Lu Yilan consciously found himself in a dream.
In Look at a little girl's life.
The little girl's face looks familiar.
Then she saw the little girl writing a diary.
In the regular diary, Li Niannian, a familiar and strange name, was written.
What a ghost? How could she suddenly experience Li Niannian's life.
The story in the dream jumps very fast, from Li Niannian's birth, to growing up, to studying, to getting sick - to death.
Lu Yilan thinks the original owner is a quiet girl.
Although it has been ignored at home, parents have been shouting a bowl of water Duanping, Duanping, but always eccentric brother.
She can only get what her brother doesn't want. As long as her brother likes everything, she can take it directly.
She did the housework at home. When she was young, she was working while her brother was playing with her mobile phone.
She has no pocket money My brother has a lot.
As long as there's something wrong with her brother, it's always her who gets scolded.
Despite this, the original owner still does not feel sorry for herself. She firmly believes that the parents' preference for boys is only because their educational values were affected since childhood, and they still love her in their hearts.
Then there was a heart attack.
The little girl in the dream was very flustered at the beginning, but when she got into the hospital, she learned that heart disease could also be treated. Her illness was not serious, and she was calm again after a good care.
Later
Later, she was hospitalized for a period of time, but soon discharged from the hospital. Her parents and brothers all pulled her clothes and said tearfully that in order to treat you, the family had already sold iron by smashing the pot.
The girl's heart suddenly hurt.
She saw the girl write down in her diary with her own eyes -
I think she died happily, so that it would not cause burden to her parents and brother. I knew that the family was poor, and I knew that after the disease was cured, the family would be in a state of embarrassment.
I am not afraid of death.
The picture turns abruptly.
I do not know after a few years, the girl looks a lot bigger, pale face, a lot thinner, she leaned on the bed, lying quietly, even breathing with stress.
Lu Yilan looks at, she suddenly from the bedside table turned out a diary, a pen, trembling to write his secret.
Last night I got up to go to the toilet, I heard
Hearing the discussion between my parents and brother, I found a suitable heart in the hospital. As long as I have surgery, I can return to my original mind. I can run, jump and go to class. I want to have this surgery, but I know that I don't have money at home.
Lu Yilan clearly saw that the tears of the 17-year-old girl were like pearls falling off the thread. They fell on the diary, leaving a faint water stain.
“……”
Lu Yilan didn't know what to say.
She almost always watched the girl write a diary, sometimes recording some trivial things, sometimes writing memories, sometimes she would draw pictures in the diary.
She is a quiet, lovely and versatile woman.
It's a girl with starry eyes in spite of bad luck and hopelessness.
……
As soon as the picture turns, what Lu Yilan sees this time is the decadent appearance of the original owner.
Her eyes were empty.
There was despair in his big eyes.
All her hopes of life were gone.
She picked up the pen again.
Trembling, all the words are shaking.
"The family is rich, very rich.
Dad said, wait for her to die.
Mother said, "two kidneys."