Chapter 509

"Since you hate me so much, why bother to come to me? I don't know him. You should be the happiest, shouldn't you?"

I don't care about Chen Jiajia's cold words at all. People who are not important to me can't cause me any emotion at all.

"If I hadn't watched my mother getting weaker and weaker in recent days, do you think I would like to come to you? If you still have a little conscience, you'd go with me!"

At the moment, the two of us are at war. She doesn't like me, and I don't like her either. If it weren't for her being my mother's daughter, I'm afraid I'd have asked someone to drive her out.

"Do I have a conscience? It has nothing to do with you. Whether I go to see him or not is also my business. You can't control it. If you don't want the security guard to drive out, you'd better leave now, otherwise I'm not sure I have the patience to spend with you!"

Listening to her blaming words, the anger in my heart burned even more. My eyebrows wrinkled tightly and directly opened my mouth to her indifference.

"You! Gu Xinan, don't deceive people too much! I've come to you myself. What else do you want!"

My words completely angered Chen Jiajia. She stared at me angrily and burned her anger in her eyes.

"You're being amorous here, but I've never thought about meeting her. You took the initiative to come to me today. Weren't you very reasonable in the past? That's all I can do now."

I looked into her eyes expressionless and spoke coldly.

"Gu Xinan, sooner or later you will regret it!"

After Chen Jiajia said this threat, he turned and strode away.

I don't like being threatened by others. I frown slightly, but now she has left, so I can only suppress the anger in my heart.

I'm also very clear about Chen Jiajia. My attitude is very clear. I won't recognize her.

However, Chen Jiajia said that her health has become worse and worse recently. I'm still worried.

Although I can't forgive him, I don't want her to get sick in my heart. After all, she gave birth to my mother. Even if she had done something sorry for me, she was kind to me. She conceived in October and gave birth to me hard. This is the greatest kindness.

In the next few days, I didn't see her again, which made me relaxed. At the same time, I was worried about whether he was getting worse and worse, so I wouldn't appear at the door of the company waiting for me.

Perhaps there is such a constant bond between mother and daughter. I have been worried about her body these days, and at this time, I did hear about her illness and hospitalization.

When I heard the news, my heart had never been flustered. At that time, my heart was afraid of what serious illness she had.

At the moment when I heard that she was ill and hospitalized, I didn't care about my hatred for her. I just wanted to see her healthy.

I learned that she was ill and hospitalized. It was Chen Jiajia who called me. After hanging up, I became completely disoriented.

The first thing I thought of was Xiao mo. I called him. He kept comforting me to calm down and don't worry. At the same time, he also drove towards me.

Probably because he knew I was worried. He drove very fast and came downstairs in more than ten minutes.

When I got into Xiao Mo's car, my body trembled and my hands became cold. I had never been so afraid as now.

Xiao Mo saw me like this, his eyebrows wrinkled slightly, and then reached out to hold my hand. "Don't worry, it'll be fine. I've called murongze. He has arranged the most professional doctor. He clearly told me that it's a slight physical weakness, and it's no big deal."

Xiao Mo looked into my eyes and said these words seriously.

I was still very afraid. After hearing his words, my hanging heart relaxed.

Xiao Mo has already said so. It must not be serious. Recalling the feeling of fear just now, I am a little annoyed.

Obviously, on the surface, I don't want to admit my relationship with him, but when I heard that he was ill, I was so worried. I looked down on myself. I clearly told myself to treat her as a stranger, but I found that I couldn't do anything.

"It's okay, it's okay."

Although I am a little annoyed, I am more comfortable at the same time, as long as she is fine.

"Your heart clearly cares about her. You care about her so much. Why don't you try to recognize her?"

Xiao Mo drove the car seriously. When he said this, his tone was very serious.

I know he must not understand me now. I care about my mother very much in my heart, but every time I see her, I always say cold words and always say something that hurts her.

"You don't understand my mood. It's because I care about her that I can't accept the fact that he once abandoned me. It's really difficult for me to convince myself that he loves me."

In fact, I don't want to know him in my heart, but I can't pass the pass in my heart.

More than 20 years ago, the reason for our separation was that if she didn't abandon me, I could accept any reason, but she abandoned me, which I couldn't accept.

"I know what you think in your heart, and I also know that your heart is very painful, but it has been more than 20 years since she abandoned you. If she doesn't really love you, why should she look for you?"

Xiao Mo turned around and looked at me with a distressed face. He was always the one who understood my mood, but what he said at the moment was persuading me to recognize each other.

"What if she loves me? Even if she loves me, it's true that she once abandoned me."

I don't deny that I can see from her eyes that she loves me, but the harm she has caused to me can't be erased just by saying she loves me.

"Gu Xinan, don't you think you are too tired? Why are you always so serious about emotional things? She is your biological mother. Haven't you always longed for maternal love? Now you can try to forgive her. When you forgive him, you won't live so painful."

Xiao Mo frowned every day. Maybe he didn't agree with me. His tone became a little angry.

I know what he said every time is very reasonable. I also know that he must be for my good, but I'm not sure I can really forgive?

I admit that I am one track minded in this matter. It is because I care too much that I can't easily forgive.