Zhou Xiaoxiao body stopped in place, did not turn around, as if in a daze in general.
And I also stare at Zhou Xiaoxiao's back, there is no focus in my eyes, and my thoughts have already flown to the unknown distance.
Zhou Xiaoxiao and I kept our own movements just like the picture was frozen.
I don't know how long after that, Zhou Xiaoxiao's body trembled and turned around. Her face was already full of tears. Where was her free and easy appearance before?
Zhou Xiaoxiao didn't speak. Instead, he ran towards me and threw himself into my arms. He put his hand around my neck and cried.
At this time, I was still in a dull state. I didn't even know when Zhou Xiaoxiao jumped into my arms.
When I react, Zhou Xiaoxiao still buries his head in my arms and weeps, and his shoulders stir. It can be seen that Zhou Xiaoxiao is crying very sad at this time.
I don't know what to do. I can only stretch out my hand and pat Zhou Xiaoxiao's shoulder. Zhou Xiaoxiao seems to be unable to stop. I even feel that my chest is soaked.
That's because of Zhou Xiaoxiao's tears.
My heart is also abnormal uncomfortable, uncomfortable in where I can not say.
Maybe it's because I can't bear Zhou Xiaoxiao?
Zhou Xiaoxiao said before that her departure may take three or four years, or five or six years.
Even I can hear Zhou Xiaoxiao's voice over. She probably won't come back.
Even if Zhou Xiaoxiao comes back again, it's just a polite way to come and play, isn't it? Maybe Zhou Xiaoxiao at that time would say hello to me when he saw me, but he should not get along as we used to.
Maybe Zhou Xiaoxiao also understood such a problem, so at this time Zhou Xiaoxiao would cry so sad in my arms.
Sad mood can be contagious, Zhou Xiaoxiao cry like this, my heart also gradually began to wet up.
But I'm a man, how can I cry?
So I just forbear, can only reach out a hand gently patting Zhou Xiaoxiao's shoulder to comfort, but not willing to say a word.
It seems that Zhou Xiaoxiao was very tired just now?
Zhou Xiaoxiao wants to say goodbye in a free and easy way, but he has not succeeded. Before he can get out of the room, Zhou Xiaoxiao has collapsed.
Women are sentimental animals, and Zhou Xiaoxiao is no exception.
For such a parting moment, even a big man like me can't stand it, not to mention Zhou Xiaoxiao?
That's why Zhou Xiaoxiao cried like this. It's not Zhou Xiaoxiao's fault. No one can blame him.
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Zhou Xiaoxiao still left. After crying in my arms for a while, he didn't say anything. He just stood on tiptoe and pecked at my lips. Then he covered his mouth and left the room.
And I sat on the sofa and started to stay again. I felt what I had lost in my heart. I didn't know exactly what I had lost.
I want to keep Zhou Xiaoxiao in my heart very much. When Zhou Xiaoxiao just held me and cried, I wanted to keep Zhou Xiaoxiao in the magic capital and by my side, so I don't have to experience this parting?
But I still did not speak, I have no reason, I am not qualified to leave Zhou Xiaoxiao.
Why should I stay? This is Zhou Xiaoxiao's decision!
And what do I want Zhou Xiaoxiao to do? Let her stay by my side and become the target of the Jiang family or the Xia family?
That way, I can only harm Zhou Xiaoxiao, and what Zhou Xiaoxiao said before is not wrong. Maybe this trip can bring Zhou Xiaoxiao great harvest, which is meaningful to Zhou Xiaoxiao's whole life. Why should I stay?
So now I can only watch Zhou Xiaoxiao leave without saying anything.
The world is full of all kinds of helplessness, after all, not everything can be in line with their own mind at the same time can also meet the needs and interests of all aspects, the world has never been such a good thing.
This is Zhou Xiaoxiao's choice. Maybe Zhou Xiaoxiao can find her own happiness in this trip. It's better to be surrounded by demons and threatened by others all the time?
So thinking, sitting on the sofa, I gradually took back my eyes, the whole person slowly returned to reality from my thoughts, but my eyes were still a little at a loss, and my hands were groping on my body.
Finally, I took out a package of wrinkled ruanhonghe. I don't know when I bought this package of cigarettes. I only know that I haven't smoked for a long time. If I hadn't just experienced a parting, I would not even remember the existence of cigarettes.
I shook one out, held it in my mouth and lit it up. I sucked it hard.
Because I haven't smoked for a long time, I inhaled too much this time. I didn't react at once, and then I coughed violently.Although the lung is very painful, but my heart is a lot better.
Smoke can't be said to be all bad. For example, if you take a breath at this time, some turbid gas accumulated in your heart can be exhaled together with the smoke in your lungs.
Of course, it may be cough, but it's not very important.
After smoking a cigarette, I felt a lot better. I stood up to tidy up my clothes, picked up the two small bottles on the table and prepared to leave here.
I definitely want Wuyin to study the poison I got from Xia Qing. I don't know if it's as powerful as Xia Qing said. Can it really lead the world medical level for 20 years?
If it is true, then who has the ability to create such things?
I didn't think much about it. Maybe I can find out from here and say nothing.
At this moment, my mobile phone rings.
I had no choice but to put the small bottle on the table again, took out my mobile phone and looked at the caller ID.
Xia Wanyu?
I feel a little excited at this time, I wonder if my daughter is going to be born? It seems to be a little earlier, but it's reasonable.
Thinking about this, I trembled and pressed the answer button with my right hand, forced myself to calm down and said to Xia Wanyu, "Wanyu, what's the matter?"
I don't know if Xia Wanyu on the other side of the phone recognized that there was something wrong with my tone. She was quite puzzled and asked, "Zhang Cheng, what's the matter with you? How do you speak? Your voice is trembling
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