Chapter 149 - Qiara Screams

"Two more days I have to move to the Dormitory and please don't try to hold me!". Qiara said after sighing heavily, Julian suddenly woke up from the beautiful, quiet and calming atmosphere.

"Do what you want to do, if that's what makes you happy. But I have one condition for you. Please come if I'm missing you". Julian replied without turning to Qiara.

Julian's words froze the atmosphere, It was really hard to think of having to live in a different place with Julian, somehow such a feeling was in Qiara's heart, but the feeling of being unable to make her stop her from living in the dormitory.

Before saying anything to Julian, Qiara glanced at the hand that was gripped tightly by Julian. Instantly there was a sense of not being willing to let go of the grip. Just then Julian's hand slowly pulled away from her grasp, after which he grabbed Qiara's shoulder to give an affirmation of what he had just asked Qiara.

"I will miss you very much when you are far from me. Therefore, come when I miss you!". said Julian with great emphasis, the twinkling of his eyes sparkling with the moon above the starry sky.

"I will try!". Qiara said without escaping Julian's sharp gaze.

"I take it as a promise!". Said Julian while pinching Qiara's cheek.

"Aauuu ... It hurts!". Said Qiara while holding her cheek that Julian just pinched.

"Ahhh ... Sorry my wife! I accidentally". Said Julian again while pinching Qiara's other cheek. 

"Julian... I said it was sick...". Qiara's expression darkened because Julian didn't stop pinching it either.

"Sorry... I won't do it again! And I won't piss you off again". Julian said seriously.

"Promise!". Qiara said with a frown.

Julian immediately nodded, after that their little finger tied a promise.

"My lovely". Call Julian. 

The words of affection that began to come out of Julian's lips seemed to end the fort they built after a long marriage to avoid feelings for each other.

"Why?". Qiara replied while looking at Julian meaningfully.

Instantly their eyes met, imparting an expression of deep love as the waves crashed that broke the silence under the dark sky full of stars.

"Come on, let's sit!". Julian said while bringing Qiara's body to sit on the sand, Qiara followed Julian obediently and sat beside him.

"Sleep on my lap! So you can release your fatigue!". Exclaimed Julian after lighting the small bonfire he had brought from the front post and preparing all his camping gear by the sea. Because the beach is often used for camping.

Fortunately, when Julian and Qiara arrived, the beach was deserted.

Hearing Julian's cry, Qiara smiled and then laid her head on Julian's lap.

Just then, Julian took off his jacket to cover Qiara's body. 

They spent the whole night chatting and joking, without feeling it, they were tired and then fell asleep on the sand in the position of Julian who slept while sitting while Qiara slept on Julian's lap.

The next morning.

The rustling of the ocean currents woke those who spent the night curled up on the shore.

Qiara's eyes opened slowly, her gaze immediately wandered as far as the rising sun. The cold air from the sea breeze made Qiara feel a sharp chill. She also looked up to find Julian, who was still closing his eyes.

Instantly Qiara smiled and woke up from her sleep. 

Just then Qiara looked at Julian's handsome face, who still closed his eyes. 

Instantly the sound of the waves hitting the reef sounded beautiful, like a whistling of a thrilling romance. 

Especially when looking at Julian's sweet rosy lips.

"Having this man beside me, I feel happy! But will this be forever? I don't deserve to be a male companion like him. That's why I'm afraid to get to know him further, I'm afraid that I'll be disappointed. Mama and Papa's marriage has traumatized me enough. I'm not expecting a lot from this loveless marriage ". Inner Qiara smiled bitterly as she looked at Julian's face.

"What are you looking at me for so long? Are you happy to do it?". Julian's voice, accompanied by his eyes slowly opening, made Qiara startled.

"Aaa ...? Yes, I'm happy!". Qiara said spontaneously.

"I know that, because I'm a handsome man". Said Julian as he stretched his stiff body from sleeping sitting up all night.

"Julian ... You are too confident, you pervert ...". Qiara shouted towards the sea until her throat choked before she stopped.

Julian smiled as he lay his stiff body on the sand and let Qiara vent his frustration by shouting towards the ocean.

"Ahhh ... The scream of life that always excites me". Said Julian while looking up at the sky with a smile hearing Qiara who kept screaming.

For Julian, every time he heard Qiara's scream, he always felt that he had come back to life as a new person who could feel angry and scolded.

At that moment, Julian thought of Vania because his story with Vania was really long. However, Vania is now in God's arms. 

Until Qiara was present in his life giving warmth in his arms, Qiara's roar was always addictive whenever she took on the scent of the body that she had conquered that night full of passion.

As time went by, Julian got a reprimand because he still kept Vania and let the woman he married out of his heart. 

"Is it too late for me to realize that Vania really doesn't exist? The promise that we made two years ago is meaningless. She who is now with me is my future. The love I have kept until now is just a mirage that made me realize that Vania is already calm down with the inhabitants of heaven who might make her happier than by my side if she was still alive". Julian thought while shedding clear tears from the corners of his eyes.

Remembering Vania, made Julian remember the highway CCTV footage that happened to record the car accident they had experienced. 

Instantly Julian felt suffocated for the umpteenth time, because he could not imagine how Vania had to give her life to protect herself from the terrible impact of the asphalt. 

Julian still remembers before he passed out, Vania gave her sweetest smile to herself even though her breath ended in a few seconds and fell asleep peacefully with the blood flowing from her head and mouth.