Chapter 181

This was the first night after their divorce. They were alone in a space. They were curious. It used to be their home. Once they were close and loved each other, but now Yan Qin has become an outsider here.

Yan Qin didn't say anything about Yang Xu's words, but looked at her and asked, "why don't you sleep?"

Yang Xu's eyes flickered and said, "I can't sleep."

Yan Qin's eyes tightened imperceptibly and asked, "do you have wine at home?"

Alcohol?

Yang Xu was stunned for a moment, then nodded. Then she brought a bottle of red wine and two goblets. Yan Qin took it, opened it, poured it into the goblet and said, "since you can't sleep, have a drink."

Such a scene is so familiar. It's like going back to the night four years ago. That night was such a moonlight and such an atmosphere. The two kept a certain distance. He asked her if you could drink?

Four years later, it was such a scene again. Time is so cruel, white clouds and dogs.

Yang Xu took the glass and drank it all at once. Yan Qin smiled at her: "red wine is not like this."

Of course she knows that red wine is not like this, but she is in a bad mood now, so

Yang Xu didn't speak. He just looked at Yan Qin and wanted to explore his mood at the moment in her unfathomable eyes, but he couldn't explore, see or guess.

Four years ago, the man was like a mystery to her now, and still four years later.

"After returning home, the two of us met more than once or twice. Each meeting can be said to break up unhappily. I hope not this time. Just... Just be old friends and have a chat." Now facing Yang Xu, Yan Qin's heart is still not calm, but his expression is pretending indifference.

"OK." Yang Xu nodded.

Yan Qin took a sip of red wine, and soon his lips were stained with wine, and his eyes were intoxicating.

"How have you been these years?" Yan Qin opened his mouth first and said a strange greeting.

How have you been these years?

God knows what kind of life she lives. She was pregnant that year and was worried all day. Yang Xu didn't answer, but she saw everything from her expression.

"Doesn't it mean that life will be better after divorce?" Yan Qin looked at Yang Xu and asked.

How should Yang Xu answer this?

"I'm doing well, I..."

"Are you cheating me or yourself?" Yan Qin's eyes became cold and fierce, and said very seriously, "I've asked Da Bai and Xiao Bai. They said they haven't seen Heyuan City since they remember, and there hasn't been any strange man at home."

How could he ask Da Bai and Xiao Bai this? Yes, he would ask, but it's not surprising.

"How can the child's words be taken seriously?"“ It's because of the child's words that I take it seriously. " After that, Yan Qin picked up the wine glass and took a drink. Then he looked a little angry, "since he has never been with Heyuan City, why don't you contact me when you are pregnant with my child? If I knew you were pregnant, even if I was at the end of the world

The horn will fly to you. "

Indeed, Yang Xu didn't doubt what Yan Qin said.

"Tell me, Yang Xu, even if you don't love me, don't you think about your children? For a child, which man in the world loves him more than his biological father? Is it really so heartless that I would rather let the child have no father in order not to see me? "

"No!" Hearing Yan Qin say so, Yang Xu felt very uncomfortable. How could she think so? She was a little excited and said, "I contacted you after I checked out my pregnancy, but Jiang Guan answered the phone, I couldn't find you at all."

"Smile?" Hearing this, Yan Qin's face flashed a surprise, and then an anger. Did Jiang Guan deliberately hide it from him? He never knew about it.

Yang Xu knew that Yan Qin had misunderstood. She hurriedly explained, "I didn't tell her I was pregnant. You don't have to blame her. I don't have to investigate anything after so many years."“ And after that? " Yan Qin was very sad and angry. "Four years, Yang Xu, four whole years. Can't you find me in these four years? Since you have been in touch with Tang Qin, how can you not find me through Jinyan? Why don't you tell me? Why did it take me four years to know that I was still alive

With two children, don't you think it's cruel? This is cruel to the child and to my father! "

Yan Qin said here, Yang Xu's tears fell down, and the tears fell into her mouth. It was so salty.

"But later, the media said that you and Jiang Guaner were married, and I......"

Hearing this, Yan Qin felt funny and even more sad. He looked at Yang Xu and asked, "do you think I will marry Jiang Guaner?" She really didn't think he would be with Jiang Guaner, but at that time, the media said that Jiang Guaner was also the default attitude. According to his character, he must not allow such rumors to spread. Just like that concert, the influence was so great that he still pressed down. How could he allow him to get married

The news is flying all over the world?

Yang Xu didn't speak. Yan Qin smiled bitterly and said, "you always thought I was married. Yang Xu, you still don't know me after all..." Yan Qin looked at Yang Xu with great pain.

Similarly, why doesn't Yang Xu feel pain?

