Jiang Qingqing looked back at me, but there was still no change in her expression. When she looked at me, it was like looking at a very common thing.
For Jiang Qingqing this kind of eyes without any feelings, I also gradually get used to it.
Since entering the room, I have met Jiang Qingqing again. Jiang Qingqing has never looked at me with other eyes.
"No, there's no need for that." Jiang Qingqing replied.
"I know I hurt you a lot, but It's no use saying so much now, things have happened, and I've been living with guilt these days. " I spoke again, with a look of instant pain, but it was soon covered up by me.
"I'd like to see you. I'd like to see what's the matter with you and if there's any serious problem. But I dare not come to see you. I'm afraid to see you now, because I'm afraid you will hate me. "
"Shouldn't I hate you?" Jiang Qingqing looked at me and asked. Even when she said such a sentence, Jiang Qingqing still didn't have any mood fluctuation.
I feel pain in my heart. I can clearly feel the change of Jiang Qingqing's attitude towards me.
Even before I and Jiang Qingqing, Jiang Qingqing has never been so calm in the face of me.
In Jiang Qingqing's eyes, I am no different from other people, or I am no different from other things, even a piece of paper or a cup.
Jiang Qingqing's performance made me feel worse than she hated me.
Now I even hope Jiang Qingqing can be emotional, Jiang Qingqing will have enough hate for me, so at least can let Jiang Qingqing remember me?
But now Jiang Qingqing is not like this. She has already begun to ignore me from the bottom of her heart. Is this Jiang Qingqing's revenge on me?
If so, it's really useful.
"I know you will hate me. In that case, I am so cruel to you. I know I should be hated." I replied, in a tone of chagrin.
But considering the situation at that time, it seems that I really have no choice, right?
"No, you don't understand." Jiang Qingqing said again.
"I know that at that time, you had no choice but to fight me. After all, your daughter is more important."
I opened my mouth slightly, trying to explain something, but I couldn't say anything.
Can I deny this fact? In fact, I really hurt Jiang Qingqing for my daughter's sake. This is not something I can explain. It has happened. No matter how I explain it, I can't change anything.
Jiang Qingqing didn't look at me any more and continued: "I admit that I hate you very much now, but I don't hate you because you started on me. Maybe this happened earlier. Even if you stabbed me in the stomach, I might forgive you. Unfortunately Why did you choose that time? "
Jiang Qingqing turned her head again and looked at me without blinking. There was still no expression on her face, but I finally felt a wave from Jiang Qingqing's tone and eyes.
Why at that time?
I Leng Leng, did not understand what Jiang Qingqing in the end means.
"I I don't have any way I explained.
"At that time, as soon as I walked out of the airport, I heard such a news. Just as you called me at that time, I had to find a way out of you. I'm sorry."
Looking at my painful face, Jiang Qingqing's expression was indifferent to the extreme.
"You have no idea what I'm talking about." Jiang Qingqing turned her head.
In the angle I didn't see, Jiang Qingqing secretly wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes.
I am more and more confused about what Jiang Qingqing is talking about. Can this matter be divided into different periods of time?
What does Jiang Qingqing mean?
Looking at the figure of Jiang Qingqing with her back to me, a little sadness was revealed, and my heart ached again.
"Zhang Cheng, you'd better go. There's nothing for you here, and you'll never know what you've done." Jiang Qingqing said to me without looking back, his voice was a little hoarse again.
"In fact, it's good for you, for me, or for children It's the best result for us. Don't come again in the future. I won't see you again. "
Hearing Jiang Qingqing's order, I felt uncomfortable again and insisted, "I won't leave. My purpose today is to ask for your forgiveness."
"I have forgiven you."
"No, you didn't forgive me." I retorted.
"Jiang Qingqing, actually I can understand you very well, really! You don't forgive me now. You hate me to the core. I can see that. "
"What more to say?" Jiang Qingqing said again."Since you understand this, I think you can better understand that it's useless for you to stay here any longer. It's better to leave directly, don't you think?"
"But I want you to forgive me." I said.
"Even if nothing can happen between us, I hope you can forgive me."
"It's not possible, it's not possible." Jiang Qingqing's mood seems to be gradually excited.
"Zhang Cheng, do you understand? Since the last time you decided to stab me with a knife, I can't forgive you any more. "
"You can stab me." I suddenly shook the butterfly knife into my palm.
Jiang Qingqing looked at me with no fear in her expression, just like Jiang Qingqing knew that I would not do anything to her at this time.
I handed the butterfly knife to Jiang Qingqing and said to her again, "if it can relieve even a little bit of anger, you can do it. You can do it anywhere on me. Even if you want my life, I won't say anything more."
Jiang Qingqing looked at the butterfly knife in my hand and didn't speak. She didn't know whether she was unwilling to speak or whether she was thinking about doing it.
After waiting for a long time, Jiang Qingqing still didn't speak. I took a deep breath again and said to Jiang Qingqing, "I know you can't do it now, so I'll do it myself."
When I said this, Jiang Qingqing still didn't have any expression on her face. She didn't even look at me. She kept looking at my butterfly knife.
I turned the tip of the knife and stabbed straight at my abdomen without hesitation.
Maybe this will really make Jiang Qingqing feel better? That's worth it!
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