Chapter 195

Lu Yifu put his arm around her shoulder and comforted her: "it doesn't matter. They should still live in China. If you go back this time, you can go to see them. After all, you haven't contacted them for so many years. The children may have complaints against you."

"Yes, I think the children must have complained about me." Qin man held his head and sighed: "after all, for so many years, I don't care about their sisters. They hate me, and I know that."

"But I used to..." Qin man said here for a while and felt there was no need to go on.

Lu Yifu nodded and comforted her: "I know your difficulties. It's not easy for you these years. This time I decided to take you back. I also think that Jinyan has grown up and should have his own life. He should understand us."

Qin man shook his head: "I don't think he will forgive me so easily. That child's heart is too heavy."

"How can we know if we don't go back and try? He may have forgotten what happened in those years and won't hate you." Lu Yifu thinks things are still turning for the better.

"I also want to know what the children will do to me after I go back. In fact, I always want to go back, but I'm afraid to go back." What Qin man said was the truth. She really wanted to go back, but she was afraid of going back. That's what happened.

Lu Yifu comforted and said: "it's OK. No matter what happens after you go back, I will accompany you. You can rest assured."

He knew that the reason why Qin man had been afraid to go back was because he was afraid that the children would not accept her.

But as a husband, isn't she the same?

"In fact, I'm not qualified to comfort you. I'm just like you. I'm afraid that the child won't accept me." Lu Yifu sighed: "for so many years, I always feel guilty in my heart."

"His mother and I were married in business. We didn't have any feelings at all. Later, his mother fell ill again. But who knows that child has always hated me and refused to forgive me for so many years." Lu Yifu shook his head and said.

This time, Qin man came to comfort Lu Yifu: "it's OK. This time, whether it's your child or my child, we'll face it together. They've all grown up. It's time to understand our difficulties."

"When they were young, they might not understand us, but now that they have been so many years, they should..."

"Nothing." Lu Yifu interrupted her: "even if they don't understand us, we will go back. Even if we look at their cold faces, we will go back."

"Good." Qin man said softly, leaning on Lu Yifu's shoulder, with Lu Yifu accompanying you, finally having the courage to go back.

It's just that Ruan Su's mood is different from Qin man's. Ruan Su doesn't know how Qin man has lived abroad these years, but it seems that she is much better than when she was at home, at least when she was young.

"What do you think?" Li Wan'er looked at Ruan Su and asked curiously.

Ruan Su looked back at her and said, "it's nothing. I just want to remember something from my childhood."

Pepper just felt that there was something wrong with the relationship between Ruan Su and Qin man. She turned her head and asked her, "Su Su, do you know the aunt just now? How do I feel... "

"She's my mother." Ruan Dafang admitted.

In a word, let the two people next to him drop his chin and stand there in an instant.

It took Li Wan'er a long time to recover: "what do you say? Is aunt Qin your mother

Pepper pulled out his ear: "did I hear you right? Is that beautiful aunt your mother? "

"It's you and Ruan Tong's mother?" Li Wan'er asked again, "mother? What kind of baby did you have? "

This kind of problem really made people want to laugh. Ruan Su couldn't help laughing: "well, it's the kind that gave birth to us."

"My God, that Then you Why don't you recognize each other? " Pepper stood there staring big eyes: "that's your mother, didn't she recognize you?"

Just now I thought these two people might be acquaintances, but unexpectedly, they were mother and daughter!

Ruan Su lowered her head and didn't know what to say. After a long time, she said, "well, how to say Ruan Tong and I have been used to it for so many years. "

"Used to it?" Little pepper felt quite speechless: "I said, that Isn't that your mother? Really not

"What do you think?" Ruan Su looked at the pepper and asked, "when she heard my name, she looked like she didn't know me."

Ruan Su is this idea. For so long, her yearning for Qin man has completely changed. She doesn't expect maternal love as before, or it has been too long.

"Also..." Pepper some distressed looking at Ruan Su: "then you think about her in your heart?"

Ruan Su thought for a moment, shook his head, and nodded: "I can't say, anyway, it's not like when I was a child."

"I remember when I was a child, I always thought about her, where she was, when she would come back, and whether I would buy my favorite glutinous rice cake again. Sometimes I thought about her at night, and I would dream about her in my dream, but...""After a long time, I gradually can't remember her appearance in my dream..."

"Gradually blurred, I can't even remember." Ruan Su never thought that he would see Qin man again one day. What's more, Qin man actually It's Lu Jinyan's stepmother.

This is what shocked her most. Lu Yifu is Lu Jinyan's father, so

As Lu Jinyan said before, the woman who killed his mother is her own mother?

Ruan Su's heart is tangled and painful. Why is it like this?

Li Wan'er and chili both have some feelings for Ruan su. Now the relationship between her and Lu Jinyan may be embarrassing.

Ruan Su did not have the mood to continue to stroll. After returning to the hotel, she took her child to sit there in a daze.

"Aren't you happy, aunt?" The child could feel Ruan Su's depressed mood and raised his head to ask.

Ruan Su heart a warm smile: "baby, my aunt is not unhappy."

"The mother that my aunt just said is Guan Guan's grandmother?" Guan asked her, the other children have a grandmother, only they do not, so Guan was a little excited.

Ruan Su thought, after all, did not lie to the child: "well, she is the mother and mother's mother, but also your grandmother."

"Then why didn't she let me call her grandma?" There was doubt in Guan Guan's big eyes.

"Because..." Ruan Su doesn't know how to answer the question of children. It's a complicated question. How can she tell the children? Can children understand?