Chapter 137

"Yang Xu..." "Yan Qin, let me go." This is what she said and said to her husband. There is boundless sadness in her eyes. The only hope is that he can let go and let her stop being devastated and tortured by uneasy conscience. Some injuries can't see the wound, but they plant a haze in her heart

Seeds.

No matter how strong and fearless Yang Xu is, she is just a mortal, an ordinary woman with flesh and blood. After so many ups and downs, her strength has been smoothed a little. She has worked hard for the same love, but... God doesn't follow people's wishes, which doomed the two people not to be together.

In fact, in Yan Qin's firm and painful eyes, Yang Xu really felt that he couldn't hold on, but he couldn't hold on.

Hearing this sentence, the hand that had been holding Yang Xu's shoulder was powerless in an instant. The eyes with pleading floated a light dense, gradually heavier, gathering and thicker, condensed into a thin layer of crystal, glittering in this dark corridor, as if they had the sound of heart tearing every time.

His body is also soft. Maybe he can't realize the reason why Yang Xu will be so decisive, but Yan Qin heard her helplessness and heart death from her words.

Silence, two people, stop there, two hearts, also hang there, time is still in the painful second, it seems cruel to try to let the love between them flow away slowly.

Yang Xu sat powerlessly on the ground, hugged himself tightly, and almost buried his head between his legs. Yan Qin was distressed by his appearance. He was really distressed.

Forced to stop the tearing emotion, he still stretched out his hand and asked her to slowly raise her head. His hands were like treasures, holding her crying broken face. Maybe he was exhausted, maybe his heart was piercing, making his voice so pale and weak, but it sounded so soft:

"But I don't want a divorce. I really don't want to..."

As he said, the glittering and translucent in his eyes turned into the most beautiful symbol and crossed his face. That tone not only brought out a plea, but also what Yang Xu could not find an adjective, or what adjective could not be described.

All his infatuation and retention at the moment are great torture for her. She made that decision so painful and difficult, but she became vulnerable in his firmness.

No, Yang Xu, you have decided to be cruel. You can't give up halfway. If you nod your head, your softness will kill him. It will really kill him.

Yang Xu slowly lowered his eyes, did not speak, and felt the process of sweet torture. Tears gradually filled his eyes. Yan Qin's pleading words just now have become stones in Yang Xu's ears, each hitting the most vulnerable place in her heart.

The pain began to recover after numbness. Every more word, there would be a hole in my heart. When I heard that the whole heart was broken, Weng ran collapsed.

"Think about it again. We won't talk about the divorce first. Don't sit on the ground. It's cold here. I'll go to the company now. Think about it at home, okay?" Yan Qin still chose accommodation. He came forward to pick Yang Xu up, but Yang Xu ruthlessly pushed him away and said ruthlessly: "I don't have anything to think about. I said to divorce you is to divorce you. Why are you always so selfish? It was because of you that I

Not with Yuancheng. Now that he's back, we can start over. Why do you still want to stop it? Didn't you say you wanted to compensate me? OK, you let me go and make me and Yuancheng the greatest compensation for me. I beg you to let me go! "

With these words, Yang Xu felt that there was a strong current flowing in her body between the convulsions of her weakness, which made her want to be numb become extravagant hopes, and her breathing became painful.

Yan Qin was stunned. He looked at Yang Xu. At the moment, her eyes begged for divorce and wanted to leave were perfectly mixed, so that he couldn't see a trace of warmth. His heart cooled. He looked at her and said, "do you really think so?"“ Of course I think so. " Yang Xu said decisively, "isn't this the case? Haven't you ruined me enough? Three years ago, you raped me and despicably forced me to marry. Because of you, I lost my favorite person and let him misunderstand me. Because of you, my life is worse than death in the past three years

, I was kidnapped, humiliated and almost killed because of you. It's also because you changed my whole destiny and made my life sad. Your compensation is just to comfort your conscience. Have you ever thought about whether I'm willing or not? Now Yuancheng is back. He said he still loves me and has never forgotten me, and I have never forgotten him. We both said to start over. He has gone to divorce. As long as I divorce you, we will fly away. Do you hear clearly? Why are you?

disagree? Why are you holding on to me? "

Yang Xu said it in one breath. When she said it, she felt that this lie was really enough to hurt Yan Qin. Sure enough, Yan Qin was stunned and looked at Yang Xu. She couldn't say anything she wanted to say.

