Life has no rehearsal.

Sometimes there is no sign of death.

The changeable life has never been smooth sailing. When people have the ability to enjoy happiness, there will always be all kinds of disasters, pains and fears

Caught off guard, the old lady went.

Too late to say goodbye, too late to offer their big gifts for her, is it a pity for Bai Muchuan?

With a heavy heart in the evening, he slowly approached Bai Muchuan and held his hand.

"I'm sorry."

Bai Muchuan holds her with his back hand, tightly and firmly.

"We can't celebrate today."

"Well." Nod to the evening.

"We can't celebrate in the future."

"I understand." Answer softly to the evening.

When Bai Muchuan looked at it carefully, she nodded again to show prudence and understanding.

Bai Muchuan: "I think grandma hopes we can remember her. She has always been like this. She is a very willful old lady who needs attention and is afraid of being lonely. Therefore, she specially chooses such a day... "

Listening to his description, I thought of the old lady's cheerful appearance.

And the funny moments when she went to the White House.

Such a person, suddenly there is no such.

She thought hard, her voice choked, "no conflict. Red and white are happy things. "

"Just understand. Let's go now

"Well." No matter what he said, he just nodded at night.

Bai Muchuan saw that she was so obedient, her lips moved, and she spoke slowly. "Maybe they will show some facial expressions. Today It's a bad time. "

They got a marriage certificate.

Grandma's gone.

Happy and sad days.

Of course, the white family will not give them a good face.

"I'm fine." Looking at him calmly in the evening.

At this time, the only thing she could give Bai Muchuan was calmness and endurance.

If she is upset and upset, his mood may be worse.

"Let's go. Don't delay."

Bai Muchuan, with a red eye, led her out.

Two people all the way speechless, the atmosphere is abnormally cold, even Quan Shaoteng also chose silence.

The place they went to was not the birthday banquet prepared by the Bai family for the old lady, but the funeral home in Beijing.

Just when they were sworn to be husband and wife after facing the national emblem, their grandmother's body was on the way from the hospital to the funeral home.

Quan Shaoteng drives Bai Muchuan and arrives at the funeral home in the evening, where people come and go, and it's as lively as a vegetable market.

The only difference is that there is no laughter, everyone's face, either heavy or sad.

Quan Shaoteng stopped the car and turned around, "Xiaobai..."

Without waiting for him to finish, Bai Muchuan quietly interrupted: "I'm ok, you go back first. Come back when the memorial service is over

Right Shaoteng frowned, "I accompany you in, you this state, I am afraid you can't bear."

Bai Muchuan sneered, "can they still eat me?"

Quan Shaoteng:

He stopped talking.

After all, it's the white family's housework, and he's not good at getting involved.

Moreover, when he stopped, he had already seen Bai Muxuan standing on the steps.

"Well. ok If you need any help, please say hello. You are on call

"Yes." Bai Muchuan patted him on the shoulder, "go back and tell Huang He, what's going on in the team, and let him worry more. In the past two days, I may not pay attention to it -- "

Quan Shaoteng:" why tell him? When I'm dead? "

As soon as he spoke, he saw the funeral parlor in front of him and swallowed the ending.

"All right, I'm going."

I don't think so.

He tapped his forehead: "you can rest assured to go, I will arrange."

I don't think so!

He slumped in his chair. "This is not a good place to be fucked up."

“……”

"If you live, why die?"

“……”

No one answered him.

If you live, why die?

Life without if, life is not set by people themselves.

……

When Bai Muchuan went up the steps, Bai Muxuan saw them.

He stepped forward and stopped. "You're here at last."

Bai Muchuan said, "where's grandma?"

His voice is a bit hoarse and his mood is extremely low. This is the first time Bai Muxuan has known him for so many years.

Then, those reproaches words, also cannot say.

"They're changing her old man's shroud. I'll see it in a moment

Bai Muchuan: who will change it for herBai Muxuan sighed, "there were staff responsible for the change. But we let Mama Li go. The old lady had been used to Li Ma's service, but others were afraid that she would not be used to it and would not be happy. "

Bai Muchuan nodded, "that must give Li Ma some more money."

