Later I got it. It's really like a dream.
I have created my own dream, but after so many years, the dream has gone away, but no one has.
You see, it's just like seeing each other for the first time?
Thinking of Li Ruyun, his face turned red.
Now, it's like another dream.
She suddenly has a strange idea that Sheng Yilin seems to like her very much. At the moment, she is recalling the same thing with her. For example, the minute you first meet someone and look at them.
Li Ruyun looks at Sheng Yilin and says, "do you want to say something?"
Sheng Yilin asked this time, "do you regret marrying me?"
Li Ruyun's heart jumped.
What does Sheng Yilin want?
Is he tired? No more of her?
He would never ask what happened today.
Li Ruyun's nervous mood has not escaped Sheng yielin's eyes. He can even feel the rigidity of Li Ruyun's body.
"Well?" Sheng Yilin frowned slightly.
"I I don't care Li Ruyun flustered up: "master, you first have a good rest, I'll tell my family to cook dinner."
Sheng Yilin's hand is still in the air, empty.
Seeing her insistence, Sheng Yilin just gave a "um".
She can do whatever she wants.
Li Ruyun went out of the door of the ward.
She found an empty rest room. After closing the door, she lost her strength and could not stand steadily.
Her face was buried in her hand, leaning against the door, and she cried with depression.
If Sheng Yilin doesn't want her, what should she do.
Isn't she doing well?
What she wants, Sheng Yilin won't give her the feeling of being aloof.
Sometimes, he felt that Sheng Yilin had her in his heart. Just like just now, he didn't like why she had to look at her, but he stabbed her in the twinkling of an eye.
You said that if she had been married for such a long time, she would have left long ago.
Is it Sheng Yilin who sees her humble love and pities her? So you want to let her go?
Li Ruyun sobbed. Thinking of the possibility, she couldn't breathe well and felt numb all over.
If Sheng Yilin really doesn't want her, she may jump off the cliff and die, and she doesn't want to live in such pain.
The phone vibrates.
It's a message from a servant at home.
Li Ruyun is shaking slightly with his mobile phone, but his reply is very rational and calm. He is a master mother.
Sheng Yilin is always uncomfortable in bed.
If he had a big heart in the past, he might have thought nothing of it, but what Lao Fu and Pu said today had to make him think more.
He thinks that Li Ruyun has a good nature and is like him, so he feels the same as him. But women are not men, and they are more careful and think more.
He asked the guard to come over, transferred the monitoring, and stressed that it could not be disclosed to his wife. The guard listened to the order.
This is Shengjia base camp. Monitoring is everywhere, but some rooms, such as bedrooms, will be encrypted, not visible.
With Sheng Yilin's permission, the video was quickly mobilized.
Then Li Ruyun, with a look of crying and shaking, presents himself in front of Sheng Yilin.
It's almost like a thunder, which almost makes Sheng Yilin stupid.
Not only his face, but also his body was stiff and tight.
Sheng Yilin is speechless.
Why is that?
Isn't she happy?
Why is she sad?
Why not cry in front of him?
Why should a person secretly run to a place nobody knows, so quietly vent their emotions?
Li Ruyun used to make trouble with him.
It's not like Qin Wan's noisy, sword dancing and gun playing. You have to die and I have to die. No one can be better off.
Li Ruyun just lost his temper, yelled and yelled, his face was bulging, his eyes were bright and naive, and he looked very lovely.
Sheng Yilin accompanies her to make trouble. It's good after making trouble. Then he comforts her and says: stop making trouble and have a good rest.
Sheng Yilin is not a patient person, but he can stop what he is doing and patiently look at Li Ruyun. He is like a child. He really feels very cute. No matter how busy he is, he has to stay with her and accompany her. He won't feel bored at all.
Because Sheng Yilin feels that he is not tired of seeing it like this all his life.
Later, Li Ruyun stopped making noise. Sheng Yilin thought that he might be older and more easygoing.
That's more easygoing. It's also very good.
It's also a pleasure to watch her busy quietly.
However, seeing his wife, who has been hairy for many years, crying so sad, Sheng Yilin feels like a dream.
