Lu Jinyan noticed that Gu Niannian was depressed and raised her chin. He saw that her eyelashes were wet and a tear rolled down, just hitting his finger.
Lu Jinyan felt that the tears were not on his fingers, but on his heart.
The hot tears seemed to burn through his heart.
This is not the first time Lu Jinyan has seen Gu Nian cry. She also cried when she played Fu you before.
But it was fake enough to hurt Lu Jinyan, not to mention now.
The pair of apricot eyes that should be full of laughter were wet with tears. Lu Jinyan had never seen the sadness in those eyes.
Because of crying, the tip of the nostril is also red. Looking at the poor, it is also distressing.
"Don't cry and read..." Lu Jinyan wiped her tears at a loss. For the first time, he didn't know how to coax the little girl in his arms.
"Brother Jinyan, I don't know why. I suddenly feel very sad." I thought about sucking my nose. When I opened my mouth, I still had some crying cavity, but my tone was still at a loss.
This feeling is very strange. It's a feeling she hasn't had since she remembered.
Why are you sad for Gu Yuan and Gu Qiushuang? Because you know they're her blood relatives?
Or because the ancient autumn frost is at the end of life, thinking about her unborn in her stomach?
Lu Jinyan felt even more distressed when he listened to and thought about the blankness.
Because she has lived in the laboratory for the past 20 years, she has never experienced family affection and doesn't understand any feelings.
If there were no problems in the world laboratory, if Gu Chi hadn't sent her back to the world.
Maybe she will be in that laboratory all her life, and she can't realize the seven emotions and six desires that normal human beings should have all her life.
"You should be sad because that's your family." Lu Jinyan leaned over and kissed the tears on her cheek. His clear voice was particularly gentle, calming the thin needle like pain in his heart.
Gradually, Gu Nian felt less uncomfortable. He leaned against Lu Jinyan and asked him what to do when he saw Gu Yuan later.
Lu Jinyan said, "if you don't know how to face doctor Gu, stay in the car later and I'll see him first."
After thinking about it, he nodded and agreed.
When the car arrived at Yuanjia village, it was already dark.
As soon as she entered Yuanjia village, she began to be nervous. That tension was not the same as when she took the monthly exam for the first time.
Is, it's hard to describe that feeling.
It was a pity that when they got outside the house of Guyuan, they found that the lights in the house were not on.
Gu thought Gu Yuan was asleep. The driver knocked at the door, but no one answered.
Still next door, Aunt Chen came out and told them that Gu Yuan was not at home.
Aunt Chen said that Gu Yuan was invited out this afternoon and hasn't come back yet!
Gu Yuan doesn't always go out to see doctors, but he also goes out occasionally.
Gu Niannian wanted to wait for Gu Yuan. Aunt Chen said that Gu Yuan was not sure he would not come back tonight, because he went to see his old friend today. Every time he went, he basically had to come back the next day.
After listening, the original nervous mood was replaced by loss.
But since Gu Yuan may not come back tonight, it's natural to miss them and can't wait here all the time.
So Gu Nian and Lu Jinyan went back to the car and went back to Lu's house.
Lu Jinyan said that when Gu Yuan came home tomorrow, he would come to see him first to reassure Gu Nian.
Although Gu Niannian was in a complicated mood, she didn't show it when she came back to Lu's house to see Sheng yarou and them. She just didn't want people who cared about her to worry.