Maybe it's time to leave.
Knowing that the virgin of steel is unlikely to stay as he hoped, let alone revenge, Gao Yang has some regrets, but he is more relieved.
Since he came to Ukraine, Gao Yang has been staying for so long to help big Ivan stabilize the situation. Now, he feels that it would be good if it ended.
It's time to leave, then leave.
Gao Yang took a long breath and looked at Alexander Avenue: "so, where will you go next?"
Alexander smiled: "go home and return to retirement. When we find the trace of the virgin of steel, if the opportunity is right, I will regroup until the virgin of steel is completely eliminated one day."
"It's good that you can retire."
Gao Yang said with envy. This is his heart. What he admires most about the aurora is the aurora. These people can retreat bravely in the most beautiful time, and say to go without hesitation.
Now, Gao Yang feels that he has endless money, but if he wants to leave the battlefield completely and live the life he yearned for before, he will feel reluctant to give up and even fear.
Gao Yang really can't imagine what it would be like to live a calm but plain life in a big city. Therefore, he can always avoid this problem.
Looking at the expression with emotion on his face, Alexander smiled and whispered, "why? Can't you go back?"
Gao Yang nodded and said in a low voice, "yes, I can't go back. That's why I think you're really powerful. If you say you're going back, you'll go back, and you've completely said goodbye to the battlefield."
Alexander said seriously, "most mercenaries will eventually encounter this problem. To solve this problem, you need to ask yourself, why are you fighting?"
Gao Yang was silent for a long time. Finally, he whispered, "I fought for money. You know, crazy wolf asked me the same question a long time ago. This is my answer, but you should see now that if it was really fighting for money, we should have left long ago. We made enough money."
Alexander smiled and said, "so what are you fighting for now?"
Gao Yang shook his head and said with a confused face: "I don't know, no, in fact, I think I know why I fight, but I don't want to admit that we are fighting for the war now."
After finally having to face the reality, Gao Yang was a little difficult to accept. He wiped his face hard, then raised his head and said with a smile: "Fighting for war has no other destination except death. When I first met crazy wolf, he said he was fighting for war. At that time, I thought this reason was ridiculous, but now I find that I have finally come to this step, which is really ridiculous."
Alexander breathed a sigh and said helplessly, "yes, for mercenaries, no matter what reason they entered this industry, most of them will come to this step in the end and fight for the war until they die."
Gao Yang said with a smile: "in fact, we have a goal, that is, to build a large company, but to be honest, it's just that I think we can continue to fight under the pretext of this goal, that's all. So, in the final analysis, we fight for the sake of fighting."
Alexander said in a deep voice, "fighting for war is the lowest reason. That shows that you have become a bloodthirsty beast. You can only rely on killing to find a sense of existence. It is the most worthless and ridiculous to fight for the ultimate death."
Pointing to knight's direction, Alexander smiled and said, "look at the crazy wolf. Is he still fighting for the war? Yes, it's not. He fights to realize his ideal. He uses the ideal as an excuse to make his battle seem so meaningful. What he needs is the process of fighting, and the process is more important than the result."
Gao Yang clapped his hands and said with a smile, "yes, that's what we mean. That's why we found ourselves a goal that can only be achieved by fighting."
After a moment's silence, Alexander whispered: "Do you know what I am most proud of? I established the aurora, but I dissolved the aurora, and I brought out a group of brothers who live by fighting. Finally, I let them successfully get rid of the battle. I am the creator of the aurora and their guide. If I can keep my mind, the aurora will not go to the dead road of fighting for war."
Alexander was a little ashamed of what he said, but Alexander turned around and said sadly: "but people's maturity needs a price. Sometimes you have to pay an unbearable price to understand that some things are more important than fighting."
Gao Yang made a puzzled gesture.
Alexander smiled, lowered his head and said slowly, "your goal is to set up a company. Do it. Anyway, dying for your dream is more valuable than fighting for battle. Even if your goal needs to be completed by fighting, it is much better than aimless fighting."
Raised his head, Alexander pointed high and said with a smile: "When you set up a security company, you have to work hard for the survival of the company. If you want to maintain your common efforts, you will finally slowly leave the battlefield. This is the best outcome. Just like knight, he is realizing his ideal. If he can really establish a country in Ukraine, he will naturally leave the battlefield, because governing the country is obviously better than simple Our fight is more important. "
"Ah! You know?"
Gao Yang was surprised because he thought Alexander should not know what the ultimate goal of knight and the angel mercenary regiment was, but Alexander was extremely surprised when he revealed Knight's goal.
Alexander smiled, nodded and said, "yes, I know, because Nate told me about his ideals when he was still my friend."
Gao Yang took a breath of air conditioning and stammered, "Nate, is it your friend?"
Alexander spread his hand and said with a smile, "for a certain period of time, Nate and I had a good relationship. At that time, he was still in the army. By chance, we met and got along well."
Gao Yang was stunned and said, "then why later..."
Alexander smiled: "With the deepening of mutual understanding, we have had conceptual differences. There are serious differences. Knight only wants to serve in the best army, so he will soon choose to retire after becoming a lieutenant colonel, because he thinks Germany is not suitable for his stage, so he established an angel after retirement, and he wants to complete his dream on the stage he built."