Bai Muxuan: "yes. Li Ma doesn't care. "

Bai Muchuan glanced at him, "let's go, lead the way."

The funeral home is very large. If there is no guide, it is difficult to find a place.

Today, the funeral ceremony industry has become very mature. The one-stop service does not require the family members of the deceased to take care of it. If people swallow their breath in the hospital, professional personnel will be responsible for guiding the family members and helping with the process. They are familiar with what needs to be done and what rituals are needed. If the family wants to do something simple, it will be completed soon. A person of high prestige like the old lady of the white family will be a little more complicated, but for the funeral service company, it is still a routine work that can't be simpler.

Follow Bai Muchuan in the evening.

He took her hand.

From getting off the bus, I have been holding it.

Therefore, late at night is the only one who can feel his mood from his calm expression -

his hands are cold.

No, it's not as warm as before. It's too cold to be warm at all.

She used to think that the people in the novel would shiver when they were sad and afraid. At this moment, she really felt that she believed.

Bai Muchuan's sadness, not written on the face, all hidden in the heart.

The old man who left was the only one who gave him warmth in those dark years.

It is in the most critical steps of his life, holding his hand, building a bridge for him, pointing to passers-by.

Even if Bai Muchuan didn't say so, he could imagine that if he had not been protected by the old lady in those years, he would not have had a better life than when he was at the Cheng family. Without this kind-hearted old lady, Bai Muchuan might not have been what he is today

Feel his sadness in the evening, take a breath, hold his hand, give him strength.

Bai Muxuan walks by their side, has not spoken, sees this small movement, suddenly looks over, asks Bai Muchuan.

"You don't usually turn off your computer. What's the matter today?"

Bai Muchuan is silent for a moment, "do something."

Bai Muxuan obviously didn't know what he did. He sighed, "grandma, when she was dying, has been thinking about you. She wants to see you. "

The old lady had Alzheimer's disease and forgot many people and things, but he never forgot his grandson. The only grandson in her heart was Bai Muchuan However, Bai Muchuan to do today's marriage certificate is not disturbed, shut down.

"I'm sorry."

Never had a regret.

I'm sorry I didn't have time to see grandma for the last time.

Bai Muxuan took a breath, "don't be too sad. Grandma's age It's also death. "

Bai Muchuan slightly lowered his eyes, "when she left, didn't it feel too bad?"

Bai Mu Xuan shakes his head, "she is paroxysmal, quickly went, did not suffer what crime. Li Ma said that the old lady was also strange today. She specially asked her to take a bright red new dress, saying that she was wearing festive clothes. She also joked with Li Ma that she had lived for 80 years and had enough. Her grandson has also found a daughter-in-law, and her life is satisfactory. Maybe it was a foreknowledge. She got up this morning and asked her mother over and over again about her grandson - well, when would you come back? "

That short pause, Bai Muxuan said very lightly.

From a certain point of view, granny's preference for Bai Muchuan is unfair to Bai Muxuan.

However, emotion is the most unfair thing to say.

During the years when Bai Muxuan was abducted and sold, the old lady watched Bai Muchuan walk into Bai's home, grow up, and become the Bai Muchuan he is today, like taking care of a young seedling. Seeing him grow stronger and stronger, this kind of affection is hard to be replaced. In her heart, Bai Muchuan is her grandson. When Bai Muxuan went back to Bai's house, her mind was a little confused. She only remembered Bai Muchuan, not Bai Muxuan

No wonder she.

I don't blame him.

No one can blame.

Bai Muxuan thought of this and gave a bitter smile.

"The old lady is very happy today and gave me a jade bracelet that she has kept for many years. She said she would give it to my daughter-in-law in the future In fact, I was a little strange at that time. After thinking about it, I felt that... " He suddenly choked. "Some things may have signs, but none of us paid much attention."