At the moment, Gu Nanxi's head is next to the tombstone, and his face is covered by the broken hair hanging from his head. He can't see the real expression clearly, but the sadness from all over his body can't be covered.
At this time, she was not Gu Nanxi, a strong, calm and intelligent woman in front of the public. She took off her disguise. She was just a child, a child full of sadness and gradually confused. She was sad and miserable because she couldn't find her way forward.
Lu Tingyu leaned down, took Gu Nanxi into his arms and held her tightly.
At this time, in this world, she only has him, and he only has her.
"If you want to say it, say it. If you don't want to say it, don't say it. No matter how you are, I will always be by your side."
Originally as Lu Tingyu, if there is no Lu Laozi's interference, he will find a person he likes and suitable for him according to his own ideas in the future. And if he really cared about his family wealth, then at the beginning, Master Lu would not choose Nanxi for him.
Because the Lu family has enough power and wealth, they don't need to sell their marriage
Referring to Lu Tingyu's original idea, although the situation has changed, the desired result is still achieved.
Lu Tingyou's words seemed to have some kind of magic, and Gu Nanxi's nerves relaxed a little bit. With Lu Tingyu's words, the tears in his eyes, which he had endured for a long time, gradually spread out from his eyes and soon wet his face.
Feeling the heat and humidity in his arms, Lu Tingyu's heart was full of pain.
"Sylodya was bought."
Gu Nanxi's voice came out of Lu Tingyu's arms, making him slightly stiff. As soon as his eyes turned, he immediately said, "is it Chi Yu?"
Lu Tingyu's affirmation seems to be very confident in this conclusion.
"Yes."
Although Gu Qingchuan's practice makes her sad, it won't be too much, because after all, she is not Gu Nanxi. She has no real feelings for Gu Qingchuan, so she won't be really sad. What makes her sad is Chi Yu.
I believe that it will not be a wonderful experience for anyone to rub shoulders with death, especially for Gu Nanxi, who is greedy for life and has died once. I'm afraid that only he can understand the taste.
So yesterday, when Chi Yu rescued her from the bullet, it shocked Gu Nanxi. She thought they were friends, so she couldn't accept it more when she knew it was Chi Yu who bought shiluodiya.
"Do you feel sorry for the absence of sylodya, or because the man who bought sylodya was Chiyu?"
Just when Gu Nanxi was still immersed in grief, Lu Tingyu's words suddenly came out and pointed out the current problem to the point.
Gently pat Gu Nanxi's back, where she can't see, Lu Tingyou's dark and gloomy eyes flashed with deep love and jealousy.
Lu Tingyou naturally knew the significance of shiluodiya to Gu Nanxi.
However, Gu Nanxi, whom he knew, should feel sad for losing it. Soon he would cheer up and think about how to get it back, instead of losing his due sense.
At this time, Lu Tingyu didn't know what happened to Gu Nanxi at all. That's why he said so. When he knew about it, he felt different when he faced shiluodiya.
"If it's only because of seletia, I'll get it back for you anyway if you want it. But if it's because of Chi Yu... "
"Because Chi Yu, what will you do?"
Lu Tingyu is still thinking about how to make Gu Nanxi less uncomfortable and feel his little jealousy. Gu Nanxi gets up from his arms and looks at him anxiously, which makes Lu Tingyu feel worse.
Lu Tingyu raised Gu Nanxi's chin with one hand, so that she could look into her eyes, and her voice was low“ So tell me, what are you so sad for? "
Sure enough, Gu Nanxi immediately understood Lu Tingyu's meaning. He put his hands around his neck and sucked his nose. Because he just cried in a low voice, his voice seemed a little hoarse: "of course, it's shiluodiya. It's the only thing my mother left for me."
It's also a witness that she occupies this piece of evidence that does not belong to her body, and it's also a witness of her rebirth. How can she not worry.
As for Chi Yu, even though he was sad, it was not what Lu Tingyu thought.
Hold Lu Tingyu's neck tightly and murmur in a low voice“ In this world, I have nothing but you. "
In this world, once Yan Xiao and once Gu Nanxi have passed away. Now she is a brand new one, Gu Nanxi, who is born because of Lu Tingyu, their children and their home.
If Lu Tingyu doesn't want her, Gu Nanxi really can't find the meaning of his existence.
