But it can be seen from this diary that mother actually has the meaning of retiring. Maybe with her in her arms, she will gradually retire from the Rose Cross and devote herself to teaching her husband and children!
And this plan, the mother also once said to his father, so later mother had an accident, the father would put hope on her!
At that time, she thought that her father despised her as the youngest child in the family, and even resented that she had killed her mother, so she hated her, but she didn't know that... In fact, her father liked her best, so he was so angry when she was naughty, so he hated her!
Her father carries the common hope of his and his mother!
The seventh day of the summer shook his head and grinned bitterly. He continued to look at it. As expected, he saw how happy and excited his mother was when she mentioned giving birth to this girl.
"This is the seventh child in my family. When I gave birth to her, it was the seventh day of the lunar calendar. Ah zhe said it was a good day, so I just call her the seventh day of the lunar calendar! The seventh day of junior high school, when he was born, the movement was bigger than that of other children. When he was not noticed, he would cry. But as long as we coax him, he would soon calm down. Those eyes are so charming! Ah zhe said that the daughter seems to combine the quiet of the girl with the active of the boy. She doesn't know which way she will go in the future, so she must be cultivated well.... "
Summer mother in writing this paragraph, probably with a happy mood to write, the text looks very happy.
"I just hope Xiao Qi can grow up happily, let her learn what she likes, and don't plan her life route too early! Ah Zhe and I will accompany her every birthday until she is 18 years old
On the seventh day of the summer, when she saw this place, tears slipped from the corner of her eyes. She knew that her mother's writing down these words represented her real expectations. Unfortunately, in the end, her mother failed to realize this wish
Later, on the day of her sixth birthday, she knocked over one of the porcelains at home and had a big fight with her father. She never wanted to celebrate her birthday again!
It wasn't until her big brother gave her the same precious birthday gift as the 18-year-old's birthday gift that she knew that the porcelain she broke at that time was made by her father and mother together!
"Little girl, I'm sorry..." Feng Xun waved the tears off her face and whispered in her ear: "if it wasn't for me, your mother would spend your birthday with your father every year!"
He once tried to celebrate a birthday for a little girl, but found that she was extremely averse to birthdays, and even refused to accept birthday gifts. Now when he saw this diary, he realized that she didn't want to celebrate a birthday, but in her memory, it was a wonderful dream to have her parents celebrate a birthday!
The seventh day of the summer shook his head, sucked his nose and said in a low voice: "I don't blame you. I just regret that when I was six years old, I shouldn't break the most precious things for my father, and I shouldn't quarrel with my father, otherwise I wouldn't hate birthday so much... At that time, I really thought that my birth was a failure for my family, so I never thought about birthday again! I even thought that if I had not been born, would my mother have been able to live all the time and be happier with my father, brothers and sisters than I am
"Little fool, how can you think so! Your brothers and sisters, as well as your father, all really love you... "Feng Xun patted her on the shoulder and said in a low voice of relief.
"I didn't understand it until I grew up..." at the beginning of summer seven nodded with a bitter smile, stroked the paper of the diary and sighed in a low voice: "Feng Xun, I know that people can't be reborn after death, but I feel very sad when I see these contents recorded by my mother..."
"Since you are sad, don't look at it first!" Feng Xun quickly took the diary from her hand, picked up an orange to peel it off for her, and handed it to her: "eat some fruit first!"
On the seventh day of the summer, she opened her mouth and ate a piece of orange. It tasted sour and sweet, just like her taste now. However, as she ate it, she was still in a sad mood. Holding Feng Xun's sleeve, she said, "Feng Xun, let me continue to watch it, or I will not sleep!"
"Are you sure you want to keep watching?" Seeing that her eyes were still wet, Feng Xun asked anxiously, "I'm afraid that your mood will be unstable and affect your body!"
"No..." at the beginning of summer seven, he forced back the wet meaning in his eyes, shook his head and said with a smile: "I want to see it. Seeing this diary, it's like talking with my mother!"
Seeing that she insisted on seeing it, Feng Xun didn't stop her. He could only pick up this diary and continue to watch it with her. He watched Xia's mother write in the diary her expectation for her disciples and the whole team, her love for the little daughter of Xia's seventh day, her feelings for her husband, and her determination to retire!
"Today I had tea with Feng Lao. Feng Lao asked for a picture of Xiao Qi and said that we would let Xiao Qi be his grandson Feng Xun's daughter-in-law... Feng Lao is really old and childlike! I said that Xiao Qi's family background is not worthy of Feng Xun, but Feng Lao didn't care at all. He said that the little doll he liked would definitely fall in love with Feng Xun in the future. He also said that we should just make a baby kiss now, so that we won't be robbed by other men in the future! "
When Xia's mother wrote this passage, she probably couldn't laugh or cry. On the seventh day of the summer, she shook her head and began to laugh. Feng Xun even gave her a kiss in her ear and said with a low smile, "my grandfather really didn't say anything wrong!"
The seventh day of the summer raised his eyes and squinted at him. He asked in a funny way: "do you really think that my grandfather and your mother are not joking about ordering baby kisses for us?"
"No, that's what old lady Bai said? What's more, if you can let your mother write it down, it must not be a casual talk! "
Feng Xun touched her hair and said with a low smile: "it's a pity that my grandfather didn't let us meet earlier, otherwise it's not Tao Mingxuan who has been with you since childhood, but me!"
Not nearly let his little girl, was Tao Mingxuan robbed, and even had an engagement!
Xia Qiqi was amused by him and began to laugh. He turned his head to look at him and said with a twinkling of a smile, "but you were busy with all kinds of strict training at that time. Even if you were young with me, you might not have too much time to be with me. Maybe you would hate me very much and dislike me as a little troublemaker!"
"What Tao Mingxuan can do, I can do it!"
Feng Xun shook his head and laughed, then said in a deep voice: "what's more, if I really had your company at that time, maybe those days of training were not as hard as I remember, and those days of being calculated by my relatives and used by my mother..."
His voice got lower and lower, and he finally stopped here.