Is there a surprise of winning the grand prize, the joy of turning around at the end of the mountain and the water, and the feeling that the road is not clear
Lu forgets that Yan's eye socket has some fever.
He wants to ask Bai Mu's question, no longer need to ask export, because the answer has been ready.
Bai Mu, I really like him very early!
Right!
That's right!
Lu forgets Yan not to be sure whether this is own conjecture, or is another kind of empty joyful, therefore when the surprise moves, does not dare to confirm this fact.
He carefully identified the photo, hoping to remember what happened from it.
The composition of the whole picture is very beautiful, the scenery is also very beautiful, there are holiday sunshine, big bunches of flowers, pedestrians, lovers kissing, all are exotic romance.
He was sitting in a roadside cafe, wearing sunglasses. His long hair was combed back. The warm sun was just shining on his face. A few wisps of hair fell and stuck to his ears. His cheek floated slightly in the wind.
At the moment, maybe the white cat raised in the shop suddenly jumped onto his desk. Maybe he was too bored at that time, so he just lay on the table and teased the kitten with his fingers on the kitten's head.
This picture is frozen.
Bai Mu's location for this photo should be some distance away from him. In a shop more than 100 meters away, he is just a corner of the scenery, hidden among pedestrians.
Bai Mu should not want others to find out her purpose, so candid photography is also careful, making him a scenery.
Even if someone accidentally opened this atlas, they would not find the secret hidden in it.
Lu forgets Yan to look at the picture, pauses for a long time, as if is thinking why at that time he can come alone strange foreign country street.
Lu forgets Yan to have a little not to remember suddenly, he takes out the picture from the atlas, turns over to have a look at the back.
The time is also recorded on the back.
Lu forgets Yan to discover, this is 7 years ago, memory awakes instantly.
Sheng Nanling came home at the age of 18, and now he is 26. It has been eight years, and it will be the ninth year soon.
Therefore, that time was the first year of Sheng Nanling's return.
He doesn't have to pretend to be Sheng Nanling any more. He changes Sheng Yan into Lu forgetting Yan and goes to the entertainment circle bored. Then his parents find him.
At that time, no matter Sheng Nanling or Nangong Jin and Qiyan, the blow to Lu forgetting Yan was undoubtedly huge.
It had a strong impact on his cognition.
One is Sheng Nanling, who hasn't seen him for ten years, plus two big families who abandoned him.
At that time, he was very young, so he couldn't figure out many things. For example, he was noble, but he suffered a lot of unnecessary suffering. Why was he abandoned by so many noble young masters and illegitimate children?
Although he is very lucky to settle down in Sheng's family and meet the "relatives" who really care about him, he thinks that he is going to grow up happily. Why does Sheng Nanling disappear? Why does he have to experience the pain of loss?
Sheng Nanling's temperament changed greatly when she came back from missing. She was totally different from the people in her childhood memory. The feeling of familiarity and strangeness intertwined, which made Lu forget Yan very desperate.
Sheng Nanling made him feel very sad, and learned about his ridiculous life experience All kinds of blows hit one after another. At that time, he was really miserable, sad and Lonely
It's hard for him to feel happy, but Sheng Wuxun is very dependent on him, and Nangong Jin and Qiyan have to deal with it. He can't walk away and disappear completely.
But the idea of "why" still haunts me.
Why is it him?
Why can't we have a smooth sailing?
Once people fall into a blind alley, they may not be able to get out, and they will collapse.
It seems that he really needs some air to face these complicated things, so he goes out alone for a short time.
It's not tourism.
He just went to the airport, bought the latest flight and landed in Prague. It's a beautiful city, a small town with blue sky and white clouds, and the strangeness and freshness of a foreign country make him relaxed It seems that he got better on the first day. On the second and third day, strange loneliness came to him Almost drown Lu's face
Time and space seem to have lost their limits.
Lu forget Yan as if back to the day in the photo, that day, the weather is really good, Lu forget Yan idle sleep for a few days.
When I wake up, I open the window facing the street. Some flowers are planted on the edge of the window. Now it is the flowering season, and the flowers are floating outside.
The traveler on the street seems to find a handsome guy with fluffy hair, a retro window and colorful flowers It's like a beautiful movie.
They greet him warmly.
There are artists in the street playing the organ with a melodious voice.
Just right notes hit, let Lu forget Yan in that moment, there is a kind of consternation, he seems to have strayed into a beautiful world.Lu forgot Yan finally ended the behavior of sleeping in another place and planned to go shopping.
Sure enough, he was happy for a short time, but he was not interested in it. After walking for a while, he was tired. So he ordered a cup of coffee in the cafe near the street and watched the passers-by quietly.
It's sunny. Take your sunglasses. Passers-by looking through the dark lenses are always quiet. Lu forgets that at that moment, his heart is sad, and he always feels that he is excluded from the world. Just like when he was a child, he is still abandoned in an unknown corner of the world, and no one knows him.
When the coffee was delivered, Lu forgot Yan took a sip. The bitter taste brought back his mood, but soon fell into a sad world.
Then the cat.
The cat jumps on the table and pulls her mind back again. Lu forgets that Yan Gan Cui is lying on the table and is close to the cat.
Like this, Lu forgets Yan that loneliness to be able to be few, at least has the person to accompany, even if is the cat.
Lu forgets Yan to ask: "you say, am I a person?"
"Meow ~"
"I feel boring..."
"Meow ~"
"we have a destiny, do you want to go with me?"
"Meow"
"if anyone shows up in front of me now and picks me up, I'll be with each other for the rest of my life."
"Meow"
"don't you believe me?"
"Meow ~"
"seriously, kitten, this time I'm really with each other all my life."
"Meow ~"
"look at me. I'm alone. I'm abandoned. I'll go with anyone who finds me. I don't talk much, I don't eat much, I'm very well fed, and I'm very handsome. Do you think I'll wait for that person today?"
"Meow ~"
"if we make a bet, I will count and mentally recite ten numbers, will the other party appear?"
"Meow"
"OK, here I go."
"One..." Lu forgets Yan to start a head, starts to count silently, the hand is on the kitten head a little.
This is the picture that Bai Mu took.
At that time, Lu forgot his face. After counting for ten seconds, no one came.
He told the cat, "I don't have anyone to ask for it. Isn't it miserable?"
"Meow ~"
"you are merciless..."
Before long, Lu forgot Yan left the cafe.
If, if, everything can start over, at that time, he slightly raised his head, can you see Bai Mu, can you see the silly girl who followed him but didn't let him notice?
Lu forgot her face in Bai Mu's study and her eyes were red.
Can all this be played back?
Yes.
Lu forgets Yan to seem to fall into that picture again. He said to the cat, "I'll tell you a secret. In fact, someone has been following me and watching me silently. Kitten, do you believe me?"