Chapter 160 - [Bonus ] Shiwoo Signing In

She had begged me to let her tag along with me to Russia, and honestly I really didn't want her there, but how could I say no?

She was so happy when I said yes, and that just made me happy, but what pissed me off was when she decided to ran off in the town leaving me worried as hell only for her to show up a few hours later all jolly and dandy.

I wanted to strangle her for making me worry so much, but how could I, so I just took it out on the body guard that was supposed to be watching her, and I knew that she felt bad.

All was forgiven when I saw her new haircut and her in that dress on the night of the ball, but she had to be a drama queen running through the garden and sprained her ankle.

This girl kept me on my toes.

What was I going to do with her?

During my absence from her side at the party, she had acquainted her self with my child hood friends and I could tell that she didn't like her a lot, but then I could tell that she liked her a lot after they were both flirting in front of me after she found out that she was gay.

I had to remind her as to why she loved men that night and I think that I did a pretty good job, as usual.

I had watched her sleep for a few minutes before I went to wake her telling her that I had to go.

I didn't want to leave her, but I had to.

This was for her and her safety, something that I would risk my life for without a second thought, and so I did.

With my men and the Interpol there was no way that we could lose right?

I may have been too cocky for I had to be dragged out of the enemies' mansion from being stabbed and shot.

I have no recollection of that day and how I got injured, but I do remembered the sounds of Atalia's screams and cries when she saw me.

I wanted nothing more than to just take her in my arms and tell her that it was alright, I was alright, but I couldn't even open my eyes and I kept slipping between life and death.

The strings of her heart's love keeping me alive, but death had a strong grip on me, but Atalia would never let me.

She wouldn't let them take me alive, or I guess take me dead.

The next thing that I remembered was walking up on a room in the plan with her by my side and if I had any doubts about my love for her before they would all evaporate right now, for I had never in my life had a woman who loved me like she did, even though I had given her reasons not to.

She took good care of me even when we returned to Korea, and I knew how badly affected she was about what happened, but ever since that day she had been extremely overprotective and pushed her feelings and need aside always ensuring that I was warm enough, or that I wasn't hungry or even cant reach the remote.

Truth be told I was capable of doing all of these myself after a week, but her smothering and protecting me was quite heart warming and addicting so I allowed her to.

Minus her constant shoving pills down my throat though because I hated them

When she suggested that we took a trip to her home town In Jamaica I was extremely excited for meeting the family of your significant other is a big step in the relationship and I was really excited to, but also quite nervous for what if they didn't like me? Especially since I had out her and the twins through so much and since my mother was not the nicest when she first met Atalia.

My worries and fears were quickly washed away as soon as I met them for they were quite accommodating and friendly that I felt as if I had known them my whole life.

Her mother and father loved and her brothers too.

Her uncles even played with me, something that was an extreme honor.

I felt happy my entire time there, even when Atalia was being a little cold and distant towards me, but she had her reasons, for I was still a jackass.

Our time there and showed me a version of Atalia that I had never seen before.

Back in Korea since she was such a big shot, she was kind of intimidating and serious, but here where she is in the comforts of her childhood home she is vulnerable and lets her emotions run free.

She laughs like never before and she actually lets me in.

I fell in love with her all over again as she showed me all the parts of her, and I tried to honor my promise by showing all of me, but it was not easy.

Growing up as an only child going to a boarding school in another country never really left me with a lot of people to share my feelings with so I guess that I kind of just got used to not having someone in my corner to share stuff with.

She had every right to be mad at me for not opening up seeing as how she is so vulnerable with me and I did make a promise, one which I broke everyday.

When she finally asked me about Harin I was so worried for she thought that I had been cheating on her, and looking back at how shady I was, I honestly don't blame her.

It her hurt, but it hurt me knowing more that I had mindlessly, yet somehow purposely hurt her by doing the very thing that I promised her not to do, keeping secrets.

Luckily she forgave me once more like she always did and we were back to being best of friends again, but now she might be pregnant, and I have been doing some research on pregnant women and read that their hormone will be out of control so please pray for.

Oh did I mention that her bringing me to church on Saturdays had made me religious now?

Yeah well it did, for it must have been God on my side that I have such a wonderful woman and kids in my life.

But still pray for me though.

I cannot have this wonderful lady eating me alive.