Confined to my dorm room before class started, I began to go crazy with thoughts of revenge. I didn't feel like walking anymore, the invisible walls pushing me on the ground, making me have no choice but to follow Luke to the cafeteria during mealtimes. Luke ignored everyone watching us, acting as if we were alone. I didn't feel like eating, feeling that it would be better to starve. But Luke would bring all the machines from the infirmary if I didn't take a bite.
"You have to finish this plate," he ordered a light plate of salad for me.
"I can't finish the plate," I cried, tears dripping down my face.
"Don't you think you're being too much to Rika?" Shelly came to sit down beside us.
"Please don't interfere in my family matters," Luke repeated the same answer for all of my friends.
"If you don't finish this plate, I'll have to pull out the supplements," he turned to me.
I picked up the fork, forcing myself to shove all the lettuce into one bite. It was better than chugging all the supplements and then sleeping the day away. Unfortunately, it was a side effect from drinking another bottle of medicine to recover from the food I ate inside the organization. I couldn't wait to meet Helena inside the classroom as class started tomorrow. I needed to vent everything to the person who caused me to suffer.
The next day, I brightly smiled when I found Helena in the classroom. Accidentally tripping on the ground when Luke stopped moving, I knew he didn't want me talking to her. But I didn't care, I was close enough to her that I could yell out everything I wanted to say. Ignoring the pain from my sudden fall, I rose to face her, "you're not even a human being. You deserve to die."
"You know how I hate being confined by the Roselia family. You knew if you sold information about me, they would never let me out of their mansions. Do you know how much I suffered because of you? I'm stuck with him now," I pointed at Luke.
"Do you want me to apologize to you?" Helena crossed her arms.
"I don't want an apology. I want you to suffer as much as I did. I don't care if your family is declining. You're worse than the criminals who kidnapped me. If you really wanted to make money, you should have asked me to help you ruin the Roselia family!" I screamed at her.
"Everyone to their seats, class is starting," Daniel entered the classroom.
Ignoring Daniel, I continued to leash my frustrations to Helena, "so what that your family is declining? You still have enough money to survive in this world. Is image that important? Enough to sell out your own friend?"
"It is that important," Helena shouted back.
"If you guys want to continue your conversation, please do it outside," Daniel wanted to start his lecture.
"I can't go outside! Don't you see me chained to him?" I laughed from going crazy.
"Rika, sit down on your seat," Luke pulled out my chair.
"I have to finish this conversation with that traitor," I couldn't let this chance escape me.
"Rika!" Luke shouted at me.
I continued to stand, ignoring everyone around me. I angrily stared at Helena since I couldn't do anything to her. Unfortunately, the desks were separated more than a meter apart from each other. Luke had to move my desk closer to his, placing my spot further away from the window. I would have punched her face or kicked her legs if Luke didn't reduce the distance back then. It was such a shame that I could only yell at her.
"If you don't sit down, you know what's going to happen once class is over," Alex warned me.
"Do you think I care? Will you hit me for not listening?" I knew they couldn't do much once we were inside the school.
"I need my revenge," I wasn't going to let anyone interrupt me.
Luke's eyes widened as he sensed me about to chant a spell. I wondered what spell I should use on Helena. Could I drown her until she begged me to forgive or would burning from excruciating fire bring more pain? Slowly freezing her before she dropped unconscious was another good choice. Deciding to go with water, I summoned a large whirlpool above her, determined to drown her.
"You're going to flood the entire room!" Charles shouted.
"Do you think she's still sane?" Allan pointed out.
"Everyone can die with her!" I brightly smiled.
"Abdicate!" Daniel erased my spell.
"Oh, you really shouldn't have done that," I turned to Daniel.
I summoned a whole tornado composed of water, pouring more than three quarters of my mana. With the levels of mana in the air, Daniel stepped a few steps away from us, fearing the impact. I guessed he couldn't erase this spell since he didn't have enough mana leftover. If I was going to die, I was going to drag everyone down with me. I wasn't going to suffer under the first district anymore.
"You can kill me, but I won't ever regret what I did," Helena didn't seem afraid.
"Kill you? I want you to live so you can suffer with me," I tilted my head.