Chapter 71 - Shiwoo's P.O.V. Final Part

Tally and Harin were still at it and all I could do was keep my mouth shut and stay out of it for I had already done enough.

To be honest, I totally and completely forgot that I was engaged to Harin since it happened years ago. 

I still remember that day that my dad told rather asked me to marry her and things between us had never been good since.

I even left the country for a few years to study abroad hoping that it would all blow off but I was wrong for the time I had returned, Harin was now a woman and in her final year of college and our fathers had become more persistent than ever.

I truly had no intention of marrying her but I couldn't run forever so I just decided to settle down in Seoul and took up rapping and slacking off just to piss off my dad and it worked.

I snapped out of my trance of a self reflection when I saw that things were getting real heated and slut shaming was going on so I stepped in front of Tally to protect her but that just seemed to enrage her even more for I guess it looked like I was taking Harin's side.

I could tell  by not only her eyes but the rage and heat coming off her body how mad she was and I knew what she was capable of and I didn't want a replay of what happened the other night but Harin just had to keep talking didn't she?

Tally shook my hands off of her shoulder and I saw pain flashed before her eyes as Harin called her a bad friend and I told her that she needed to calm down for she really needed to. 

I didn't wat her to be worked up and end up having an headache over something like this.

Harin knew better than to start a fight which she couldn't finish but she still provoked Tally by throwing something at her, hitting her as she was walking away being the bigger person.

I knew what was coming and yet I couldn't summon my flight instincts as Tally broke free from my hands and attacked Harin.

They both started fighting pushing and pulling at each other ignoring my warnings and going for each other's throats.

I tried pulling Tally off of a beaten Harin pinning her hands to her back as Minseok walked in.

Him being Harin's current boyfriend different know about the engagement but Tally made sure that he knew that night and I felt disappointed by that.

I felt awful as Minseok stared at me in the eyes for I actually valued his friendship, but here I was being a two faced liar and an awful friend. Tally really showed me my true colors.

I felt heartbroken when she told me that she can never believe any thing I say and didn't want to see me again even though I deserved that.

I had been nothing but trouble in her life so why couldn't I bear to see her go?

I was selfish that's why.

I knew she must have cried on her way home and that killed me inside, but it killed me more that she was crying over a dirt bag like me who didn't deserve her tears.

I was no good and she was too good. I didn't deserve. Not with the things that I have done.

I hadn't seen her in weeks since that night and I had to fight the urge to go to her but I decided to respect her wish and leave her alone.

I was on an outing with some of my childhood friends who knew about me and I had to put on a show of actually liking Harin for we were both the heirs and should "show leadership and unity"

I really hated it but I had to admit it was fun hanging with them. I hadn't laugh like that in a while, but I couldn't stop thinking of her.

Its so funny that I'm so obsessed that I even imagined seeing her at the café that day with my silly self.

I really was delusional wasn't I?

If she really were there that would have been destiny and that's not even a real thing.

Is it?

Well whatever I guess for if there wasn't such a thing why was I seeing her walking into the café looking as radiant as ever?

It had been so fucking long since I had seen her that I had to make myself see that It was her.

She had no idea of how much she had brighten my day with just a few seconds of her gracing my eyeballs with her magnificent beauty.

I felt my heart race as our eyes met but she just looked away scoffing and obviously annoyed then I remembered my place and masked my expressions, but I couldn't stop my heart from doing summer saults as she walked over to me talking a seat which was  six feet way too far.

Harin was seriously so annoying interrupting the poor girl as she was minding her business and I was minding her minding her own business.

She made a snarky remark which Harin feel offended and I tried to hide my proud smirk for I wasn't supposed to scare.

That's my girl.

I decided to finally take my chance and say something  pulling her by the waist close to me for I didn't know when I was going to see her again and surprisingly she answered my question and even made conversation.

It was no doubt to annoy Harin, but, nevertheless, I enjoyed every moment especially the sweet gentle kiss that I placed on her forehead.

It was a beautiful and gentle moment, but that was until Miss. Harin from across the table had to ruin it with her information about Minjae and Harin and I erupted into anger at her words.

How dare my sweet Tally be entertaining another, even making him meals behind my back?

I was mad and she was not having it claiming that she wasn't mine and that I didn't own her which was complete bullshit.

With out even unspoken words she was mine and mine alone. If she needed to be branded to remember so help me God I will!

Speaking of the devil he strolled in shortly after as if he was so high and mighty.

I wanted nothing more that to just snap his neck but I had to remain calm and assert my dominance.

The fool had quite a mouth on him and everything breath that he took the urge to crush him beneath my combats boots grew stronger and stronger until I couldn't take it anymore.

I grabbed Tally by the hands summoning Minjae to follow me outside for if it took fighting for Tally I would do it in heart beat.

She tried to stop me from doing anything rash but my mind was already made up and I wanted to punch this fucker in his face to teach him a lesson about messing with other peoples property.

Tally and Harin were about to fight when Minjae pulled Tally aside whispering something in her ear that immediately got her to calm down.

I grew even angrier for did they have secrets now?

Why does she let him control and touch her so easily?

The fucker was weak as fuck and he was an easy beat so I made it known to Tally that I was better and what she saw in that guy but she just kept quiet as I yelled at her face then ran to her boy toy's side choosing him over me once more.

My heart shattered as she cradled his body and not mine and jumped into my car speeding in a direction that I didn't even know.

"Who the fuck does she think she is?!" I yelled as I slammed my hands on the staring wheel.

I never have to try so hard for a girl in my life so who does she think she is keeping me up at night and making me watch my temper and language.

I fucking hated her so much.

I fucking love her.

"Fuck?" I cursed as I realized what I had just thought.

I slowed the car down and pulled over to the side of the road before deciding to go to her apartment and apologize.

That is it.

No more Mister Tough Guy.

It has only gotten me this far and this deep.

I was a mess as I pulled up to her place and rode the elevator reciting what I would say until I arrived.

I knew she was there so I knocked on the door announcing my presence, but when she didn't answer I knocked again then she finally came and then my world became lighter.

I got straight to what I came here to do and it surprisingly went well and she even allowed me to kiss her, us fully making out until I heard a cough.

Minjae.

He was here, in her house, with just the two of them, alone.

All my rage from earlier resurfaced and I placed her to the ground, yelling at her and voicing my feelings and then I left.

I was done fighting a fight that I always lose.

I am done trying my hardest to make her love me.

I was done with this back and forth and I was done with being a nice and a changed guy.

I was going to kill that guy if its the last thing I do.