Chapter 217

Heavy thoughts

Lin Yuese and Chu Lin watched Chu Qitian enter the room, and then they decided to go back to their respective rooms to have a rest. After all, it's really late. It's time to have a rest.

Chu Lin went upstairs with her. Lin Yuese was just full of sleepiness. I don't know why she can go back to the room to sleep now. On the contrary, sleepiness disappeared a lot.

It's one o'clock in the morning on the screen of the mobile phone. After washing, she goes back to bed again. When she lies down, she can't help but pick up the mobile phone on the bedside table and have a look. She wants to know what time it is.

"Yes, yes." Lin Yuese rubbed her eyes, which were almost closed, and crept upstairs to her room.

"Well, after you drink the water, go up and have a rest." After Chu Lin left this sentence, he went upstairs and went back to his room to sleep.

"I came down to drink, too." Lin Yuese said as she went to the living room and poured a glass of water. She drank it all at once, which made her comfortable.

"How did you get down?" Chu Lin asked suspiciously. When he came out, he thought Lin Yuese had fallen asleep, otherwise he would have turned on the light in the living room.

He is still holding a glass of water in his hand. Lin Yuese didn't expect that Chu Lin came out to pour water in the middle of the night, but he was helpless for a moment.

Chu Lin had no choice but to smile and said, "why don't you say that you scared me?"

She patted her chest, still afraid. She lowered her voice and said softly, "you scared me to death."

She thought that there was no one in the hall, how could she think that Chu Lin suddenly appeared here, especially in the dark. She didn't recognize each other at all. If it wasn't for his hand gesture that she could judge that he was Chu Lin, Lin Yue would be ready to start.

This avoided a scream, Lin Yuese took a deep breath several times to calm down the shock.

Just didn't expect to meet Chu Lin who was just about to go upstairs at the corner. She was startled and almost called out. Chu Lin put out his hand to cover her mouth in time.

The hall turned off the lights, dark, a figure did not, she was assured that bold downstairs.

She was just ready to go to bed, but she sang a song to Xiao Feng. She was thirsty and thought that everyone should be asleep. She carefully pushed the door open.

Lin Yuese pulls the quilt down a little to prevent him from being held back. She gets up and stretches. She is very sleepy. Now she coaxes Xiao Feng to sleep. It's almost time to go to bed.

She stopped the action in her hand and looked down. It was only then that she found that Xiao Feng had fallen asleep unconsciously. He breathed steadily and his face was red.

Lin Yuese has been rocking the cradle for a long time. Gradually, her arm is a little sour.

Only when you see Xiao Feng, Lin Yuese will show the most real smile. She can persist until now because of Xiao Feng. In Lin Yuese's heart, Xiao Feng is better than everything she has. Xiao Feng is all she has.

Sometimes, Lin Yuese even thinks that if she disappears in this world, maybe these repressive emotions will disappear completely, but she can't bear Xiao Feng.

But even if she understood why Lin Mu hated herself, she could not help but feel sad and even wronged when she thought of the past. This kind of emotion made her gasp.

Later, she understood why she hated herself. Thinking of this, she looked down at Xiao Feng, who was about to fall asleep in the cradle, with a faint bitter smile in her mouth.

She used to wonder why mother Lin hated herself so much. Could it be that she had done something wrong? Later, she got used to it and didn't want to think about it any more.

She thought of mother Lin again. In her memory, she was very gentle to others, and only when she faced herself, she was extremely harsh and inhumane.

Lin Yuese thinks of her home. She hasn't been back for five months, and she doesn't know what's going on in China. She really misses the place where she has been since she was a child.

She gently shakes the cradle, thoughts gradually drift away, floating to the unknown place in the distance.

Xiao Feng can't speak, even if he is happy, he just smiles happily, but even so, his little action is also charming in Lin Yuese's eyes.

She put the little Maple with an open mouth in the cradle, covered him with a soft quilt, pulled a chair to sit down, and sang a lullaby to coax him to sleep.

After returning to the room, there was a kind of extreme loneliness surrounding her, which made her unable to do nothing.

And Lin Yuese said good night with Chu Lin, and after returning to her room, she leans on the door, her smile is gone, and only her lonely face is left, even if she is forced to smile.

When he came out of the bathroom, he calmed down. He wiped his wet hair, and there was a faint light in his eyes.

This tone has been choked in his heart, so that he could not be relieved.

As soon as he entered the room, he went into the bathroom without saying a word. He took a cold bath to calm down his agitation. Since he knew that Lin Yuese was still thinking about Su Jingyu, he had been holding his breath.In particular, the person he likes is in front of him, but he is not qualified to be with her at all. Even this idea can not be easily told. Thinking of this, he can't help shaking his head and grinning bitterly.

In fact, he knows that Lin Yuese hasn't completely put Su Jingyu down until now. He also knows that she hasn't had him in her heart, but he still can't give up easily.

He frowned, full of Lin Yuese just words, but even so, he did not completely give up, he stood at the door, did not wait for her to come out, finally left helplessly, turned back to his room.

He didn't leave immediately. He stood at her door for a while.

After Lin Yuese said this, she went into the room. After she entered the room, Chu Lin was not unaware of Chu Lin's thoughts, but she was used to thinking that nothing had happened. Now she began to remind him, just to prevent him from thinking too much.

Lin Yuese's steps stopped and said softly, "you should have a rest early too. Don't keep some things in mind all the time."

"Good night, rest early." As he watched her enter the room, he whispered good night to her, one of the few things he could do in front of her.

After a whole hour.

Lin Yuese was a little surprised. She didn't expect that time passed so quickly. She clearly felt that it had been a while. In fact, an hour had passed unconsciously.

She was afraid that she would delay further. It was almost dawn, so she quickly closed her eyes and went to bed, lest she would be embarrassed if she couldn't get up the next morning.