Chapter 474

What kind of experience is it to sit face to face with yourself?

It's not quiet,

It's not like looking at each other speechless,

More than a thousand words at a glance,

Zhou Ze found that,

When I look at myself in front of me,

It's really getting worse the more you see it!

I really want to smoke him,

I really want to beat him,

even to the extent that,

I want to kill him!

Zhou Ze gave a pep talk,

Are you crazy,

Why is there such an idea?

If you stabbed your last life with surgical forceps, you in a white coat are helping you get rid of it, and you are also helping yourself get rid of it;

Killing Xu Le and whipping out the ape with a whip is purely to vent his anger and indulge in a dream,

Then why do I have the impulse to kill myself now?

and,

Without thinking about it,

When I think about it, my thoughts become more and more serious,

It seems that there are countless voices in my heart,

Encouraging and bewitching yourself,

Kill him,

Kill yourself in front of you,

Just kill him,

You will be free!

Anyway, it's a dream,

Kill him,

It's just a dream, just a dream, just a dream!

Kill him,

Try it.

The confused thoughts are about to burst Zhou Ze's mind,

Zhou Ze grabbed his head with both hands and bowed down,

Let your forehead constantly hit the tea table in front of you.

"Bang! Bang! Bang!"

"What's the matter with you?"

The man in front of him put down the newspaper and asked curiously. At the same time, he looked at the Taoist priest reproachfully. How did he put a psychosis in?

"I'm fine."

Zhou Ze raised his head and subconsciously reached for the coffee in front of him.

"Pa!"

Zhou Ze's hand was caught with his own hand on the other side,

Without any ambiguity,

There are no other ideas,

There is no bullshit purple halo,

Zhou Ze is clear,

It's the opposite self who is not willing to let himself drink his coffee!

I know him too well!

"Hehe."

Zhou zesong started,

The person opposite hurriedly picked up the coffee and drank it in one gulp. He was not afraid of scalding.

"........" Zhou Ze.

It's so clumsy,

Why didn't you find yourself so badly beaten before?

Hoo,

When the dream is over, find a chance to beat lawyer an up,

This product probably has a grudge against me for a long time.

"What do you want to do?" Asked the opposite self.

"I don't want to do anything."

Zhou Ze patted the tea table,

But it made a "sonorous" sound,

Look down,

Why do you suddenly hold a dagger in your hand?

"Bang Dang!"

Zhou Ze threw away the dagger,

Avenue:

"Sorry, misunderstanding, misunderstanding."

"Misunderstanding?" The opposite self looked to the right.

Zhou Ze also looked to his right,

I found a machete on my right foot against my leg,

An exaggerated machete,

It also has a decorative ring, and the workmanship is quite exquisite.

"Bang Dang!"

Zhou Ze kicked the knife away,

"This is also a misunderstanding. It's really a misunderstanding."

The machete fell to the ground and cracked a tile.

The opposite self looked at the crack,

Frown slightly.

"I spend money on changing tiles."

"Oh." The opposite self nodded, "do you want to kill me?"

"........" Zhou Ze.

I haven't found it before,

I'm so smart,

It's really me.

"You kill, hurry up." The opposite self "ge you lies down" again, picked up the newspaper and motioned Zhou Ze to hurry up.

So desperate?

Zhou Ze stood up,

He is restraining his inner impulse,

This impulse to kill himself somehow,

Avenue:

"I didn't want to kill you."

Zhou Ze spread his hand and shrugged his shoulders to show his sincerity,

Then I found myself holding a rope with a "circle" in my hand.

"........" Zhou Ze.

"I won't resist." The opposite self said, "really, because I know what I am."

Zhou Ze also put the rope on the tea table,

This is my dream,

That's why it's so weird,

That's why it's so absurd,

This is a dream!

Open your eyes,

His eyes were instantly covered with blood,

I really can't control myself,

Why?

Why is the impulse to kill yourself on the other side getting stronger and stronger?

The opposite self put down the newspaper,

get up,

Left the sofa,

Walked to the door,

Avenue:

"Go out for a walk together? Give you some time to kill me."

Zhou Ze also got up and went out with him.

The original "opposite self" walked in front of him and became the "front self", while Zhou Ze followed behind. The two people were only five steps apart.

As long as Zhou Ze wants,

You can kill him at any distance from the back.

South Street,

There has been a lot of traffic in prime locations,

Even in a dream.

One in front of the other,

Walking through the crowd,

No communication,

Not even eye contact.

This made Zhou Zedu a little angry,

Have you been so lazy that you don't even want to defend yourself?

Don't even bother to struggle?

So lazy, so Buddhist,

Then you'd better die!

