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Lin Yuese dragged her tired body and slowly sat on the sofa. She wanted to watch TV, but when she looked for the remote control, she found that there was an extra box on the sofa with a convenience card on it: your mobile phone is broken, I bought a new one for you.
When she saw this sentence, she was stunned. What does that mean?
How can she bear it? She is also a human being, she will be sad, and she will need someone to help her, but why does this person still not appear now? Is she really not good enough?
she does not know why she has become like this, and she will be reduced to the present situation, and she has never been Work, mother also hate themselves, her husband and Lin Yuese divorce, all these things at the same time burst out.
"Why did I become like this? Why did everything come out in this period of time? Can't you give me a chance to breathe?" Lin Yuese felt that she was very unfair, especially to her.
Now, Su Jinyu still wants to divorce her, she agrees, Su Jinyu will force her, she thinks she is really too poor, should not say is poor, but failed.
She is now really not a few people can accompany her, there are few people she can believe, she really do not know what to do.
"You know what? I really hate you now, my dear daughter." Mother's words now somehow have been echoing in Lin Yuese's mind. She was hated by her mother, too.
Lin Yuese now has no job, she was dismissed, that is, she is now eating other people's clothes, still living other people's, what else do she want? Can only blame themselves not hard enough and not good enough, can't let Su Jinyu like her.
"Su Jinyu, what do you want me to do? I've been working hard to change, but why do you still want to divorce me, I still can't integrate into your world, why are you?" Lin Yuese asked to the air, no one would respond to her, she can only talk to herself.
This is her husband with extreme attitude, but she seems to be like an outsider who can't integrate into his life.
She didn't know how to face Su Jinyu, who looked at her coldly all day,
she didn't know what the next life would be like. Bad things came one after another, and didn't give Lin Yuese a chance to breathe and rest.
She turned around in bed, still couldn't sleep, and tears came out of her eyes uncontrollably. She didn't know why she was crying so much recently. It seemed that she had become a person she hated step by step.
"This difficult night, always want me to live alone, he su Jinyu won't know how sad I am now." Lin Yuese holds her fists. She tells herself that she just wants to be stronger and stop thinking about them.
After Lin Yuese changed her clothes, she was lying on the bed alone. She closed her eyes and wanted to go to sleep quickly. But anyway, she just couldn't sleep.
She felt that she was about to be overwhelmed by the burden of life. She thought Su Jinyu could help her carry a little, even a little, but he didn't even look at her.
Micro stability, but the heart of the sad and lonely has been around her.
She shakes her head to let herself stop thinking, and then takes a bath soon, and her mood is also a little
"you say, how can God make fun of affectionate people?" Lin Yuese looks at herself in the mirror, haggard, degenerate, ridiculous, and even like a drowned rat. She thinks she is not pleasing, let alone Su Jinyu.
She went into the bathroom and looked at everything Su Jinyu had in the toilet. She felt that it was too far away from her. She always wanted to integrate into his life, but he always wore a protective cover, which made it impossible for her to get close.
There are so many worries recently that she can't even take care of them. She laughs that it's useless for her, but now there's no way to change this situation.
After a long time, she watched the time on TV, found that it was not early, she should take a bath and go to bed, Su Jinyu, anyway, she can't wait.
She did not move the mobile phone, just put the mobile phone aside, she felt really tired, she could not hold on
, the whole person is lying on the sofa, looking at the ceiling, empty eyes, the whole person looks helpless, but Su Jinyu can't see.
She knew that she couldn't get an answer. She bowed her head in recognition of her fate, and then she turned off the TV
"why? Why do you have to make it difficult for me? Tell me, Su Jinyu, what's wrong with me?" Lin Yuese raised her head, looked at the bright lights, asked painfully.
When Lin Yuese saw Tiantian's drama on TV, she felt even more ridiculous. Why can anyone have Tiantian's love? Why can't she have it?
She laughs. It's no use laughing at herself. She also laughs that she will fall in love with Su Jinyu. She doesn't need his sympathy. She doesn't need him to make up for her fault in a very simple way after he feels sorry for her. She doesn't need and doesn't need to be rare.
"It's ridiculous. I feel that I owe you, so come to send me a mobile phone? Do you think I'll forgive you?" Lin Yuese said bitterly, lying on the sofa.Lin Yuese feels funny. Does Su Jinyu feel funny? What does he mean by that? He slaps you and gives you a candy?
What does that mean?
Su Jinyu has a bad attitude towards Lin Yuese during the day, and even makes Lin Yuese go away. Su Jinyu can say that, but now he has bought one for her Mobile phone,
She frowns. She doesn't understand what Su Jinyu means. She really doesn't want to think about him any more, but she can't control it. She feels like she's going to collapse.
She opened the box and found that there was a new mobile phone in it. Lin Yuese thought it funny. She knew that it was from Su Jinyu. She put the mobile phone aside, found the remote control and turned on the TV. Now she was very sad. For this feeling, she really couldn't express it.
She looked at the box and murmured to herself, "is the mobile phone a gift from him? Could it be that he wanted to apologize to me before giving it to me?"
in fact, Lin Yuese knew in her heart that Su Jinyu's heart was not him, and she also knew that she could not enter Su Jinyu's heart, which might not be possible in her life.
Su Jinyu will not think of how sad Lin Yuese is now, nor will she know how much she has suffered silently, nor how much she has suffered for him, nor will she know how much effort she has made for him. Even if these things are placed in front of Su Jinyu for him to see, he will not look at them more, and she is not stupid.
Lin Yuese curls up on the bed alone. She can't sleep, but she doesn't know what to do. She can only accompany herself alone. When she wants to cry, she hears the sound of opening the door.