Chapter 41

Gu Jun's face suddenly sank. "We are all a family. She is your mother and my wife. Will you teach me how to take care of me?"

Gu Zhengzheng let go of her mother's tension and pulled her hand, stubborn way: "your wife? You never really took her for a wife. She is nothing more than a name written on your marriage certificate and a puppet of President Gu. " She is more and more excited. She seems to have seen her future from her mother's fate. She can't bear it all day, but she still can't control her emotions.

"Presumptuous!" Gu Jun clapped his hand and wanted to fight Gu Zhengzheng. But he saw Gu Zhengzheng's face sneer and tears in his eyes, but he was stubborn and refused to let it flow out. Gu Jun felt guilty. The three wives in his family and a group of women outside were all the good things he should enjoy. However, he just ignored the grievances and heartaches of the women.

Gu Zhengzheng sneered at his father's wavering hands. He angrily turned and rushed to the door. Before leaving, she looked back at Gu Jun coldly, "be nice to my mother. You know I'm not only your daughter, but also the daughter-in-law of Sheng family."

She resolutely left the house and ran into the night.

Back to her "home" with Sheng Huiting, it was desolate.

Gu Zhengzheng was lying on the huge double bed, feeling cold. The sun is still not home at night. With a bitter smile, she remembered Haikou, which she had boasted in front of her father, and shook her head. What was she. Home is not home, love is not love.

She got up and took out the necklace of the blue pendant that Sheng Huiting gave her, which was locked in the cupboard, and held it in her hand.

She wanted to feel the coolness and pain and wake up as soon as possible. However, sadness is like the night that comes all around. Gu Zhengzheng curls up in the corner of the bed with tears and sleeps soundly.

My heart is like a cold night. In my midnight dream, I vaguely feel a figure sitting in front of her bed. Gu Zhengzheng can't wake up in the nightmare, but he can feel the shadow gently help her wipe the cold tears.

"Well, why are you suffering?" She hears that shadow in hazy and sad voice, she in the heart secretly smile oneself, how can, can't be him.

When she woke up in the morning, Gu Zhengzheng recalled her dream in the night. She searched the room carefully, but there was no sign of anyone coming. She couldn't help laughing at herself. Is it true that she is so humble that she even yearns for his pity in her dream?

Gu Zhengzheng has been distracted by his family's affairs. When the branch office held a morning meeting, Jing Rui saw Gu Zhengzheng's trance. As soon as the meeting was over, he ran into Gu Zhengzheng's situation.

"What's the matter, Zheng Zheng?" He looked at Gu Zhengzheng's face with concern, "his face is terrible. What happened?"

Gu Zheng Zheng comforted a smile, "nothing, may not sleep well at night."

"What's the matter? Have you quarreled with him again? " Jing Rui hesitates. He doesn't want to mention Sheng Huiting in front of Gu Zhengzheng. It seems that the name from Gu Zhengzheng's mouth will hurt him.

"No. My family. " Gu Zhengzheng sighed dejectedly, "my mother is in that home, really hard."

Jing Rui was relieved and sighed, "Oh, my mother is not the same." He comfortingly patted Gu Zhengzheng on the shoulder, "don't force yourself too much, be nice to yourself."

Gu Zheng Zheng pale smile, "know, you are also." Gu Zhengzheng thinks about Jingrui's family, and he feels guilty.

"Why don't we have a drink in the evening. It's better to go out and relax than to go back and face the empty wall alone. " His hand seems to be soothing and touching, holding Gu Zhengzheng's hand, and the expectation in his eyes is very strong.

Gu Zhengzheng gently took out his hand and thought for a moment, "OK, let's go to the coffee shop. I have something to talk about with you."

At the beginning of the Lantern Festival, the cafe is located at the corner of the busy street. When you look out from the window seat, you can see the stillness and movement of the bustling world. The endless stream of people pass by the window in a hurry, but they can't disturb the quiet environment of the cafe. This ingenious idea of taking quietness out of trouble is the reason why Gu Zhengzheng and Jing Rui like the cafe.

Jingrui's smile could not be concealed. He likes the feeling of sitting opposite Gu Zhengzheng, like an old husband and wife, quietly watching the years flow without saying a word, only with deep feelings.

Gu Zhengzheng is full of worries, stirring the sugar in the coffee cup with a spoon. The dialogue during the day made her understand that some things must be faced as soon as possible. She looked up at Jing Rui with a satisfied face and took the lead in breaking the silence, "Jing Rui, I want you to go back."

Jing Rui was suddenly awakened from his pleasant reverie by this sentence, and was seriously puzzled, "what's the matter with you, Zheng Zheng? Why did you mention this all of a sudden? "

"I don't want to hold you up all the time." Gu Zhengzheng took a deep breath, "I admit that I need you and can't do without you. But it's just work. I can't use you like this any more. "

"What to use or not to use? How can you have the heart to use such words to describe our feelings? " Anger climbs up Jingrui's expression. He doesn't know what Gu Zhengzheng wants to do. She knows that she would rather give up her family business than bend down to be a pawn beside her just to protect her. Now she wants to leave him behind."Do you think I have affected your happy life with Sheng Huiting? Don't tell me you love Sheng Huiting. Even your friends will be abandoned! "

"Jingrui! Can you be more mature Gu Zhengzheng's lips trembled. She tried her best to restrain her emotions. "I don't want to tie you with my feelings, so that you can always stay by my side hopelessly! Sheng Huiting and I have been married. No matter what happens in the future, I will be his wife. It's already impossible between us, let alone deprive you of your future because of my selfishness! "

"Gu Zhengzheng!" Jing Rui grabs Gu Zhengzheng's arm out of control and gets up to the opposite Gu Zhengzheng, "don't say any more! Love you is my business! You don't care! And my position is not appointed by you, and you have no right to dismiss me. "

Gu Zhengzheng shook his head helplessly, tears streaming down his cheek, "Jingrui, would you wake up, we can't Well... "

Jingrui suddenly kisses Gu Zhengzheng's lips and holds them fiercely. Salty tears flow into their mouths. For Jingrui, it seems to be the sweetest rain.

His love, his anger, his desire, all in this deep kiss.

Gu Zhengzheng struggles desperately. Beichi bites Jingrui's lips. The smell of blood permeates the two people. It's cruel like Jingrui's hopeless unrequited love. Jingrui eat pain apart, but also want to continue to Gu Zhengzheng to explain to him, to appease him.

The suppressed dialogue and struggle in their corner did not disturb others. However, no one noticed that a shadow quietly took a picture of Gu Zhengzheng kissing Jing Rui, entered a number and pressed the send button.

Gu Zhengzheng understands that today's conversation can't go on anyway. She looks at Jing Rui with blood in the corner of her mouth disappointedly, breaks away his hand and rushes out of the coffee shop with her bag.