"Time has passed for so long, you don't have to apologize to me, and I don't need it, and I hope you don't contact me again in the future."
Now Xu Jialiang couldn't lift any ripples in my heart. I finished this sentence indifferently, didn't give him a chance to speak, and hung up the phone directly.
It was really painful when I betrayed. At that time, I had a feeling that I couldn't live, but when I look back, I'm glad that I wouldn't know Xiao Mo without his betrayal.
I once thought that Xu Jialiang must be the man I love most in my life, but now it seems that I am wrong. Now I know what is the feeling of love.
Although I had no feelings for Xu Jialiang, I was still in a bad mood when I suddenly received his call. After all, I was the one who hurt me the most.
I was bored at home all morning. I felt that if I continued to stay at home, I would be bored, so I decided to go shopping with Xiao Nuo in the afternoon.
I gave him a call. After making an appointment, I went downstairs to find her.
But I just saw a man I didn't want to see at the door of the community - Xu Jialiang.
He suddenly appeared at the door of Cuiping community, which surprised me. I don't know why he was here, but I instinctively don't want to see him.
"Peace of mind!"
I turned around and wanted to go home. By this time, he had seen me. He strode towards me and had called out my name.
He has seen me, and I can't pretend not to see him. I can only stop, turn around and look at him indifferently.
"Peace of mind, I've been waiting here for a long time. I didn't expect to meet you here. It's really great."
Xu Jialiang came up to me and looked at me in surprise.
Looking at this familiar and strange face, I don't feel at all. I just want to leave here quickly.
"What are you waiting for me to do here? I've made it clear to you on the phone. I don't need your apology."
Thinking of the call he made to me this morning, I became a little upset. In fact, I don't want to have any contact with him now.
Seeing my indifference, Xu Jialiang's eyes became a little sad. He looked into my eyes and spoke for a long time.
"Peace of mind, I know I hurt you so deeply. You should resent me, but I still want to apologize to you."
Xu Jialiang looked at me with gentle eyes, just like when we were in love. At that time, I was excited every time I saw his gentle eyes, but now I don't feel at all.
"I accept your apology. Now that your apology is over, I'll go first."
For a man who doesn't love or hate, I don't want to waste too much words. I have to go shopping with Xiao Nuo. I don't want to waste time with him.
"Peace of mind, are you still hating me?"
Xu Jialiang suddenly stood in front of me and asked this sentence with some pain.
I frowned slightly and was dissatisfied that he blocked my way.
"I don't hate you for a long time. You think too much."
"Really, you really don't hate me, don't hate me for hurting you so deeply?"
Xu Jialiang looked at me with some surprise and questioned in his tone.
"Xu Jialiang, if you have nothing else to do, can I go? I have something else to do!"
I don't want to tell him a word of nonsense. I just want to get out of here now.
"Peace of mind, let's have dinner together."
At this time, Xu Jialiang offered me an invitation, but I was surprised that he suddenly offered to invite me to dinner, and instinctively refused.
"No, it seems that our relationship is not suitable for eating together. Please don't come here to see me again. I don't want my boyfriend to see a misunderstanding."
Xu Jialiang is my ex boyfriend anyway. Xiao Mo is a very careful man. He has a strong desire for possession. He will be angry if he sees that I still contact Xu Jialiang.
I just want to be with him now and don't want to cause some trouble.
However, things are always not as good as people want. I have made it so clear, but Xu Jialiang still has some perseverance.
"Peace of mind, don't you really know why I'm looking for you?"
Seeing that my attitude was so cold from beginning to end, Xu Jialiang was a little worried. He looked at my back and said this sentence anxiously.
"Why?"
Sure enough, it's not just an apology. I stopped and looked at him indifferently.
"Peace of mind, I know what I'm going to say may make you think I'm scum and cheap, but I still want to tell you."
Xu Jialiang's eyes became very serious. He looked into my eyes and continued to speak.
"At first, I was obsessed and betrayed you, but after we broke up, I found that the person I really love in my heart is you. For more than half a year, I have dreamed of you every night and that we had a happy time. Peace of mind. The purpose of coming to you today is to ask for your forgiveness. I want to start over with you."
Xu Jialiang said these words continuously, and I had been shocked and opened my eyes. I never thought that he came to me today and said compound words.
But I was surprised. I didn't feel anything in my heart, because I didn't love him for a long time.
I looked at him calmly without interrupting him, but there was no surprise on my face.
"Peace of mind, all the previous things were my fault. Now I really know it's wrong. I also know that the person I love is you, so I really beg you to forgive me and forgive my harm to you. Would you please give me another chance?"
When Xu Jialiang said these words, he had come to me. He held my hand tightly. His expression was very serious and sincere.
But for me, no matter what he says, I won't feel it anymore, because if I don't love someone, I just don't love it, and I won't change my mind because of his few words.
I pulled out my hand and looked at him indifferently.
"Xu Jialiang, we are over, and I can't be with you in my life, so you'd better die."
This man once betrayed me. I'm at ease. Even if it's cheap, I won't stand a man's betrayal.
And I have no feeling for him for a long time. I don't have any feeling for how regretful and sincere he is.
My tone was cold, and I said what I said without any room for discussion. Xu Jialiang's face was stiff, and his face suddenly became a little ugly.
He certainly didn't expect to meet again. My attitude towards him would be so indifferent.