Isn't everything ok?
Is it painful to be with him?
Sheng Yilin feels a little uncomfortable. Well, it's very uncomfortable. It seems that there's no way to relieve it.Sheng Yilin didn't immediately ask Li Ruyun to come here. First, he asked her to slow down. When she met, he said a few words of comfort. If she was willing to say why, he would listen.
However, Sheng Yilin's thoughts are flying wildly. He has been thinking about why Li Ruyun is like this. He is not at ease, but also a little uneasy.
Is she neglecting her feelings too much?
It seems that Li Ruyun has been following him for so many years. He has not done his own thing.
Is that so?
Sheng Yilin doesn't know whether it is.
How can you do something you don't want to do for more than ten years?
It would be nice if she enjoyed it.
Sheng Yilin had a very hard afternoon. At dinner, Li Ruyun came.
Sheng Yilin's eyes immediately stick to her body, Li Ruyun as usual, without any difference, with every time I have seen in the past.
He looked at her carefully, trying to find some clues, such as the trace of crying, but there was no trace.
Sheng Yilin's heart suddenly tingles.
He seems to be aware of a problem. Li Ruyun is really like what Lao Fu said. He just seems to bear with himself and never be her.
Sheng Yilin's heart sank like the bottom of the sea.
Li Ruyun, holding the stewed shrimp porridge in front of the bed, said, "this is what you like. Eat more."
Sheng Yilin's deep eyes fixed on each other: "have you eaten?"
Li Ruyun said gently: "when you eat, I'll eat. I'm not hungry yet."
"Tonight, you eat first, and I'm not hungry."
Li Ruyun's hand trembled slightly, "ah?"
"Eat now, in front of me." Sheng Yilin's voice sank: "I watch you eat."
Li Ruyun hesitated for a few seconds and began to eat.
The more you eat, the worse the atmosphere.
Sheng Yilin's psychological depression is uncomfortable. After all, he sighs: "are you not happy?"
Li Ruyun buried himself in the meal and shook his head, "there is no unhappiness."
Sheng Yilin doesn't plan to let Li Ruyun go. He knows that he has something to say clearly. If Li Ruyun is tired or tired, he can No, he can't let her go!
Sheng Yilin asked, "are you tired?"
Li Ruyun
"It must be tiring to take care of me."
“……”
"Tell me when you are wronged, don't keep it in your heart."
“……”
"Well, if there's anything difficult, tell me, just like you used to."
“……”
What I fear most is not cold words, but gentle love.
Some grievances broke out suddenly.
Li Ruyun's shoulders begin to tremble and her face gets lower and lower. She doesn't want Sheng Yilin to know that she is crying. A strong person like Sheng Yilin needs a strong woman!
The face is in the palm of the hand.
Li Ruyun shakes all over. She suddenly looks up and sees Sheng Yilin get up.
With tears still in her eyes, she raised her voice abruptly: "lie down quickly."
Sheng Yelin saw the tears in Li Ruyun's eyes.
His face was suddenly serious, with a straight face, "what's the matter?"
Li Ruyun worried about Sheng Yilin's injury: "lie down quickly!"
Sheng Yilin, unmoved, looks into Li Ruyun's eyes firmly: "Why are you crying? Who bullied you?"
Li Ruyun knew Sheng yielin's character. If he didn't answer his words, he would not be able to lie down even if the wound split. Li Ruyun had to say, "I'm moved by what you said."
Sheng Yilin: "yes."
Face collapse for a long time: "moved?"
Li Ruyun nodded: "very moved."
Sheng Yilin thinks Li Ruyun is cheating him. He cried in the afternoon and pretends that nothing happened.
Sheng Yilin: "I didn't do anything."
"You talk It sounds good
Sheng Yilin: "yes."
After looking at it for a long time, Sheng Yilin asked, "why did you cry alone in the afternoon?"
Li Ruyun stares at Sheng Yilin in disbelief and subconsciously says, "I don't have one."
"I know you're crying." Sheng Yilin said, "don't lie to me. I know all about it."