I hung up in a panic and didn't dare to say another word.
After hanging up, I held my cell phone tightly and tears fell from my eyes. These two days, I even thought that I would confess to Xiao Mo and let him stay with me.
But I can only think about these, because I know that Xiao Mo will not be with me anyway, because the identity gap between us is too big.
I sat on the toilet and cried for a long time before I came out. I washed my face and looked in the mirror. My eyes were red. I was very angry. I was really angry with myself. Why am I so worthless.
Obviously, I'm not worthy of my love, but I just can't control my heart. Originally, I thought that after being betrayed by Xu Jialiang once, I won't be in love in my life, but now I didn't expect that I know that Xiao Mo is with other women, which is worse than when I saw Xu Jialiang sleeping with Qin Mengyao with my own eyes.
Xiao Mo, I'm in love with you. What should I do
In the next few days, I was in a state of anxiety, and the work assigned to me by my supervisor was not completed. I was scolded bloody these two days.
I came to Jusheng for a few months, and every work was completed with super quality. But these two days, because of Xiao Mo, I was absent-minded. Now the supervisor is a little disappointed with me.
That day I was called to the office by the supervisor again.
I came to the supervisor's office and said, "supervisor, what can I do for you?"
The supervisor looked at me and didn't speak. The next second he threw a document at my feet and said angrily, "Gu Xinan, that's how you completed the task I taught you? I asked you to write this extreme report. What did you write? It's disgusting!"
Facing the scolding of the supervisor, I bowed my head and kept apologizing, "I'm sorry, the supervisor, I'll go back and do it again now."
I bent down to pick up the papers on the ground and turned to leave.
"Wait!"
But the supervisor didn't just let me leave. He stood up and walked towards me. His eyes were full of disappointment.
"Gu Xinan, what's the matter with you these two days? You've made frequent mistakes at work. You're an experienced employee, but what you've done these days is not as good as an intern. The company came to you to work, not to distract you during working hours."
Hearing the supervisor's reprimand, I bowed my head with guilty conscience. I also know that I really don't pack anymore these days. I've done a lot of wrong things, but I can't control myself.
In the end, I understand that I can't delay my work because of private affairs, but I can't control my heart, and I don't know what to do.
"I'm sorry, supervisor. I'll change it. I promise it won't be like this in the future."
Although the supervisor didn't say anything more serious, I can feel that the supervisor has no patience with me. If I continue to make mistakes like this, I may be fired.
"Forget it, go to work and remember not to bring your emotions to work because of private affairs."
The supervisor frowned irritably. After saying this, he waved his hand to me to go out.
"Thank you, supervisor."
I was relieved that the supervisor didn't fire me. I told myself in my heart that I must work hard and never make mistakes again.
When I left the supervisor's office and returned to my office area, Xiaomi immediately came over and looked at me with concern, "peace of mind, I heard the supervisor scold you just now. Are you okay?"
Xiaomi is the only person I can talk to in the company. Although I am a colleague, I am already a friend.
"Nothing, just a little mistake at work."
Being scolded by the supervisor is a very humiliating thing, so I don't want to say more.
"Peace of mind, why are you absent-minded these two days? Are you worried? Small things in the past can't beat you at all."
Even Xiaomi has found my abnormality these two days. Is it true that my performance is so obvious?
"No, maybe my aunt is coming. I'm upset."
I looked away in panic, made an excuse, and stopped talking.
Xiaomi was very knowledgeable, didn't ask much, and began to be busy with the work at hand.
Because of my mistakes at work, I worked late, and I'm probably the only one left in the company.
The supervisor has been very disappointed with me recently. In order to stabilize my job, I worked out the quarterly summary overnight.
Rubbing my sore neck, I packed up the papers on my desk, turned off the light and left the company.
When I left the company, it was very dark. I took a look at the time and sighed. Then I took a taxi home. Now the last subway must be late.
I stood on the roadside, and a dazzling light suddenly lit up not far away. My conditioned hand blocked my eyes, and I was a little angry.
Who doesn't have such long eyes? Don't you know it's hard to glare with lights at night?
If I had done it before, I would have rushed up and taught the driver a lesson, but I was very tired today and didn't bother to pay attention to him.
I stood where I was and continued to wait for the taxi. The car not far away came towards me. When the car entered, I found it was Xiao Mo's car.
Knowing that the person sitting in the car was Xiao Mo, my heart trembled fiercely. Has he come back? Are you looking for me?
I stared at Xiao Mo getting out of the car and then strode towards me. We hadn't seen each other for a week, just a few days, but I felt like it had been a long time.
Xiao Mo came to me, stopped and looked down at me with a faint smile in his dark eyes.
"Why, aren't you happy to see me?"
Seeing that I hadn't spoken for a long time, Xiao Mo frowned slightly and opened his mouth with some displeasure.
"No, it's just an accident. I thought you wouldn't come to me again."
I recovered and thought that I hadn't seen Xiao Mo for a week. My eyes were sour, some uncomfortable, and my voice became stuffy.
"Gu Xinan, why do I think you seem wronged?"
When Xiao Mo saw me like this, the sword eyebrow picked up, and the smile on Jun's face became more obvious.
How do I feel that this man seems very happy when he sees me sad?
"No, you think too much."
I sucked my nose and didn't want the tears in my eyes to fall. Then I shifted my eyes and stopped looking at Xiao mo.
"Come on, let's go home."
Xiao Mo didn't ask anything, said this sentence, directly took my hand and strode towards his car.