Qin man's heart is pulling up now, and his daughter's sins are all caused by not taking them away at the beginning.
She shook her head very remorsefully and said bitterly, "it's all my fault."
"Well, Ruan Su had a hard life at the beginning, and I was also very distressed, but the child still insisted on keeping the pass. Look how good this is. Guan Guan is smart, but..."
"But what?" Qin man ran after him and asked, "is there anything wrong?"
"After Guan Guan grew up, Ruan Tong always took his children to shoot advertisements. He didn't know where to go when he made money. Ruan Tong, like Ruan Zhengyun, is too irresponsible to his family." Chen Qingqing sees these things in his eyes.
After hearing this, Qin man sighed: "I didn't expect that this child turned out to be like this. If I had taken all their sisters away, wouldn't this have happened?"
Qin man still blames himself and thinks that he should take the children away. Who knows such a thing will happen?
Chen Qingqing looked at Qin man's self reproach and said, "in fact, it's not your fault. At that time, you almost didn't succeed. Ruan Zhengyun chased Lu Yifu and asked for so much money to let you go. If you take your child, he can't make it worse?"
"At that time, Yifu gave Ruan Zhengyun a lot of money, but if I insisted on taking the children away..." Qin man clenched his hands: "I didn't expect that Ruan Zhengyun would not even care about his children in the end."
"When I got in touch with you and knew that the children were living well, I was glad that I didn't take them away."
On second thought, Qin man thought that it was right for the child not to go with him. After all, having a mother of his own is not good for the growth of the child.
"Well, I can't say it. After all, I'm not qualified to comment on it. Anyway, the children are all doing well now. Except for Ruan Tong, I can't see people and I don't know what I'm doing."
"I've heard that I've been playing cards for a long time. I think I like gambling just like Ruan Zhengyun, don't I?" Chen Qingqing said anxiously.
Qin man frowned: "where is Ruan Zhengyun now?"
"I also heard other people say that Ruan Zhengyun found a wife and gave birth to a son. He left all his debts to his daughter and ran away. Now I don't know where he is. Ruan Su carried all his debts alone. I gave all the money you gave me to my children. Maybe Ruan Su took all the money and went to pay off the debts."
Many years ago, when Qin man contacted Chen Qingqing after leaving the country, Ruan Su and Ruan Tong were both teenagers. At that time, Qin man gave Chen Qingqing a sum of money and asked her to help transfer it to her daughter. But in the end, the money was taken away by the person who asked for an account.
Qin man took a deep breath and said angrily, "Ruan Zhengyun is too much. He should have given the child to me in those years."
"Yes, he has to take care of the children himself, but he doesn't have the ability. The child is only in the second grade of primary school, so he just left behind and ran away alone. It's been more than ten years. Who knows where he's happy."
Chen Qingqing said something more about Ruan Tong and Ruan Su, which made Qin man feel even more sad.
The two chatted for a long time, but before they knew it was dark. Lu Yifu was worried about Qin man, so he sent a car to pick him up.
Chen Qingqing looks at Qin man's car and sighs. He looks at the life of others. They are all women who have been sold into that circle. Qin man is probably the only one who has the best life.
However, Qin man doesn't think so, because Lu Jinyan tried hard to make him get along better with him, but in the end he failed.
When she came home, Lu Jinyan sat in the living room, as if to ask the servant to pack up. Boxes were moved out of his room one by one. Qin man was stunned and hesitated to ask. Lu Jinyan opened his mouth first.
"After you live here, I'll take everything." Lu Jinyan's meaning is very obvious, which is to tell two people that I will not come back in the future. I will take what belongs to me, and you can go by yourself.
Lu Yifu stood on Lu Jinyan's side and said in a low voice: "sincerely, is there anything you can't discuss? Do you have to be like this? "
Lu Jinyan sneered and said sarcastically: "discuss? What do you want to discuss with me? What else do you think is worth discussing? I don't want to waste my time with you. I'll move to the apartment when I'm ready. "
"It's been nearly 20 years. Even if you hate dad, you should give me a chance to explain." Lu Yifu doesn't give up. He doesn't want this to happen between his son and himself.
Lu Jinyan sneered: "OK, you can talk about it."
"When I was with your aunt, I had been separated from your mother for a long time, but our relationship could not be publicized, saying that divorce was bad for the two families and would have a negative impact."
"You also know that this kind of thing is not allowed in our family. Your aunt Qin and I are not what you think. She has never damaged the relationship between your mother and me." Lu Yifu tries to be calm and let Lu Jinyan think about it.After hearing this, Lu Jinyan shook his head: "do you think it's useful for you to tell me this?"
"You have said that many times in those years when you took her to go abroad. Now when you go back home, you still have these words. If you want to explain it, you can explain it to my dead mother!"
He turned his head and looked at Qin man coldly: "and you, too. I hope you will feel guilty when you live in the house where my mother used to live."
"Sincerely Lu Yifu scolded him in a low voice: "don't talk nonsense!"
Lu Jinyan is seldom scolded by Lu Yifu. Of course, this is not the first time. But every time it's because of Qin man, he will feel uncomfortable. He turns his eyes and looks at Lu Yifu faintly: "in those days, when my mother was dying and needed company, where were you? In those days, when my mother was in the most painful time, where were you? She rescued many times in the middle of the night. When she needed family members to accompany her, where were you? "
Lu Jinyan questions Lu Yifu. It goes without saying that they all know the answer to what happened in those years. They must have been with Qin man. So Lu Jinyan still hates Lu Yifu and Qin man, because at that time, he was always with his mother until his death.
Lu Yifu was asked by him to be silent for a while, then he whispered: "in those days, it was your mother who didn't let the servant tell me. If I knew, I would not have been so heartless. I would have accompanied her through the last part of the road..."
"You think I'll believe it?" Lu Jinyan said with a smile: "if you really care about this family, you will often come back to have a look, instead of hearing everything from the servants, OK?"