Doesn't she understand? What if you know it's not true? Yan Qin slowly explained: "at that time, smile came back and didn't pay much attention for a year. She needed some news to attract attention. Her brokerage company made such a statement. I don't care. I didn't explain more, but if you had such a misunderstanding because of my silence

, let me miss four years with my children. That's a big joke. "

It's like this - it's so simple.

"Yang Xu, you answer me honestly. How are you doing without me?" Yan Qin then asked.

Yang Xu couldn't answer. She really wanted to continue lying. She said very well, but she couldn't say it.

"If you don't answer, I'll say, I'm not doing well, very bad." Yan Qin said this, and then he poured the wine. Just now he said that red wine was not like this, but now he drank it all at once.

Isn't he doing well“ I thought I would forget and I would start my life. I thought we should put everything in place according to your meaning at the wrong beginning, but my misplaced heart can't find my original position. " Yan Qin said that Yang Xu looked at him with tearful eyes. What do you mean? he

Still love her?

"You said you would be happier without me, but in fact, you didn't do it."

Yan Qin said that Yang Xu felt very uncomfortable, but what's the point?

"Yan Qin, it's been so long since they divorced. What's the use of saying this? It makes no sense. " The more Yan Qin is like this, the more uncomfortable Yang Xu is.

"Is it meaningless?" Yan Qin looked straight at Yang Xu, "then why are you crying? Why is it so hard? Why can't you tell me categorically that you never regret divorcing me? "

Yan Qin's series of questions made Yang Xu collapse. Yang Xu avoided Yan Qin's eyes and said evasively, "Yan Qin, don't force me any more."“ Am I forcing you or are you forcing yourself? " Yan Qin was annoyed. "You were like this four years ago. At that time, you were determined to be with Heyuan City. I had no way. I was the one who made mistakes at the beginning. I have no right to imprison you to pursue what you want, but now? You didn't talk to me

Heyuan City together, why do we do this? Do you really have no feelings for me? I don't believe it! From the moment I saw you at Jinyan's wedding, I knew you had never forgotten me in the past four years, had you? "

"Yan Qin, don't do this..."

"You answer me, don't you?" Yan Qin looked very scary. His voice seemed to break her eardrums. It echoed all the time in the villa.

Yang Xu's heart is so chaotic and her heart beats so fast, but she just can't say it.

"Why don't you talk? Since you are unhappy without me, why do you have to divorce? What about Heyuan City? What about the man you're determined to divorce me? Why not be with you now? Why do you think of me first when you are frightened? "

Yan Qin's every word poked her pain. She regretted that she shouldn't find Yan Qin tonight. Now she has exposed all her weakness. Seeing Yang Xu like this, Yan Qin was very annoyed. He came forward and squeezed her shoulder tightly and shook her body: "Yang Xu, what are you thinking in your heart? You say it! You say it, if your heartless love only tortures me, I won't ask, I won't ask more than a word, but

You are also torturing yourself. If so, why torture each other? We have two such lovely children. Our family of four can live happily. "

"But I have married Heyuan City now..."

"What about him? Where is your husband now? " Yan Qin was worried. "If you two were together now, if you were very happy now, I wouldn't care. I wouldn't say a word to you!"

Yan Qin was very annoyed. Seeing Yang Xu's flashing attitude and words, Yan Qin really felt like suffocating.

"I'm the father of the child. What's your husband like now? I have the right to care about whether my child will be good. Not for you but also for the child. Please put aside all this and consider me and the child." Yan Qin's anger rushed up and his angry stomach began to ache.

children?

Yes, she also has big white and small white. Heyuan City wishes they didn't exist. How could they be good to them?

"Yang Xu, you say!"

"I'm not with him. I haven't been with him in the past four years. I don't know where he is now. I really don't know." Yang Xu has been forced to a dead corner. She can't hide.

"You're not with him? What do you mean? " Yan Qin suddenly couldn't understand. Didn't she marry it?

Yang Xu hangs his head. What should I do? Want to tell him everything?

"Yang Xu, what are you thinking about? What the hell are you hiding from me? You say, you say it all. Do you want to live like this all the time? Do you have the heart to know that Xiaobai has been living in an incomplete family? "

Yan Qin said da Bai and Xiao Bai, and had already hit her death. She can't go on like this. She really can't. Heyuan City is going to retaliate against her, or hurt Da Bai and Xiao Bai. She can't always carry the identity of Mrs. he without giving Da Bai and Xiao Bai a complete home. If this goes on, she won't be destroyed alone“ Yang Xu... "Yan Qin looked at Yang Xu and felt his stomach ache more and more“ OK, I said, but you should make sure you calm down after listening... "Yang Xu was really afraid. She was afraid to see Yan Qin's reaction after knowing the truth. But for the sake of Bai Xiaobai, she really can't go on like this! This novel has been translated by www.novelhall.com and if you are reading this somewhere, they have stolen our translation.