It's too easy to send away a young couple.
After the two young men left happily with the box and the money, Gao Yang waved his head to the hostess and whispered, "go in and clean up quickly."
The hostess looked at Gao Yang stupidly. Then she went in and began to clean up the messy bed. Gao Yang looked at yalebin and found that the look on yalebin's face was very complex.
Gao Yang walked into the room and said to the hostess who was making the bed, "don't tidy up. Take it away. Take it all away. Please don't come in without asking you. Thank you."
The hostess took away a roll of bed sheets and quilts, Gao Yang held alebin, helped him into the house and sat on a small sofa.
After asking aribin to sit down, Gao Yang went to the door and whispered a few words in Joseph's ear. Then he closed the door.
Yalebin pointed to the old wooden bed without sheets and whispered, "that's what I slept in."
The bed is made of wood. The wooden frames are very thick and look stupid, but the quality is really good. There has been nothing for decades.
Yalebin stood up tremblingly, and then he whispered, "this sofa is not mine, but this table is what I used. When I went to school, I used this table. It's right here. Where's my chair..."
Jabin held the table, bent down, pulled out the drawer and looked into it. Then a smile appeared on his face.
Holding the table and looking out of the window, after staring blankly for a while, yalebin turned around, opened the door of the wardrobe, looked into the empty cabinet, smiled and said, "this cabinet was also used by me, but there was no TV in my room at that time. At that time, I didn't know what TV was."
After that, yalebin slowly walked back to the sofa, held the sofa and sat down slowly. Then he whispered, "it's different, but there's the same place. This feeling is very wonderful."
"Teacher, do you want to, do you need to inquire about your relatives..."
Alebin shook his head and said: "I'm different from them. News from my family has always been sent to me. I have a sister. She caught a cold in the winter of the second year after marriage, developed pneumonia, and then died. My father died in 1974, suffered a stroke, and my mother died in 1976. She had a heart disease. My father and mother are both Georgians. She is from the same place as Stalin. I don't know It's meaningless to know what relatives there are in Georgia. My father hasn't gone back. Here, those neighbors should have died. Of course, I don't remember them. "
Yalebin sighed, weakly waved his hand and whispered, "I didn't attend their funeral. I think they should want to know whether I'm still alive before they die."
Gao Yang took a deep breath. He wanted to say something, but after thinking about it, he still couldn't ask the question.
Yalebin looked at the voice and said with a smile, "do you want to ask me why I can get the news and go home, but why I haven't contacted my family? Why didn't I come back to their funeral, didn't you?"
Gao Yang nodded gently.
Yalebin sighed: "the black devil is the unit with the highest confidentiality level. Joining the black devil means disappearing from the world, as if it had never appeared. I am the captain of the black devil. I can't be an exception. I can't have privileges. I can't enjoy the warmth of my family after turning all my subordinates into loners."
"What to say? I think you are great and cruel," he said softly
Alebin smiled: "It's better not to say anything. It's normal. It's not worth making a fuss. If you choose this road, you can only bid farewell to the lives of normal people. It's the case all over the world. Someone has to pay everything for the country voluntarily or involuntarily. There are more great National volunteers, or conversely, more people are willing to pay everything for the country, and the country will naturally be strong , when no one in a country is willing to give everything for the country, the country will soon be over. "
Gao Yang nodded and said, "I understand. I'm just a little hard to accept."
Alebin smiled: "You are too young. You don't understand this, because you haven't experienced what a country will look like when it is in danger. My father has experienced it and I have experienced it. Although it's just a little impression, the fear of war makes me know what a strong Soviet Union means. Therefore, even if I give everything, even if I die, I will never betray the Soviet Union. Baskov has never experienced this So he doesn't understand what the disappearance of the Soviet Union means, so he can choose to abandon the Soviet Union. "
Yalebin looked out of the window, looked at the traffic flow in the street and whispered: "It's normal, really, really normal. Those young people who grew up in peaceful times think that the strength of their motherland is deserved, but they don't know what someone has paid for the strength of their motherland. They can't see it, they think all these sacrifices don't exist and don't matter! They slander their motherland without scruples and wantonly destroy their motherland.
Sacrifice is inevitable. Sacrifice is meaningful. Do those ignorant young people really not know what the strength of the motherland means? They may see it from books, but they can't understand it until the country sinks again, until these people are stabbed by reality, they will only say look, look at what the hell the country has become, but they still can't understand who has paid for the strength of the country, and what they have paid for the country, Gao, Look at those people on the street. They are still enjoying the afterglow of the Soviet Union, but they won't realize it. Even if they do, they won't admit it. "
Slowly turned around, yalebin smiled and said, "there are still many fools in this world."
"Do you regret it?" he whispered
"Regret? I never regret. I don't think it's worthless, let alone unfair. Gao, look outside. What do you see?"
Gao Yang looked out and said, "there are a lot of people..."
"They are lambs to be slaughtered and tools to create wealth. They provide you with food and wealth."
After yalebin finished, he said to Gao Yang very seriously: "We once tried to create and maintain a fair ideal country and let everyone call it human. Of course, we failed. People chose to become beasts in the jungle law, but they didn't realize that their role in the jungle law should be food. Gao, since the world is a big jungle, try to become the biggest beast. It's very fair."