Chapter 3204

Hearing the movement behind me, I knew that my cousin came out of the room.

However, I didn't look back at my cousin. My eyes were still out of the window. My eyes seemed to focus on a certain place, and also seemed to be lax.

When my cousin saw me like this, she seemed to guess why I was in a daze. She shook her head and sighed a little. Then she went to the front of the sofa and sat in front of me, blocking my sight.

I just reacted. Seeing my cousin sitting in front of me, I subconsciously turned my head.

Because I was afraid that my own eyes would turn red and be seen by my cousin. Just now, I thought a lot of things, and even had mixed feelings in my heart. This series of emotions surged into my heart. I felt that liquid could flow out of my eyes at any time.

I don't want to be seen as weak by my cousin, so I can only choose to escape.

"Then what The wind is so strong that it hits my eyes I reached out and rubbed my eyes. I found a reason that was not a reason to hide my weakness.

My cousin sighed again and said to me in a soft voice, "cousin, if you feel aggrieved in your heart, please cry. There is no outsider here."

Wronged in my heart?

Am I wronged?

It's impossible, isn't it? How can a big man feel aggrieved?

But Why is my nose so sour?

Hearing my cousin's words, I really want to cry at this time.

I used to trust song Sisi so much and regard him as my own brain, but he betrayed me and almost sent me to see Yama.

The people I trust hurt me the most!

In fact, I can almost let go of this. At most, I feel very sad when I think about it.

However, in Song Sisi's eyes, my trust became stupid. Now Song Sisi doesn't seem to remember that I used to trust her in general, or that she didn't care at all, and abandoned it like an old shoe.

Such things happen, my heart can not be wronged?

But do you have to cry when you are wronged?

It's just a sign of cowardice.

"Ha ha, cousin, what are you talking about? Do I seem to cry so easily? I'm not a kid. " I forced a smile in front of the cousin said.

How can my cousin not see the reluctance in my smile? My cousin didn't smile with me, but slowly extended her hand to touch my face. Her eyes were full of seriousness and helplessness.

"Cousin, do you know? It's really heartbreaking for you to be like this My cousin gently stroked my face and said.

I looked at my cousin in a daze. It was the first time I saw her like this.

"Sister, actually I'm fine." I smile again and take this opportunity to take a deep breath, which makes me feel better.

"What can't pass? Besides, it has been a month since this incident happened. It's time for me to forget it. I still have a long way to go. I can't fall into a month or more for one thing, can I? Doing so can only make me stand still and even regress. Cousin, didn't you tell me before? In this world, to survive is like sailing against the current. Since Song Sisi has pushed me to the edge of the cliff, I can't take the initiative to jump off the cliff, can I? "

My cousin sighed again. This is her third sighing in five minutes. What would make my cousin like this?

"Cousin, what you said is really good, but I hope you can do it." My cousin said slightly.

"I'll try." I nodded to my cousin seriously.

In fact, after what I said just now, my mood is not as bad as when I just hung up song Sisi's phone.

In the past, my cousin often helped me out of difficulties when I was confused. Now I can open myself. Is this a kind of progress?

"What does song Sisi want from you?" I guess my cousin thinks that topic just now is too heavy, right? My cousin took the initiative to change the subject.

"I said that there was any interest to be exchanged with me, and I refused her." I said to my cousin.

The cousin nodded, thought about it and asked, "what do you think of it in your heart?"

"I just refused."

"It's just your answer, sometimes It should be said that most of the time, people are always inconsistent My cousin said.

I opened my mouth. I really don't know how to answer my cousin's words.

Naturally, my cousin observed me and said to me again, "cousin, you really want to meet song Sisi, right?"

I looked at my cousin and didn't speak. In fact, I didn't know what I thought.

My cousin did not speak, but just looked at me, as if waiting for my answer.I then replied to my cousin, "elder sister, actually I have no foundation in my heart. I don't know whether I want to meet song Sisi or not."

Cousin clearly nodded, and then said to me again: "cousin, in fact, sometimes, hesitation can be regarded as default."

"Sister, what do you mean?"

"Your hesitation means that you have wavered in your heart, and it also means that you really want to meet song Sisi. Otherwise, how can you have such a feeling of hesitation?" My cousin said.

I'm speechless. My cousin is really my mentor in my life. Every time what I say is so reasonable that I can't refute it.

I gave a bitter smile again, and then said to my cousin, "even if I have this idea in my heart, it's useless. I can't really see song Sisi, can I? Do I have to let her give me a second shot? "

"Cousin, you can do what you think, and do it according to your heart. At least you won't regret it, will you?" My cousin said with a smile, but she didn't say whether she supported or opposed it.

"That's right, but..."

"Cousin, do you want me to let fan Xuan go with you?" My cousin interrupted me directly.

I'm full of black lines, thinking I said I'm going to pass? How come my cousin has already given me a good idea?

"Elder sister, I won't go there, and I won't believe song Sisi!" I said to my cousin seriously.

I've been harmed twice by song Sisi. Isn't it a fool for me to send me to the door this time?

I don't want to be a fool, so I made a firm decision this time.

"Are you sure you won't go?" My cousin looked at me with a smile and asked.

"Sure, sure and sure!" I firmly said, a completely unshakable appearance.

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