It is precisely because Zhou Xiaoxiao clearly understood this point that when I was in contact with Zhao Lin, Zhou Xiaoxiao never said anything and even gave his blessing.
Now Zhao Lin recalled that time and realized how hard Zhou Xiaoxiao had been at that time.
If I was with Zhou Xiaoxiao at that time, Zhao Lin could only become a marginal person to watch, because she was a good friend with Zhou Xiaoxiao, so she could say something to me, make some jokes that were closer to her friends, and even send her blessing and indifferent smile on the spot when I was close to Zhou Xiaoxiao Are you here?
Zhao Lin did not dare to guarantee, even Zhao Lin felt that he might collapse on the spot, which is not a kind of torture? Why let this torture accompany you? Maybe Zhao Lin will choose to leave?
But Zhou Xiaoxiao has done this, she really disguised very well, if not Zhao Lin deliberately observed, Zhao Lin really can not see that Zhou Xiaoxiao actually has such a mind.
Even Zhao Lin can understand that Zhou Xiaoxiao's love for me is no less than her own. Even Zhao Lin can see that Zhou Xiaoxiao's love is even longer than Zhao Lin's.
Is such Zhou Xiaoxiao not enough to make people feel distressed?
After thinking about all this, Zhao Lin also made up her mind to separate from me. She couldn't let her best sister pay alone.
And I also recovered slowly from the shock. When I looked at Zhao Lin again, my heart was like being knocked over. All kinds of emotions surged into my heart, even my thoughts were so confused that I didn't know what I was thinking.
"But what does it have to do with your break with Zhou Xiaoxiao? Isn't this more damaging to Zhou Xiaoxiao? " I asked suspiciously.
I also thought of some of the things, more feel Zhou Xiaoxiao is a poor girl.
She has liked me for so long, but now I find out this fact.
Even before Xia Qing used Zhou Xiaoxiao's parents to force Zhou Xiaoxiao to deal with me, which must make Zhou Xiaoxiao feel very sad and embarrassed, right?
How could Zhou Xiaoxiao feel about this dilemma?
Thinking of this, I feel more distressed about this girl, and I secretly regret why I didn't hold Zhou Xiaoxiao and let Zhou Xiaoxiao stay?
If I had seen this earlier, would I have stopped Zhou Xiaoxiao from leaving, and would it be another ending now?
I don't want to think about these things, because these things have never happened, and no one dares to speculate.
But all I know is that I'm really sorry for Zhou Xiaoxiao. That's what happened from the beginning!
If I knew what Zhou Xiaoxiao thought from the beginning, and knew that Zhou Xiaoxiao's love for me was not groundless, I would persuade him earlier and untie Zhou Xiaoxiao's heart knot, then I'm afraid Zhou Xiaoxiao would not have such a hard time for so many years, right?
"I want to help Xiaoxiao, I want to help you." Zhao Lin sighed again and said.
"At that time, I determined Xiaoxiao's feelings for you. I think Xiaoxiao is more suitable for you, at least She won't hold you back. Xiaoxiao is so smart. If you are with Xiaoxiao, Xiaoxiao will be your best assistant to help you accomplish your mission. At that time, my position was very embarrassing, so I would borrow a topic to play, and Xiaoxiao is a stranger, want to let Xiaoxiao without any psychological pressure with you
"But you didn't expect that this made Zhou Xiaoxiao feel more guilty?"
"Yes." Zhao Lin nodded bitterly.
"I really didn't expect that Xiaoxiao would be so kind. In terms of emotion, Xiaoxiao never thought about himself. Xiaoxiao thinks that I broke up with you because of her reason, and Xiaoxiao also has a strong sense of guilt for me, so my doing this not only has no effect, but also makes you more distant from Xiaoxiao. If Xiaoxiao had a little selfishness, it would not be like this. Maybe you would be together very well. But Xiaoxiao didn't, and even let Xiaoxiao hide her feelings more deeply. She didn't dare to express her heart to you. This hiding is so many years. It's really hard for Xiaoxiao. "
I sighed a little in my heart. I don't know if it's because of regret or helplessness or some other reason. Anyway, I only know that I have a bad feeling in my heart at this time.
Zhao Lin looked up at me and said again, "Xiaoxiao is a good girl. I really hurt her by doing this, which makes me feel guilty. Afterwards, I talked to Xiaoxiao about it, which is very euphemistic, but Xiaoxiao didn't care about it. She should have thought about the reason why I did it, but she deliberately avoided the topic in front of me. It seems that Xiaoxiao didn't want to use this method to be with you, even though she knew my mind at that time. "
"It's my problem." I sighed again and said.
"If I had discovered this problem earlier, I would have been able to untie Zhou Xiaoxiao's heart knot. Maybe now Zhou Xiaoxiao has found his own happiness, but I didn't find it in time, which leads to Zhou Xiaoxiao's bad life these years."Zhao Lin shook her head and said to me, "I know Xiaoxiao. If you do this, Xiaoxiao may have left at that time. At that time, we were still in love. If her mind was exposed, Xiaoxiao would leave us for fear of disturbing us. I know her and Xiaoxiao will do this."
I sighed again. It seems that Zhou Xiaoxiao, such a rational girl, is easy to get into trouble when facing some things.
"Can you contact Xiaoxiao again now? You say that if I persuade her to come back now, will she come back? " I thought about it, and then opened my mouth to Zhao Lin.
"Don't get me wrong, I have no other idea. Zhou Xiaoxiao wants to leave because of some complicated reasons. Before, I had no reason to leave Zhou Xiaoxiao. But I think now I should have a good talk with Zhou Xiaoxiao. Maybe I can help Zhou Xiaoxiao to get rid of his heart knot. "
Blame me for being too slow!
If I had seen Zhou Xiaoxiao's deep affection for me earlier, instead of asking Zhao Lin to take the initiative to remind me, I would have left Zhou Xiaoxiao without hesitation.
As a result, I didn't regret it until now. Even I don't know when I will meet Zhou Xiaoxiao next time. Sure enough, some things will slow down a little, so I have to slow down all the time.
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