Chapter 214

New year

Su Jinyu lies on the soft bed, but her eyes fall on the ceiling. Everything here is still so familiar, but so strange.

Because I seldom come back to this home, and I come back to the room where I live now. This is clearly my own room, but I don't know why, no matter where I am, it's full of strange atmosphere, as if it shouldn't be my own home.

"I know how to play with mobile phones. Today is the new year. What's the fun of your mobile phone? I still can't put it down at this time." Lin yese can't help it. He takes Sunan's mobile phone away from him and says indignantly.

Lin yese was still talking to Sunan. Seeing that Sunan didn't say a word, he was a little angry. This guy, how to talk to him, he was also a kind of indifferent.

In the other bedroom, Sunan is playing with his mobile phone in boredom. After all, he has nothing else to do this evening. He doesn't want to deal with the messy things in the housekeeper and doesn't want to face Lin yese.

He looked at his mother in the picture and hoped that her mother would really help him achieve his wish.

Yes, if you can find Lin Yuese, you will have many times more happiness this new year.

Su Jinyu rarely said such a long paragraph, but in front of his mother, he really didn't want to continue to hide his emotions, and directly told the most desired things in his heart.

He looked serious and continued: "but I firmly believe that she must still exist in some corner of the world. After I find her, I will never let those things that happened before happen again, because I really love her."

"Mother, if you can still hear me and know my heart, then I want to ask you to do something for me. Please bless me in the sky and let me find Lin Yuese quickly. I don't know how she is now, or even whether she is still alive."

Mother in the movie.

His eyes are very gentle. He looks at the old photo frames and photos, and looks at the photos.

he puts the photos on the table, gently wipes the dust that doesn't exist on them, and slowly says, "mother, I've had a good time these years. You don't have to worry about me. It seems that I haven't talked to you like this for a long time, last time was a long time ago."

Because he knows who he is now and what he can and can't do.

Mother, I miss you so much after so many years. Su Jinyu in the mind of crazy scream, but will not vent such feelings out a bit.

There are not many memories left, but whenever I see the photos, there will always be some new memories. Su Jinyu looks at her mother with a quiet smile in the photos and closes her eyes tightly.

He looked at the familiar yellowing photos in his hands, and his memory gradually flew back to the past.

These photos were placed in the deepest part of the cabinet at the bottom, and they haven't been taken out for a long time. The photos are well preserved. It can be seen that the owner has been

for many years. Then, he sat up and carefully took out his mother's photos from the cabinet.

He was worried that maybe many years later, he would not even remember his mother's appearance clearly, which would be a very terrible thing.

It is said that people can only remember a limited number of things. Once the memory of their brain is full, they will automatically clean up some past memories.

Mother. Su Jinyu in the heart of meditation, his memory of his mother has been a little fuzzy, although often go back to see his mother's photos, but his memory is still in a little bit of fading.

Maybe that's the price, the price of having everything you can have now.

My father is getting richer and richer, but the family is getting colder and colder.

It's just that time has changed everything in the end, and the family will change with the absence of mother.

at that time, mother Lin was not there. At that time, her mother was still by her side, and she was still a child who could act coquettishly by her mother's side.

He doesn't think about these things very often, but in this should be very happy day, he inevitably recalled the past.

That kind of simplest and simple happiness is hard to pursue now, which is probably the price of growth.

When I was a child, I was a child living with my parents. I was not as busy and lonely as I am now. At that time, my home was different from now. At that time, my home was very warm and everything was very happy.

He lay in bed in silence, thinking of the place where he used to live.

People always hope that they can fulfill their original dreams and wishes, but when he suddenly recalled the past, he did not remember what his original dream was.

Sometimes, Su Jinyu will feel that he may not be himself, but a complex formed by the expectations of other people, especially when he is facing the blank room alone, this feeling will become extremely strong.After a long time, he often forgets what he looked like when he was a child, and what he once liked and wanted to be.

The value of the symbol is often given by others, even if he does not like the symbol, but once he is imposed with these things, he can only survive in this society in such a state, and communicate with other people in this society in a way consistent with the symbol.

In this world, everyone represents a symbol, and each symbol has its own meaning and needs to be done. What Su Jinyu needs to accomplish is to be a good son, a good manager and a perfect person in other people's eyes.

It's something you can't do.

It's just that he has to stay here now and finish what he needs for his identity

probably because it's too cold. The so-called home is really cold, which makes him not feel a bit of home, and even makes him feel like he wants to leave.

Yes, I didn't live in this place when I was a child. This place really didn't feel good to him.

Sunan looked at her indifferently, then took his cell phone back to his hands.

"What happened in the new year? I have something to do. What I do has nothing to do with you, and I don't need you to tell me." After that, Sunan turned around and never paid any attention to Lin yese.