Chapter 1186

When she left, Lu forgot to talk with the psychiatrist, as if it was just a pleasant chat for a while, and the chat content didn't happen some things that hurt the menstruation and bones.

Lu forgets Yan to leave the hospital, after sits in the car, the facial expression smile momentarily did not have.

Driving aimlessly on the road, I don't know how. I suddenly chased a tail. A man came down in front of me and began to yell: "don't you have eyes when driving..."

In the middle of the scolding, it stopped abruptly. One lamp of this luxury car is enough to buy him a car.

Then he looked at the man in the car, a young man. He didn't really see it, but he knew it was good-looking.

He worked hard for several years before he could afford to buy a car. He was ruined by the gas pedal of the second generation of the rich, or the stars who spent a lot of money on plastic surgery.

The guy with no brain just got a good one?

Now the car has been hit. I have to compensate him. It's a terrible world!

Lu forgets Yan to lower the window, the person who is hit by the rear end sees an abnormally slender white hand sticking out from inside, there is a check on it, then a pleasant voice comes from the car: "sorry."

I complained that I was shocked by the other party's self-cultivation. The words of "great money" didn't come out of my mind, and I was even embarrassed.

But in the twinkling of an eye, is not money, money can crash? Hit the car to pay to leave, do not know how much time and work this will delay him!

"I'm fully responsible for the rear end." Lu forgets Yan's hand to put outside, "take."

Of course, I have to take the money for compensation. After I took the check, I thought that the biggest pleasure of these brainless rich second generation is to entertain the poor. If you give them a small piece of money, they will be sent away. You still have no ability to settle accounts with them.

Because they are the only people who suffer from the trouble.

However, when he saw the amount of money enough to buy his two cars, all the complaints suddenly disappeared. He suddenly raised his head, which was the side face that passed by in a flash. It was too good-looking. It was the kind of face that could not be adjusted by plastic surgery.

Suddenly I felt that I was too mean and said, "I've got too much money."

Lu forgot that Yan didn't take care of it. He closed the car window and started the gas pedal.

"Well, how can this man be stupid and have a lot of money?" Looking at the check in his hand, he didn't understand it very well. At last, he muttered, "it's estimated that his family is in a good condition and his tutor is good."

Then they began to envy later.

Lu forgets Yan to be able to guess each other's idea actually, is a little funny, some people envy him.

No, a lot of people should envy him.

Is it because there are so many people who admire him that they think that the bad things that happened when they were young can be regarded as not happening?

After all, you think, ah, how well you are now, don't worry about having no money to eat and no money to spend when you don't go to work, so don't take yourself as a miserable person, because people who are more miserable than you put a lot of pressure on you. If you feel uncomfortable, you will feel sick. Don't come to those who are more miserable than you.

Lu forgot that Yanba had to think about the bad things, and he didn't let himself think about them, because now he is really happier and luckier than many people.

However, some things, which shape your flesh and blood, have already been engraved in your bones.

Lu forgot Yan now feel funny, today's he, actually still have the previous trauma, those painful things, without his consent, grow in his bones.

Psychiatrists say long-term psychotherapy may be needed to improve.

Lu forgets Yan to still smile at that time to say: "how still promoted, if the hospital does not go down, I can become a shareholder."

Results the psychiatrist found out on the spot, this kind of not face to face answer, in fact, he did not find the escape.

Well, people will automatically avoid something they don't want to face, but Lu forgets that she doesn't think she is the one to escape.

And then the psychiatrist explained that something should have happened that damaged your self-confidence, "have you ever been defeated by the trauma you had before?"

Lu forgets Yan to be silent for a moment, to the psychologist a smile: "have."

"That's right, so you will be more afraid of failure and lack some confidence."

Lu forgot Yan a person in the car, stepped on the accelerator, slightly lowered the window, the wind poured in, with a hint of coolness, actually unconsciously black.

Lu forgets that Yan gives a shiver for no reason. At this time, Shi Huai sends a message, "Beichuan is boring. I want to leave. Do you want to get together again before leaving? 】

these days, Lu forgets Yan to stay at Bai Mu's house, but he ignores Shi Huai. But this man is very happy every day, and he's boring. He just can't watch his jokes.

