"Be careful these two days. Don't touch water. Be careful of infection."
After sticking the band aid, Xiao Mo looked up at my eyes and told me.
I stared at him, still immersed in his tenderness to me just now, and some couldn't return to God.
Seeing that I didn't speak and looking at his trance, Xiao Mo frowned and looked at me unhappily, "Gu Xinan, I'm talking to you. Are you mute?"
I suddenly recovered and looked at Xiao Mo's handsome face close at hand. I flustered my eyes and stopped looking at him. I hung my head and continued to cut vegetables.
Xiao Mo glanced at me, returned to the living room and continued to wait. After about half an hour, I brought the prepared food to the table, and he had already sat in front of the table and waited.
Simple four dishes and one soup. I usually cook some simple home-made dishes, and my workmanship is not good. I don't know why. My dishes are not very delicious. Why does Xiao Mo often come here for dinner.
In his villa, the dinner prepared by the nanny for him must be much richer than mine.
The two of us met face to face and ate dinner silently. I thought about the thing my mother called me today. I hesitated to ask Xiao mo.
"Did you give that 100000 yuan?"
Finally, I asked this question. If I didn't ask, it would always be in my heart and make me very uncomfortable.
Anyway, I've been angry with Xiao Mo not once or twice, and I don't care more.
"So soon?"
Hearing my question, he was not surprised. He was still eating dinner gracefully, as if what I said had nothing to do with him.
"It's really you. Why did you suddenly give my family 100000 yuan?"
I put down my chopsticks, frowned and looked at Xiao Mo and asked.
"Didn't you say you were tired to support a family alone that day? Now you don't need to be so tired to be my woman. I can give you 100000 yuan a month."
Xiao Mo spoke this sentence with a high look.
I understood what he meant. It turned out that he suddenly sent 100000 yuan to my parents because of what I told him that night. Did he think I said those words to ask him for money?
After I reacted, I was angry. What did Xiao Mo think of me? Did he think I said those words because I wanted money from him?
"Xiao Mo, I think you may have misunderstood something. I want to find someone to rely on. I don't want him to help me bear the burden of my family. I want someone who can lend me a shoulder when I'm tired and helpless."
He understood me as a powerful woman. I was unhappy, but I was patient and explained to him.
"What's the use of giving you a shoulder to rely on, so you don't need to work hard to make money and you don't have to bear the burden of supporting your family? Gu Xinan, a woman of your age still has such a naive idea!"
Xiao Mo sneered at me with disdain, and his eyes were full of ridicule.
My face changed and I looked at Xiao Mo angrily. Although I don't deny that a woman of my age has experienced too many things and most of them have become a lot more realistic, he can't beat a boat of people with one pole. He thinks that all people are in line with money.
My family, if I find a man who just wants him to help me share the burden of my family, it's really unfair to that man.
I am a selfish person, but I will not find a man to fill the bottomless hole in my family.
In fact, my father still spends a small amount of money on medicine every month, and my brother spends more. I have a brother who has been out of business since childhood. He often makes some mistakes and gambles with a group of gangsters every day. Over the years, I don't know how much gambling debt I have paid him.
If it were just my father's medical expenses, I wouldn't be as difficult as I am now, but gambling debt is a bottomless pit. My brother has become addicted to gambling. Every time he pays back the money, he guarantees that he won't gamble in the future, but in the twinkling of an eye, he has another butt of gambling debt.
If I want to find someone to rely on, I want him to help me fill the bottomless hole in my family, then I must be the most selfish woman in the world.
"Xiao Mo, maybe my idea is ridiculous in your eyes, but this is the most real idea in my heart. I said my heart that day. I didn't want to ask you for money, but I hope you can understand me and don't disturb my life again."
I looked into Xiao Mo's eyes and began to speak seriously word by word.
"You want to support your family by your own ability. How long do you think you can persist? Gu Xinan, feel at ease to be my woman for half a year. I said I would give you a breakup fee. Then you won't have to worry about money."
I don't know what Xiao Mo likes about me and why he tries so hard to let me be his woman.
I'm not ugly, but I'm definitely not a stunning beauty. If a man like Xiao Mo wants to find a beautiful gun friend, it's not difficult at all. As long as he waves, I don't know how many women catch up. I really don't understand why he wants me to be his woman.
"What's the difference between me and the women who sell? Is it in your heart that I'm the same as the women who sell?"
It is undeniable that a woman who works as Xiao Mo for half a year gets a considerable sum of money, which is a business that can make no loss. But what about my dignity? Should I lose my dignity for the sake of money?
At the beginning, I have abandoned my dignity once for 200000. I know that it's hard to feel, so I don't want to have a second time.
Xiao Mo's fierce sword eyebrow frowned and his tone was angry. "You have positioned yourself in your heart. Take care of your peace of mind. What's wrong with being my woman? You know how many women can't ask for this opportunity. You refuse me again and again and want to escape from me!"
A man like him should be used to women rushing to please. It's a rare thing that he can still be patient with me when he meets a woman like me who doesn't understand interest and doesn't eat hard and soft.
"You can give me money, but you can't give me what I want. I want to find a boyfriend openly. I want to get married and have children. That's what I want, but you can't give me. Since you can't give me what I want, why can't you let go? Xiao Mo, we are not people in the world at all."
He thinks what I want is money, but only my own heart knows what I want.