The wind stops and the rain stops.
Gao Yang lay flat on the bed, his eyes staring at the ceiling, his mind was still chaotic.
It's not right. It's very wrong.
I can't remember ye Lianna when I do it. When I finish it, I think of Ye Lianna and raise my mood.
Guilt, guilt, self blame after betrayal, and a serious sense of fear.
Have developed to this step, what should I do in the future? When I think of here, Gao Yang's heart hurts in bursts.
But when it comes to regret, Gao Yang doesn't regret. Everything has been done, good or bad. Regret is useless.
Before deciding what to do, Gao Yang didn't dare to look at Karima. After a long silence, Gao Yang finally looked at Karima and whispered, "I didn't expect that you were still, still, um, still perfect."
Karima looked at Gao Yang and whispered, "have you been worried about this?"
Gao Yang shook his head and said, "no, really not. I just feel more guilty."
Karima whispered, "Prince suharitan is over 80 years old. He can't do anything except look. I'm a vase beside him to show his identity and status. I don't even have a chance to be alone with him. Otherwise, he would have died."
Gao Yang doesn't know what to say. It doesn't matter whether Karima is perfect or not, but it does make him more stressed and more sorry.
As the saying goes, rabbits don't eat nest grass, but it's better to raise it. They just pick the nest grass and eat it.
Gao Yang always thinks that Catherine is his best, because ye Lianna is the daughter of a big dog. Unfortunately, ye Lianna is quick and ruthless. Gao Yang just feels that her identity as a mercenary is not a good match for ye Lianna, but since we are together and are sure to get married, even if ye Lianna is the daughter of a big dog, we will recognize it.
But now, Gao Yang has a relationship with Karima, who is the sister of the 13th.
It's not human.
Gao Yang wants to die. Regardless of the situation of Karima at that time, the unchangeable reality is that he betrayed Ye liana and fell in love with the sister of his best brother.
So now Karima may not want to die, but Gao Yang really wants to die.
In dealing with emotional issues, Gao Yang is passive, but it doesn't mean he is casual, but things have reached this stage, so he has to accept the reality.
Gao Yang raised his head, looked at Karima and said, "I will be responsible to you to the end. I will tell Ye Lianna about it. If she forgives me, then... If she doesn't forgive me..."
Gao Yang couldn't say any more. Karima sighed, sat up, hugged Gao Yang and whispered, "you are really stupid. When you treat feelings, you are childish like a child."
After gently saying that, Karima kissed and raised her head, smiled and said, "I don't need you to be responsible. I said many times that I want you, yourself, not the identity you gave me. Your girlfriend, wife, lover, lover, assistant, friend, any identity doesn't matter at all, okay?"
Gao Yang sighed softly and said, "but I can't hide it from ye Lianna. I think..."
Karima put her hand over Gao Yang's mouth and whispered, "if you are smart enough, don't tell and leave the dark. It will only hurt her, not make her think you are honest. Trust me."
After that, Karima looked at Gao Yang and said: "If you don't want to touch me again, it doesn't matter. I'm not pursuing physical happiness. I just need to make sure that I have a place in your heart. If you only want me to play the role of an assistant, I will only be your assistant. I won't expect too much. Therefore, if you don't want Ye Lianna to be hurt and don't want your relationship to go wrong If there is a gap that can be repaired, don't tell her. "
"But it's unfair to you. Well, I admit I'm really messy now, but I'm a man. I can't let you bear all the pain and guilt, but I wear a mask to act as a pure good man. I despise such a person."
Karima smiled softly and said, "my brother is right. He really sees through you."
Gao Yang was stunned and said, "ah?"
Karima lowered her head, but then raised her head again. After taking a deep breath, she looked into Gao Yang's eyes and said, "I lied to you."
Gao Yang widened his eyes and said, "ah?"
Karima seemed a little nervous, but she quickly said firmly: "of course, Alfred will call me. I am his only relative. My existence is the meaning of his life. When he may never appear again, do you think he may not inform me?"
Gao Yang opened his mouth and said foolishly, "ah!"
Karima took a deep breath and said: "I'm like Alfred. In fact, we are all unscrupulous people. I really didn't want to cheat you, but after you refused again, I was very painful. Then, I suddenly thought of what Alfred said. He said, you don't know how to refuse, but you are also a soft hearted and easy to cheat, because you never guard against your own people, so if I think it right When it comes to you, you must create an opportunity you can't refuse. "
Gao Yang muttered to himself, "shit."
Karima reached out and gently lifted her hair and whispered, "in fact, my acting skills are really good, aren't they?"
Gao Yang smiled bitterly and said, "I can win the Oscar."
Karima shook her head and said: "I said I didn't want to lie to you. I never thought about it. I don't know whether you would believe it or not. Alfred didn't say anything about what happened with you in Italy. I just couldn't bear it when I heard you say it was dangerous and almost died. After I couldn't bear it, I decided to confess to you. After you refused, I collapsed. At this time, I don't know what I think. I Decided to use Alfred as an excuse, as he said, to create an opportunity you can't refuse to get you. "
Gao Yang sighed, "I ignored that when you said the 13th, you never called his brother, but his name, but at that time, you called your brother."
Karima whispered, "Alfred knows what I want, he also knows your character weakness, and he knows how to let me get you. I didn't want to, but I finally did. If you accept me when I confess, I will be very happy, but now, I feel more guilty and hate myself than you think."
After gently saying that, Karima whispered, "I hate myself so much for being so mean, so I really won't ask you to take any responsibility for me, and I don't want to get you by cheating, but I did it after all. If you start to hate me, I will understand. From now on, I will never cause any trouble to you."
Gao Yang has a feeling of crying and laughing. He looks at Karima and sighs after a long time: "love is selfish. You're not wrong. I really don't hate you, but your brother is really an asshole."