit my butt on the ground with my mind in a mess. I don't know what happened.

Is it possible that I crossed over again?

"Hua Miao Miao!" Yin Zi shouted from afar. He was flapping his white wings and gasping and then flew to my side and impolitely scolded, "Stupid cat sleeping and sleeping, forget about eating then!"

I listened to the familiar scolding voice and watched Yin Zi.

Yin Zi saw that I had no reaction, reached out and shook me and strangely asked, "Today's food is your favorite squid. Why are you not excited?"

"Bi...Where's Bi Qing?" I didn't care about any fish and just pulled his clothes and asked.

Yin Zi angrily shook me off. He shouted and rescued his clothes and scolded, "What Bi Qing?"

I hesitated for a moment and asked again.

"Where is Bi Qing Shen Jun?"

"You're courting death! What are you mentioning that person's name for?" Yin Zi's face changed. He hurriedly looked around and then carefully asked, "Isn't that the killing-god? I heard that he killed a lot of demons in the nearby Yanshan mountain. Do not wish for our whole family die. Shouldn't we lie low?"

"Ah? fall of Yanshan?" I was completely foolish. Do not wish for our family to die. It should be that I have not encountered where I met Bi Qing Shen Jun.

Yin Zi dragged me, who was still in a daze, while walking home and scolding, "Stupid cat. Every day dim-witted, doing nothing. If not for my care, even without my care, you must not go cold and hungry, alright? These days don't run around, can't say when Bi Qing Shen Jun will come. If you meet with any mishap, there will no one to cover me from trouble..."

My mind was in a state of chaos and I did not talk all the way back to the cave on Louying mountain. I didn't eat anything. Yin Zi was so scared that I was sick and rushed out to find a doctor.

I laid in bed and carefully sorted through the matters of the past, but there was a tingling in my mind like it was a dream. No matter how I bite myself or fall, I couldn't wake up, I only scared Yin Zi making him raise a fuss and shout and hit saying I was possessed.

In the end, I couldn't figure out whether or not I was in a dream and went to sleep, thinking about Xiao Mao and couldn't stop the tears. When I woke up, I was still in the cave and I was still Hua Miao Miao.

Yin Zi gently asked, "Miao Miao...What were you crying about? You were crying your dreams several times."

I asked Yin Zi, "Do I have a son called Xiao Mao?"

Yin Zi gave my head a violent knock and shouted, "Even talking about a son, you should marry first, before you consider this kind of thing." Then he smiled slyly, "If you can't marry anyone, I can take on the difficult task."

I didn't care about him and stumbled my way outside. I went to the top of Louying mountain. The big round stone there was the place where I met Bi Qing Shen Jun for the second time. It was also where he took me away.

I gently touched the stone and looked at the clouds in the distance, I suddenly remembered my question.

If we could start over again, would we do the same things again?

If we could start over again, would we still want to fall in love?

If we could start over again, wouldn't everything be better?

Viewing things through rose-colored glasses, life is but a dream. I nostalgically looked at the clouds in the distance, that didn't have his figure.

I staggered towards the depths of the forest, as I walked down tears were falling from my eyes.

If henceforth we don't meet each other, we will never yearn for each other, right?

If henceforth we don't yearn for each other, then we will never love each other, right?

If henceforth we don't fall in love with each other, then we wouldn't remember each other, right?

If being together with you means you will never be able to soar and that everyone will suffer, then I would rather swallow this pain alone.

Cut off each other and undo the fate we robbed of each other.

From now on, you are Heaven's Bi Qing Shen Jun and I am the cat demon Hua Miao Miao in the mortal world, and we will not meet each other.

Sitting in the bushes, hugging my knees, I cried and cried again. Repeatedly thinking of Xiao Mao and Bi Qing, my heart was in so much pain that it really hard to bear. My eyes became red and swollen until Yin Zi was looking for me and saw this appearance and hastily rushed up and hugged me in his arms, "Who bullied you? I am going to find them to settle the account!"

"Nobody bullied me, I just wanted to cry." I wiped my tears and quickly showed a smiled that was barely passable. Then I suddenly remembered Xiao Cha in my heart and couldn't help but ask, "Do you have someone you like?"

"I don't..." Yin Zi said, stared blankly, immediately felt embarrassed and got up feeling shy.

I thought of the life where he was getting along harmoniously with his wife and felt somewhat worried, "If...you can't find a wife, what to do?..."

"What can't find a wife?" Yin Zi narrowed his eyes at me and saw my expression was not good.

I thought that changing fate will have a chain reaction and I dare not rush anything and swallowed back the words about Xiao Cha. I secretly decided that if I see Bing Wan, I must vigorously help the two to accomplish success...

Yin Zi did not open his mouth for a long time. He was suddenly unhappy and pulled me back to eat and then ordered to sleep and before going to bed quietly said, "Do you like someone? I have never seen you cry before."

I was shocked and didn't say anything for a long time.

How smart is Yin Zi? From my period of hesitation, he understood and then quietly said, "Is it because the person you like doesn't want you? Who exactly is this person with bad vision?"

"No." I quickly shook my head, "I don't want him..."

"Then why are you grieving?" Yin Zi didn't understand, "Don't want that one then change to a better one. If you can't. Then just marry me. I am so good. We understand each other very well. In any case, I won't bully you."

"Yeah...why should I be grieving?..." I didn't listen to what he said after that and simply lost consciousness and fell fast asleep, with tears dripping out the corner of my eyes. The tears were because obtaining it has been carved in my bones and engraved in my heart and I knew the pain of the loss.