Chapter 2554

Sitting beside me, Zhao Qin also felt the change of my face. He held out his small hand and held my palm. He looked into my eyes and asked, "what's the matter?"

I took a look at Zhao Qin and said with a smile, "it's OK. I'm just thinking about something."

Zhao Qin let out a cry, and then he didn't speak any more.

I seem to have some desire to talk at this time. I asked Zhao Qin, "do you think I have changed?"

Zhao Qin didn't understand what I meant. He looked at me suspiciously and shook his head.

"No? Or didn't you feel it? " I continued.

Zhao Qin tilted his head to think about it and said to me, "it should not be."

"If you think about it carefully, take me when we first met and compare me now. Is there any change between the two?" I said.

This time Zhao Qin thought about it for a long time. After a long time, he came back to me and said, "if you have to say something about change, it should be a lot more mature, right? At that time, you were still a student. You couldn't consider many things and didn't worry about them. "

A lot more mature?

Hearing Zhao Qin's words, I couldn't help laughing bitterly.

"Is hypocrisy a sign of maturity?" I said with a hi.

"Hypocrisy? Do you think you're hypocritical now? " Zhao Qin stares into my eyes.

"Isn't it?" I laughed.

"If I was in No.2 Middle School, when I met that kind of thing just now, I don't want to say that ITO Feng didn't apologize. Even if ITO Feng apologized, I'm afraid I'll leave him some unforgettable memories. But just now I didn't do that. Instead, I accepted Ito's apology and even had a drink with him, just like we didn't do anything just now. Isn't that hypocritical enough? "

At that time, I was still a little frivolous. When I met something, I would only do it by what I wanted to do in my heart. To be nice, it was called blood. To be ugly, it was reckless and brainless.

After all, I was only a child growing up in Fenghuang village. Even after I arrived at Mordor, I really understood the identity of my father, my mother and my cousin. My behavior was no different from that of ordinary people.

No matter what I did at that time, I always acted according to my own temperament. After meeting people like Xia Qing and Jiang Mingchi, their behavior was dismissive to me at that time. I felt that they were too hypocritical. It seemed that they could abandon any bottom line for the sake of interests.

Later, I gradually became involved in this kind of war without gunpowder. I fought with Xia Wanyu, Xia Qing, Jiang Mingchuan and even the evil Gongsun Lanlan. They all lived in the world of scheming and means when they were young. How could I be their opponent at that time?

If it wasn't for my cousin song Sisi and Lin Wei who stood firmly behind me, I would have been killed by these people.

In this kind of environment, I have to make changes. Although the final scheming can't be compared with Xia Wanyu, Gongsun Lanlan and others, it's much better than me who just walked into the magic capital.

Of course, what I don't want to see is also attached to me, such as the hypocrisy just shown.

Just now, I sat with Liu Qingzhou and ITO Feng, and each of them chatted with a different smile. What's the difference between Xia Qing and Jiang Mingchi, whom I despised at the beginning?

I thought they were hypocritical at the beginning, but now I've become what I call hypocritical. When I think of this problem, I feel a lot of emotion.

"There's no way." Zhao Qin smiles at me.

"If you face today's incident as you did before, the consequences will be quite serious, and you may go to the International Court of justice. But now you can ignore the disgust in your heart, so that this consequence does not happen, which is also a good thing, isn't it? People will grow up. In this kind of environment, how can everything be implemented according to their own heart? If you think more about it, you will have more scruples, and you will not easily have problems. This is what you need to experience in life. This kind of growth, you can't understand it as hypocrisy, even if you are still just an ordinary person, at this age, I'm afraid that people have trouble, all kinds of communication also have to say a lot of words, do a lot of things? What's more, you are such an identity now? With this "hypocrisy" you call it, you can draw a line with ordinary people instead of integrating into that group. You can only become a mediocre person all your life. "

Zhao Qin knew what I was thinking in my heart. When he comforted me, he always chose the key point.

Although Zhao Qin has been spoiled since childhood, and has never experienced what I have experienced, he is also a smart man. He knows what I am worried about when he thinks about it.

When I heard Zhao Qin's words, I laughed at her and said, "I understand what you said, just a little sigh. At the beginning, I thought that I would never be such a person. This kind of hypocrisy made me feel sick. I didn't expect that now I spend all the time unconsciously in the so-called hypocrisy. To my surprise, sometimes I can enjoy it, especially when I get the benefits I want by some means. "At that time, Zhangjia was the overlord of mordu and even the whole Yangtze River Delta region. When I just learned that I was going to carry the mission of restoring the overlord of Zhangjia, I was very nervous.

After all, the two families of Jiang and Xia look so powerful. How can I fight them?

Later, I gradually integrated into this level of war, and got the benefits I wanted with the help of myself or others, which made me slowly feel that in this war, it does not seem that all factors are unacceptable.

It seems that interest is really a magic thing that can drive everyone to change. No wonder Gongsun Lanlan, Xia Wanyu and others will be so fond of interest, which really makes no sense.

Zhao Qin lowered his head and thought about it. Then he opened his mouth to me and said, "if you can treat it as a game, maybe you can accept it more in your heart."

As a game?

The game of rights?

When I heard Zhao Qin's words, I was stunned, and then I began to laugh bitterly.

How much ability and courage should we have to treat this kind of interest dispute as a game? Can I see all this now?

Obviously, it's impossible. I still have a long way to go. I know that if I leave my cousin song Sisi and others, I'm nothing. I'm afraid I'll be killed by others soon.

Maybe the only one who can really see all this as a game is my cousin?

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