I'm going to die. 】Lu forgets a message from Yan.

The next second, the phone rings.

As soon as the phone was connected, Shi Huai's gloating voice came from the receiver: "do you need me to collect your body?""Yes."

"Well, where is the body? I'll come to pick you up. Do you want to drink? Oh, if you want to drink, I'll buy a bottle and bury it in your grave."

"Address, I'll come directly." Lu forgets that Yan ignores his quotations.

"Hotel." Shi Huai cheap said: "wash clean, wait for you."

"Cheap mouth." Lu forgets that Yan hangs up and drives to the hotel.

Feien mansion, Bai Mu received a call from Wen you: "Lu forget Yan to Shi Huai's hotel."

Bai Mu can be regarded as a relief. Fortunately, Lu forgot that Yan didn't leave.

"But I don't know what I did in the last few hours. Do you need to investigate?"

Bai Mu thought and said, "no need."

"Well."

"Buckle." Lu forgets Yan to knock twice, the door opened, Shi Huai person five people six must still be a kind of person, holding a glass of red wine in hand, "the corpse is coming?"

"Get out of here." Lu forgets that Yan is impatient.

Shi Huai has the eye power, glanced at Lu forgetting Yan several eyes, discovered this person air pressure is very low, looks like meets something.

But Shi Huai had no reason to be happy.

After Lu forgets Yan to sit on the sofa, looking at the Shi Huai who owes flat, ask: "smile what?"

"I think it's a good thing."

"What?" Lu forgot Yan did not understand his endless words.

Shi Huai got two glasses of wine, one for Lu forgetting Yan, the other for himself, "well, at that time in your brother's castle, you gave me a terrible feeling."

Lu forgets Yan to pick eyebrow, feel funny: "you say."

"I feel that you are floating in the air, and I don't want to find a foothold. As soon as the wind blows, it will disperse, and people will be gone."

Lu forgot Yan frowned: "that's why you asked me to come to Beichuan with you?"

Shi Huai nodded: "well."

"In fact, it's just boring and empty. It's OK to go anywhere. It's normal to have no foothold, because there are footholds everywhere, such as hotels here."

Lu forgets Yan to finish saying, feels in the mind some thing to blow open, as if thought of some kind of possibility, but faces the door a foot time to drop the chain.

All of a sudden, my head is blank, I don't know what to ask and what to say.

Shi Huai smile, did not find Lu forget Yan's strange: "I found that you stay in Bai Mu side is OK."

Lu forgets Yan to take on the wine cup, but did not drink, looked at the water drop hanging on the glass wall, asked: "do you have, can't go to the place?"

"A sea without a bridge."

Lu forgets Yan to pick eyebrow: "the sea has no bridge."

"So, I can take a boat, and there is no one I can't go to."

Lu forgets Yan to be touched suddenly for a while, perhaps some traumas have been growing on his flesh and bone like shadow all the time, he can peel that skin, find that redundant bone, chop it with an axe.

Lu forgot Yan looking at Shi Huai, deep eyes with a little light, with a little strange feelings: "in fact, some people's existence, from the inside to the outside, did not bring you some benefits, or even affect you for life, let you continue the pain, you say, this is not a natural sadistic ah?"

Shi Huai's eyelids were startled: "what are you talking about?"

"It's nothing. Some people are not human, but they don't raise their children. On the contrary, the most innocent children have to pay for their mistakes."

Shi Huai a choke, and then understand, Lu forget Yan is to complain with him.

These things, can't persuade, because you are not the party, you think it's easy to pass the ridge, in other people's body just can't pass?

For example, some people can't erase their inferiority complex all their lives.

Lu forgets Yan to sneer: "but I Lu forgets Yan to be not so big benevolent, cleans up the mess for two stupid adults."

"What do you want to do, brother?" Shi Huai asked.

Lu forgets Yan to stir up a smile, as if just now gloomy indifferent person does not exist, is still very attractive big handsome guy: "see a psychologist."

Shi Huai