His chin rubbed against Gu Nanxi's soft hair, and Lu Tingyou was shocked“ No matter what you become, no matter how much you get and what you lose, these will always be yours. "
Lu Tingyu's voice is low and deep, like a song, outlining a beautiful scene, which makes Gu Nanxi unconsciously fall into it and unwilling to wake up.
In the photo of the tombstone, Yan Xiao still has no smile. The smile is Gu Nanxi in Lu Tingyou's arms.
Gu Nanxi held Lu Tingyu's hand tightly and looked at Yan Xiao for a moment. Then he turned to Lu Tingyu's eyes and said, "you should be very curious, why do I come to see Yan Xiao at this time?"
Lu Tingyu didn't say anything. Gu Nanxi's temper is abnormal many times, which is related to Yan Xiao. Even though he used to be a good friend, Gu Nanxi's practice seems strange. It's false to say that Lu Tingyu is not curious about this, but he has a good temper and is more considerate. He knows how to do it for them sometimes, so he doesn't ask.
Gu Nanxi saw Lu Tingyu's face full of tears. He squeezed out two smiles and hugged his waist tightly. Listening to the heartbeat from his chest, he said: "Yan Xiao is a special existence for me. Sometimes when I look at her, I seem to see myself in the past."
Lu Tingyou is very helpless to listen to Gu Nanxi's words. He just feels that Gu Nanxi didn't say anything. How come after she started to say it, his doubts are not reduced, but deepened.
To see one's own existence through one person, it is necessary for two people to have some special similarities. Only through the data, Lu Tingyu doesn't think that there are any similarities between the two people, whether in character or other
"Since I can remember, Gu Qingchuan's relationship with his mother has not been very good. His mother is always working hard, while he lingers around different women. Even if they are husband and wife, they are strangers."
It's a very painful thing for two people who have no feelings to squeeze together. It makes the woman's heart more tired. Even though she loves her daughter Gu Nanxi very much, she can see the heartless man when she sees her. Therefore, even though she loves her very much, she never says it in her life, let alone shows it.
"At that time, no matter what I do, my mother will never pay attention to me, and her eyes will always be so complicated."
That kind of vision is not "Gu Nanxi" a child can understand.
In this case, there is really not much difference between having parents and not having parents, because the difference is that "Gu Nanxi" has a place to eat and live, while Yan Xiao does not.
Listening to Gu Nanxi's statement, Lu Tingyou probably guessed that marital discord has the greatest impact on children. Even if there is a home, it is like there is no home, because home is never measured by material.
If you don't know the inside story, at first glance, Gu Nanxi and Yan Xiao seem to have nothing in common, but through Gu Nanxi's words, it seems that everything is connected again.
Because of the similarity, we cherish each other.
Lu Tingyou held Gu Nanxi's hand tightly, chin close to her head, and cried in a low voice“ You are different from her
Although their childhood is not very good, but at least now, Gu Nanxi is happy, she has him, Tian Sheng, and their home.
"You have us, you have our home, you won't be the same as Yan Xiao."
Yan Xiao has passed away, and she will live forever and live happily with them.
"Yes." Gu Nanxi nodded, his head in Lu Tingyu's arms, took a deep breath, inhaled the air with his breath into her heart, so as to gradually ease her uneasiness.
"Before she was adopted by the Li family, Yan Xiaoguo was like an animal. She used her life to fight for food with other people for food, fight with others for a place to sleep, and get what others can get as soon as they reach out. She tried her best, but she couldn't get it yet..."
Whether it is family, material, or never get warm.
Memories are too painful, even if it is recalled again, but also with bitter tears, Gu Nanxi himself did not notice, her tears have once again wet the face.
Tears blurred her eyes and brought her to the past.
Micro closed his eyes and unconsciously grasped Lu Tingyu's clothes, "Tingyu, I'm so afraid."
I'm afraid it's like the past. No matter how hard I try, no matter how hard I try, I can't catch anything in the end. It's like sand in my hand. The harder I try, the faster I lose.
His body is like falling into an ice cellar. Gu Nanxi's hand is as cold as a piece of ice. Lu Tingyu holds it in his heart and says, "it won't happen."
Then she bent down and picked Gu Nanxi up from the ground. If she kept crying, she would get sick. "No, we'll go home now and let the doctor see you."
Stay in such a place, the memories of the past will always hold her tightly, let her be in a trance, the heart is always caught by the sense of uncertainty, if you come back home, maybe she will not be as uncomfortable as now#####