Without waiting for him to speak, without waiting for him to say anything, Yang Xu first said, "think about it yourself. If you are really good for me, please promise me. I'll go to the hospital these days and send it to you when I draw up the divorce agreement. I hope you think about it."

After that, Yang Xu turned and was about to leave, but when he turned around, his wrist was caught by Yan Qin. For a moment, her heart was picked up again. She was really afraid of Yan Qin saying anything that would shake her pain“ Don't go. I'll go. You live at home. I live in the company first. We both think about it. " Speaking of this, Yan Qin was very painful. He took a long breath and said, "if you think clearly, you can repent at any time. If... If you really think it's happiness to go back to Heyuan City, I......" next, he couldn't say it. He said he wanted to give up. He also wanted to continue to say that he couldn't let you go in his life, but, I can't say it. After all, he owed her three years ago“ Think about it, we... We all calm down. Divorce is not better than breaking up. I still hope you are careful, but I still say that, I really don't want to divorce you. " Then Yan Qin went out. After Yan Qin left, Yang Xu's body was completely paralyzed. Yan Qin's every sentence just now brought retention and the most natural and ordinary concern, but it brought extraordinary intensity between the ordinary, which made Yang Xu unbearable. After a while, Yang Xu hurried to the window, Watching his tall figure get out of the yard and get on the car, the loneliness is also inadvertently enlarged. She knew that in fact, he had always been lonely. Yang Xu, who looked at his back, was distressed. He turned around and covered his mouth tightly with his hands, biting his lips and sobbing quietly. She can't go on like this. She wants to tell him the truth for a moment, but she doesn't dare. If she told him, he would rather go to prison by herself, she doesn't dare. Heyuan City really eats her, and she doesn't dare to take risks with such things, so she has firm her decision again, So forgive her for her ruthlessness... When she returned to the company's lounge again, Yan Qin felt heavy and hurt violently. Is everything she said true? Does she really want to go back to Heyuan City? Is it all false that she said she fell in love with him? No, it feels so strong. This night was painful for everyone, especially for Yang Xu. Between her heartlessness and his pain, she really didn't know whether what she did today was too cruel? But the future is always unknown, right or wrong, selfish or selfless, so it's decided. At least for now, he won't go to prison. Yan Qin is not an ordinary person. He is a soldier. The reputation of a soldier is above all else. Once he is blackened on his rank, Yan Qin is really over. She doesn't allow such things to happen, absolutely not. That's his faith. He once used his life to defend this faith. He has been retired for three years. His country needs him without turning back. Fourteen gunshot wounds are so close to death. How can his faith poured with his life be defiled? No mistake, no mistake. Yang Xu is constantly comforting herself and persuading herself that she can't live. She has to bear a lifetime of conscience with him, so let him go and let her go. There is no way to regret or regret. The first step has been taken and there is no turning back. Yang Xu forced himself to close his eyes, tried to empty all his memories, let himself settle down, make himself stable, and forced him to sleep for a second or two... But she couldn't sleep stably after all. Now Yan Qin is the same. He can't sleep in bed. He just got up, Standing in front of the French window, he began to smoke, but this time he couldn't even calm down. He looked at the alarm clock hanging on the wall. It was 12 o'clock in the morning. I couldn't sleep. I was very upset. I was suffocating and couldn't care what time it was. I just wanted to find someone to talk to, so I picked up my mobile phone and called an Jinyan. At the moment, an Jinyan was already asleep. When he saw that it was Yan Qin's phone, he was nervous first and woke up at once. Generally, Yan Qin would not call him. It must be a big deal to make a phone call, and he still called in the middle of the night. An Jinyan hurriedly picked it up“ Come to our company in ten minutes. " When he picked up the phone, Yan Qin had already opened his mouth before an Jinyan asked, and then hung up the phone. Put down the phone. An Jinyan was stunned. What happened again? Without waiting to think more, he got up, dressed, grabbed the car key and ran out. This novel has been translated by www.novelhall.com and if you are reading this somewhere, they have stolen our translation.