Chapter 80 - Welcome Home

Time flew by and before I knew it it was me and my babies' discharge day.

This last month had been hell with me milking day and night and for my breast has been over flowing with milk ever since I started lactating.

My family would call me whenever they could and Lia, Minjae and Miss Kang would often visit me bringing gifts and delicious foods.

My health has gotten better over this past month and I have been eating and sleeping enough and even gained a little weight.

I was showered and ready sitting in a wheel chair waiting on the doctors to bring my baby so that we could finally go home.

"Are you ready?" asked Minjae from behind me as he was in charge of pushing my wheel chair.

"Yeah" I answered nervously knowing damn well that deep inside I was nervous to actually go home and take care of two babies all by myself, but I new that I had my friends and adoptive and real family by my side.

I had could count the amount of times that I had spent with my babies so far and my breast milk had fatten them up that they were getting heavier.

I haven't had the chance to feed from my own nipples as yet but I will as soon as we get home hoping that they will latch on with out any problems.

I let out a nervous exhale as the doctors finally brought them dressed in their matching outfits that I had picked out for them and they were finally off the tubes.

The doctor handed me their birth certificates that I had specifically asked for to be framed and polished and I smiled as I got what I wanted.

I held them in my arms as thy snuggled closed to me and Minjae snapped some pictures before wheeling us out and I took a deep breath in for I haven't gotten a breath of fresh air in the past month.

It was also their first time inhaling air that was not of a machine and I was kind of worried that they would find it hard to adjust, but they surprisingly didn't flinch even when the sun hit them.

Minjae and Lia helped us into the car and, me holding Adriel and Lia Adrian and we were finally off to home.

Miss Kang was waiting for us outside of the building and she took Adrian from Lia to lessen her load seeing as she was already heavily pregnant and we all boarded the elevator with Minjae carrying me and the babies' bags.

"Welcome home babies" I said as I turned the key and opened the door to a clean apartment which I knew was all thanks to Miss Knag even though I didn't even ask her.

I turned to her and gave her a grateful smile and she shook her saying, "it was no problem, I am always happy to help."

I placed the babies in their cribs in the nursery that I had luckily managed to finish putting together by myself way before they arrived and turned the baby monitor off as I went to the living room where the others were.

"How are they adjusting?" asked Lia as I opened the fridge to get them all water.

"They are fine surprisingly. They were fed before I got them so they should just nap until they are hungry then I will try to breast feed them." I said as I sat on the couch raising legs to ease the tension on my stomach.

"They seem well behaved already and I haven't even heard them cry as yet. I think it will be fine but.." said Minjae trailing and I raised my eyebrow asking where was he headed.

"But what?"

He sighed before he tightened the cap of his bottle and scoffed then sighed finally realizing where this was going.

"You didn't try to contact him did you?" he asked and I rolled my eyes suddenly feeling upset.

"Minjae this again? Please don't be that guy and ruin this moment for me please. I just got my babies to myself after a month of waiting." I sighed pulling on my hair which I fund I have been doing a lot of since lately.

"Minjae baby leave her alone. She is pulling her again so you are obviously stressing her out." said Lia softly to him begging him to drop it but him just like my mother was hell bent on making me call Shiwoo and honestly, the more they pushed the less I wanted to.

"Yes Minjae listen to your baby mother and leave me alone. If he wanted to know how I was doing he would have contacted me. Harin has my mother so he could have easily asked her. He left me with a beautiful diamond ring and a note which hello is code for I am buying you out of my life and I leaving you behind so don't ever contact me like come on. I cannot be the only who got that message. Its been almost 7 months since he left and I am doing fine for myself. I don't want to talk to him and never will I."

I was getting angry again and I felt another head ache coming on and Miss Kang must have sensed it for jumped up from her seat and offered to make us dinner.

I was truly grateful for that old lady.

I checked the baby monitor on y phone and the babies were still sound asleep and I smiled at how cute they were.

"Look I know that you are upset and hurt about things but lets just think with out our emotions for a while and think like adults. You need to at least give him the benefit of the doubt call him. You will never know until you try." he pleaded and I lost it.

"Why cant you get it through your thick head that neither of us want anything to do with each other?" I yelled and the whole room fell silent, "Look I know that you're coming from a good place but I have thought this through and I know that he doesn't us and I will never put my babies thought that pain. I will be both their mother and father. I will put them first. I will raise and love them by myself and I will do it right!"

I heard a faint baby cry and I sighed before excusing myself and went to their room to see my daughter awake.

"Hey princess it's okay. Mommy is here sh-sh" I said as I took her in my arms and rocked her to sleep then I began to cry.

Why cant they just respect my wishes and not bring him up?

Was that so hard?

It hurt me to the core knowing that he doesn't care and I could take a hint to leave him alone so why couldn't they?

I tried to test Adriel to see if she would latch on to the nipple and she didn't at first but then I kept trying to get it into her mouth as she cried and then she finally did it.

I let out a sigh of relief as she finally calmed down and slowly fell back asleep as I sang her a lullaby.

"Adriel baby mommy has no idea of what she is doing but she is trying her best. I promise you I will fill the void of your father that their will never be a day that you will even miss him enough to ask about him.. Mommy has got you and you brother forever and always."