As soon as my brain is hot,

Zhou Ze's fingernails on his right hand grew out and rushed directly to the front and a very close distance behind him,

Just,

When it is about to be inserted,

In front of me, I stopped.

Zhou Ze staggered, shook his head violently, and finally restrained the impulse to kill himself in front of him again.

The person in front seems to be waiting,

It seemed that he was silently asking Zhou Ze,

Why don't you do it?

"Hehe."

The person in front of me laughed,

It seems to be mocking.

add fuel to the flames,

Eager to die,

But Zhou Ze grabbed the wrist of his right hand with his left hand,

This nail,

Just can't poke it!

The person in front of him waited for a long time. It seemed that he was a little tired of waiting. He simply sat down on the road teeth.

Facing the crowd,

in the warm spring , flowers are coming out with a rush.

Zhou Ze never thought that he would have such a leisurely time to sit and watch the clouds rolling and comfortable.

Not afraid of death?

Is that still yourself?

In front of him, he really sat down like this. Behind him was a telegraph pole, which was leaning against him. There were many advertisements of cowhide under his feet.

"Hey, there's money here."

In front of me, I was surprised and pointed to a hundred dollar bill in the corner under the telegraph pole.

He leaned over and picked it up,

As a result, open it and have a look,

It's a photo of a young model, and the contact number, providing door-to-door service.

But on the back, there is a picture of a hundred dollar bill, which is very realistic.

"Hehe."

The person in front of me threw out this smart and creative little card. Let it wait for the next person.

"Are you not afraid of me killing you?"

Zhou Ze asked.

Do not know why?

Although it is a dream,

But Zhou Ze has a strange sense of reality,

As if he went on with this knife,

It is likely that something will really be lost forever.

The person in front didn't answer, but just sat silently and smiled silently.

This feeling makes Zhou Ze a little strange. It's not like him. He thinks that if he changes his position, he can't sit there as indifferent as that.

Fight,

It must be argued,

No matter who it is,

I will fight for my life!

He doesn't want to die,

But he wants to live without making progress,

It seems that the two are contradictory,

But it's not contradictory at all.

Ask yourself,

At least half of the people in this world are actually alive like this.

Want to succeed, but not willing to work hard, like ease, but use this as an excuse to refuse to work hard.

I woke up suddenly in my sleep late at night,

I don't think I should live like this. I should work hard, make progress and surpass,

But when I woke up the next day,

Business as usual,

It seems that last night's self inner condemnation is just an act of comfort.

"Afraid."

The person in front answered.

"I'm not afraid."

"Why?" Zhou Ze asked.

"Want to know the answer?"

The person in front asked.

Zhou Ze nodded.

In front of him, he stretched out his palm and grew long nails on his index finger,

then,

He stabbed his nails into his chest.

"Poof!"

Zhou Ze only felt a tingling sensation,

Look down,

But I found my nails inserted in my chest.

It should be the experience of excellent surgeons,

Knowing how to stab people seems exaggerated but not fatal.

"Why?"

Zhou Ze looked at the wound on his chest and asked,

At the same time,

He slowly pulled out his nails.

"The answer is right in front of us."

Zhou Ze raised his head in a daze,

front,

Or the crowd is surging,

But the answer is,

Where is it?

Suddenly,

Zhou Ze found himself sitting on the kerb,

And the other self,

It is standing in the position where you are before you and talking.

"This............."

Another himself sat down beside Zhou Ze.

"This is the answer."

"The answer..."

"Yes, I'm afraid of death."

Answer honestly,

Because Zhou Ze himself is afraid of death.

"Because I'm afraid of death, I can't commit suicide at any time."

"Suicide..."

"Yes, why would I kill myself?"

The other looked at Zhou Ze,

Zhou Ze is also looking at another self,

They breathed a sigh of relief together.

Then face the street together,

Looking at the endless stream of people ahead.

"Even if the whole world really abandons me, at least I decide to be happy and sad."

Another opened his mouth and sighed,

"This is the life I want.

I'm already tired, so I want to be lazy and don't want to do anything;

You want to live with a shy face and don't want to die, so you can only be lazy.

The comfort you couldn't get in your previous life,

Cherish it all your life,

Even if it ends in a day,

There is nothing to regret. "

"Like a salted fish?" Zhou Ze laughed.

"Yes, what's wrong with being a salted fish? I don't know how many people envy and want this kind of life, but they can't get it."

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Behind the road,

Behind a booth covered with mobile phones, a man in black sweater stood there, his fists clenched, full of disbelief.

Why didn't he kill him?

Why didn't he kill him?

Not only does it not kill,

And the two of them actually squatted on the road teeth together,

He was shaking his legs while smoking,

It's like a lazy man sitting on the dam in the sun and dozing off after having a relief meal in the two mountain lazy village.

What the hell is this,

Why?