Chapter 3811

Looking at my serious expression, Xia Wanyu sighed again. She sat beside me, stretched out her hands, held my palm in her hand, and murmured, "Zhang Cheng, is nothing else important in your eyes? Including me And the little words? "

Hearing Xia Wanyu's words, I was stunned again, and then quickly replied, "how can it be? You and Xiaoyu are the most important people in my life. How can I feel unimportant? "

"That's what you just said. Only those problems are the driving force for your survival." Xia Wanyu said quietly.

"Wan Yu, don't care about that." I said again.

"If there were no such problems, I would give up all the things in my hands and take you, your children and my cousin to live in Fenghuang village all the time. In fact, I have been tired of those rights struggles for a long time. I have been able to persist until now because there are still many problems that I want to figure out. Without the support of absolute strength, I would not be able to figure out. I don't mean what you think, do you understand? "

Looking at me like this, Xia Wanyu chuckled, just like a moment of flowers blooming.

"I was just trying to distract you." Xia Wanyu said.

"By the way, I'll see what my position is in your heart, but I'm very satisfied with your nervous performance just now."

Hearing Xia Wanyu's words, I was relieved.

I'm really worried that Xia Wanyu will miss what I just said.

"If only you didn't think much about it." I patted Xia Wanyu's little hand and said.

"I'm worried about how much you think." Xia Wanyu said.

"I know you have to be clear about those problems, but you don't have to be in the dark because of them anyway, do you understand? If such a thing really happens, there are too many people you are sorry for. First of all, aunt Tang certainly does not want to see you become like this because of her problems. "

Hearing Xia Wanyu's consolation, I also feel warm in my heart.

I seriously nodded to Xia Wanyu and said, "I understand. Although I know that it's very difficult to get answers to these questions, and maybe I won't have the chance to know the answers to these questions in the future, I won't abandon myself because of anything. Have you ever seen me abandon myself? "

"How are you these days?" Xia Wanyu looked at me and said.

"Because of Jiang Qingqing's business, you almost don't think about food and tea today. Isn't that self abandonment?"

Xia Wanyu's tone with blame, but such blame is not very strong, it is obvious that Xia Wanyu deliberately let himself not to show, or I will be stimulated to that is not good.

After a bitter smile, I said to Xia Wanyu again, "Wanyu, you know what kind of situation I was at the meeting when I did this thing. I also thought about it. I don't want to think about it, but I can't do it. If I can do it, then I'm really not human. And I don't give up on myself, do I? I just It's just a little bit of guilt for Jiang Qingqing. "

"It's more than that." Xia Wanyu glanced at me.

"You feel very guilty about Jiang Qingqing. I'm afraid you can't escape from this shadow in your life."

I smile bitterly again. In fact, I understand this very well. What Xia Wanyu said is possible.

Maybe I really can't let go of the remorse and guilt brought by this thing in my whole life, but if I can let go of it, I guess I have already lost my humanity, right?

I have done such things, and I can let it go and forget it completely, which is not what people can do.

"Anyway, I will feel better after I give it to Jiang Qingqing." I said to Xia Wanyu again.

"Did you really decide?" Xia Wanyu asked.

"It's decided." I nodded.

"Anyway, it's useless for me to bring it. It's not unacceptable to give it to Jiang Qingqing."

"Didn't I tell you a way to have the best of both worlds? You can try to use it. " Xia Wanyu thought about it and said to me again.

"I won't use it." I slowly shook my head at Xia Wanyu, with apology in my eyes.

"If I do this, it's no different from playing tricks on my heart. Now I can't play tricks on Jiang Qingqing. This is not the result I want."

"All right." Xia Wanyu also smiles at me.

"It's up to you how to decide. As long as you can think about it in your heart, it's the best. Now Jiang Qingqing's heart has changed a lot to you. It can be said that Jiang Qingqing is not what she used to be. If you want to face Jiang Qingqing, you must be careful, otherwise It's very likely that everything will come out. "I know what Xia Wanyu wants to say. Xia Wanyu just wants to say that Jiang Qingqing is very dangerous to me now. After all, I have hurt Jiang Qingqing, and I don't know when Jiang Qingqing will hurt me.

I smile at Xia Wanyu again and say, "don't worry, Wanyu. I have my own discretion about this matter. I won't make fun of it."

In fact, I didn't tell Xia Wanyu that I even wanted to atone for her death in front of Jiang Qingqing. If Xia Wanyu knew my idea, she would be very disappointed with me, right?

"Do you want to study this again?" Xia Wanyu looked at the pen and paper in front of me and asked.

"No I shook my head.

"I can't come up with anything. I'll study it later."

"All right, then you go to bed. It's very late." Xia Wanyu said to me.

Looking at me nodding, Xia Wanyu said hello to me again, and then turned to leave my room.

"Wanyu." I suddenly stopped Xia Wanyu.

Xia Wanyu also stopped, turned her head and looked at me suspiciously and asked, "what's the matter? Is there anything else? "

"That Can you be here? " I thought about it, rather embarrassed to look at Xia Wanyu asked.

Right here?

Some Xia Wanyu didn't understand what I meant. She asked again, "what do you mean?"

"That is Can you sleep in my room tonight? " I said again.

Xia Wanyu, who finally understood what I meant, blushed like a ripe red apple.

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