Chapter 2849

I can't help but be stunned. When I was in Fenghuang village, didn't song Sisi kill me just 0.5cm away?

Is that why my cousin wants to kill song Sisi?

Do you mean I'm my cousin's bottom line?

So why didn't my cousin cry when she saw me "dead"?

Since I asked my cousin this question in Kunnan hospital, I have been very concerned about it.

My cousin said that she didn't cry when she saw me lying in a pool of blood, which made my heart tangled.

Even my dead cousin can't cry. When will my cousin cry?

It's not that my bad taste is making trouble. I really want to see my cousin cry for something, but I haven't experienced the honor until now.

"Sister, hasn't song Sisi killed me yet?" I thought about it, then said to my cousin.

"But she almost killed you." Cousin again pulled the corner of the mouth, but I did not see any smile in the cousin's expression.

"If song Sisi deviates a little bit when he starts, I will never see my cousin again. Do you think I should have the idea of killing song Sisi?"

I was stunned. After listening to what my cousin said, was fan Xuan's action really her cousin's idea?

If this is the case, then I am really the bottom line in my cousin's heart.

In the past, my cousin was so kind that she didn't blush with others. It made me feel as if no matter who was in front of her, she could treat her with courtesy.

In my cousin's eyes, it seems that there is no distinction between allies and opponents.

But when song Sisi touched me, my cousin had a motive to kill me. Isn't that touching my cousin's bottom line?

Although it has been basically confirmed that my status in my cousin's heart belongs to the bottom line position, anyone who meets my cousin will be furious.

But I did not have the joy in my heart, because this time song Sisi touched the bottom line of her cousin.

Although song Sisi fled yesterday, if her cousin wants to fight against song Sisi, can song Sisi fight her?

No matter who cousin and song Sisi can fight, this is the result I don't want to see.

Cousin naturally found what I thought in my heart, sighed a little and said to me: "cousin, song Sisi's departure would have made you more heartless. Why are you still more influenced by feelings now?"

When I heard my cousin's words, I was stunned.

Yes!

It is reasonable to say that song Sisi's betrayal will make it more difficult for me to believe in feelings. How much influence did it have on me when I learned that Jiang Qingqing cheated me?

But now I seem to be thinking about Song Si all the time. Why did I become like this? Hate song Sisi in my heart, is that what we should have? But I didn't hate song Sisi in my heart. I just felt very sad for song Sisi's leaving.

"Maybe May be some understanding of song Sisi's work? I don't know I thought about it, and then said to my cousin.

My cousin looked at me, and then said again, "it's very dangerous for you. Song Sisi is also a dangerous person. Haven't you reacted up to now?"

"I got it." I said with a sad face.

"I know that song Sisi is very dangerous. Even yesterday, song Sisi set up such a serial plan to kill me. But I still can't bring up some hatred to song Sisi. Did I trust song Sisi too much before? This is not right. Shouldn't it be that the more I trust and betray, the stronger my hatred in my heart? Now why is it the other way around? "

How can I not understand the current situation? But I really can't hate song Sisi.

I always feel that song Sisi is song Sisi and Yu Xuanji is Yu Xuanji. These two people are not the same person.

Now yuxuanji has the appearance of song Sisi and the memory of song Sisi, so I don't want to deal with yuxuanji.

Yesterday, if it wasn't for me, Yu Xuanji would have died under the knife of his beard.

My cousin thought about it, then looked at me and said, "if I'm not wrong, cousin, you should feel guilty for song Sisi, so you have such a mentality."

Guilt?

What do I feel guilty about song Sisi? Song Sisi defected to Zhang Jia and almost killed me. Shouldn't song Sisi feel guilty for me?

Looking at my blank face, my cousin explained again: "you take all the responsibility for what Uncle Zhang did in those years on your own. In addition, you think that without song Sisi, there would be no Zhangjia today, and even song Sisi has saved your life many times. These factors are intertwined in your cousin's heart, so you finally don't want to attack song Sisi."

After hearing my cousin's explanation, I understood.

I said why I have such forgiveness for song Sisi. Is that the reason?It seems so!

"Well What should I do now? I really can't bring up a trace of hatred for song Sisi. I can't hate song Sisi for no reason, can I? " I thought about it, and then turned to my cousin for help.

My cousin gave me a little smile and said to me, "let it develop like this. Maybe it will have a wonderful effect."

What's the magic of this?

I can't help but smile bitterly. Now I'm not strengthened because of the departure of song Sisi, but indecisive.

Now Zhangjia is facing a great crisis, and I have such and such problems. Who knows if Zhangjia will be declared war by other families and forces overnight? What should Zhangjia do then?

"Sister, am I a waste?" I asked my cousin with a decadent look on my face.

My cousin looked at me and said with a smile, "why do you think so?"

"How many times have I been in danger? If I were someone else, I would have grown into a monster, but I didn't grow up. On the contrary, I still have a tendency to degenerate. What is such a person? Such waste will only harm Zhangjiakou. " I sighed a little and said, with a strong sense of powerlessness in my heart.

"Cousin, how many times have I said that? Let's not belittle yourself. " My cousin said.

"A blessing in disguise? This seems to be a bad thing for you. Who knows if it will play a decisive role in the future? For now, at least, you can help Zhang bring a lot of benefits. "

My cousin said that, and then she handed me the white paper in her hand.

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