I looked at Xiao Mo calmly, without any ups and downs in my eyes.
Xiao Mo stared at me with angry eyes. I didn't speak. He also kept silent.
Some don't know how to face Xiao mo. I turn over and get out of bed.
"Gu Xinan, tell me clearly what's the matter with you!"
Xiao Mo grabbed my arm and looked at me with a forbearing anger. He didn't get angry with me immediately. He was already very patient.
"It's all right. I'm going to get up."
I looked at Xiao Mo calmly, and there was no expression on my face.
I know that even if I told Xiao Mo what I thought, it was useless, because his love for me was just in bed.
"Today is Saturday!"
Xiao Mo clenched his teeth and flashed a sullen fire at the bottom of his eyes, which might erupt at any time.
I was a little stunned. I forgot that today is Saturday and I don't have to go to work, but I don't want to face Xiao Mo now.
"I'll see Gu Xin."
After I said this, I began to dress. No matter what excuse I make, I just want to leave here.
Xiao Mo didn't stop me, but his cold eyes stayed on me. I could feel his anger, but I'm not in the mood to ignore it now.
After leaving Cuiping community and breathing fresh air, I feel much better, but I don't know what to do now.
I don't know what else I can do. If I go to see Gu Xin, my mother's cold words are indispensable, but I don't want to face Xiao mo.
I stood on the road for a long time until my cell phone rang. When I saw the name of murongze beating on the screen, I frowned slightly, but I was connected.
"Hello."
My voice is a little hoarse, with traces of crying.
"Hey, what are you doing?"
Murong Ze's excited voice came from the other end of the phone.
"Nothing. I'm outside."
I sucked my nose and opened my mouth lightly.
"Why does your voice sound wrong? Have you cried?"
Murong Ze found the difference in my voice. When he spoke again, his tone took care.
"I'm in a bad mood. Can you talk with me?"
Now, whether it's Xiao Mo or my parents, I don't know how to face it. I can relax only when I'm with Murong Ze. He's a cheerful person. It should be much better to chat with such a friend.
"OK, where are you now? I'll pick you up."
Murongze agreed without hesitation. I vaguely felt that his tone seemed to be worried about me.
"I waited for you at the last bus stop."
"OK, you wait for me."
After murongze said this, he hung up the phone.
More than ten minutes later, murongze's car appeared in my sight. It was still the fiery red Ferrari.
Murong Ze parked the car steadily in front of me. After getting off the car, he opened the co driver's door for me very gentlemanly.
Looking at the sunny smile on his handsome face, the haze in my heart disappeared a lot. When I am with people who love to laugh, my mood will not be so bad.
Murong Ze sat in the driver's seat. After starting the car, he turned to look at me with concern in his clear eyes. "Just now you said on the phone that you were in a bad mood. What happened?"
Murong Ze's gentle and caring eyes make me feel warm in my heart. Although we have just known each other for a short time, he always makes me feel warm like a family member.
"There are many reasons. One is the problem in my family. In addition, there are emotional problems."
I now regard murongze as the object of talk, so I don't intend to hide it from him.
"I know something about your family. I really wronged you when I was born in such a family."
Murongze saw my mother's attitude towards me when he took care of me in the hospital last time, so even if I didn't say it, he could guess the situation in my family.
"By the way, what do you mean by emotional problems? Having a boyfriend?"
When murongze asked this question, his eyes became a little nervous. His clear eyes stared at me without blinking.
The first time I was stared at like this, I was very uncomfortable to turn my eyes away and said faintly, "no, I won't make a boyfriend in a short time."
Xiao Mo can't be my boyfriend, and I don't know when our relationship will end. I don't know when I'll find a boyfriend.
"Since it's not because of my boyfriend, why?"
Murong Ze breathed a long sigh of relief. After slowing down, he turned to look at me with doubts in his tone.
"I like a person, but I know we can't be together."
Thinking of Xiao Mo, my eyes became painful. I really don't want to lose myself like this. I hate that I can't control my heart.
After Murong Ze heard what I said, his face became a little lost. After a while, he looked up at my eyes and said again, "since you like him, why can't you be together?"
"The identity gap between us is too big. He doesn't like me, and he already has a girlfriend."
Remembering that Xiao Mo had been with Anna last night, they must have gone to bed. I felt uncomfortable.
I didn't want Murong Ze to see me so embarrassed. I turned to look out of the window and covered it up.
After listening to my talk, Murong Ze looked at me with complex eyes and didn't speak. I didn't know what was thinking in his heart. I was also surprised that he didn't open his mouth to comfort me.
Both of us were silent, as if we couldn't find the topic for a while.
"Since it is impossible to be together, then choose to put it down. Don't let yourself sink deeper and deeper. At that time, the pain is yourself."
After a long time, Murong Ze's voice came again. His tone of voice was less ruffian and became serious.
I sighed. I know this truth better than anyone, but if I can put it down easily, is it still called love? If I could put it down easily, I wouldn't feel so bad now.
"I know."
I bowed my head and answered faintly.
"Seeing that you are in such a bad mood, I'll take you to the seaside and blow the cold wind. Maybe you'll feel much better."
Murongze didn't say anything else that made me sad. He raised a big smile at me, and then the car turned around quickly.
"Isn't the sea far from here?"
"My driving skills are so good that I will arrive soon. If you are tired, close your eyes and have a rest. When you arrive, I will wake you up."
I have worked in city a for several years and haven't been to the seaside. In fact, I also want to see it.