"So." I nodded slowly.
"I see, auntie Li, go ahead and help yourself. I'll go directly to Uncle Zhao. I know the way."
Aunt Li nodded, looked at me again in doubt, and didn't ask any more questions. Then she left the building.
I didn't think much about it. I went directly to Zhao Longfeng's study on the second floor of the villa next to me. Zhao Longfeng has been waiting in the study. Although Zhao Longfeng used to be a big man in the street, she doesn't have the flavor of any gangster. On the contrary, Zhao Longfeng seems to like some literary things very much. There are many bookshelves in the study, which are full of books.
even the four treasures of the study are complete.
Zhao Longfeng was writing something with a brush on the other side of the table. When I came in, Zhao Longfeng looked up at me, then said to let me in, and then lowered her head to write her unfinished work.
I went to the front of Zhao Longfeng, and did not disturb Zhao Longfeng to do things, but quietly watching Zhao Longfeng's words.
I don't know how long it took for Zhao Longfeng to put down her brush and take a satisfied look at her finished work. Then she looked up at me and said with a smile, "are you surprised?"
"Surprised?" I was surprised to see Zhao Longfeng, some don't know what Zhao Longfeng wants to say.
Zhao Longfeng laughed again, and then continued: "when I was a child, I didn't read many books. I dropped out of school before I graduated from junior high school, which made me not a qualified businessman."
My eyes were full of more surprise. I didn't expect that Zhao Longfeng would directly talk about his past with me. It's estimated that few people on the black and white roads in Kunnan city have such honors, right?
"Uncle Zhao is a little self abasement." I grinned, too.
"I think no matter who is in Kunnan, he will think uncle Zhao is the most successful businessman in Kunnan?"
"No, no, No Zhao Longfeng shook his head.
"I can only say I took some shortcuts, and such shortcuts are illegal. I have a lot of dark history, and I'm not a pure businessman. "
"Uncle Zhao, just as the so-called hero does not ask the source, I did not expect that uncle Zhao would care so much about such a question, which really surprised me." I refuted what Zhao Longfeng said.
"I'm not a hero." Zhao Longfeng smiles again. "Xiao Zhang, although I'm gorgeous now, many people think that in the city of Kunnan, no matter who has to sell me Zhao Longfeng's face, but I've done a lot of evil things, after all Sometimes, if you don't be cruel to yourself, if you want to succeed, you can say that there is no drama
"Uncle Zhao is very reasonable." I nodded and agreed.
"I mean..." Zhao Longfeng looked up at me. "I'm hard on myself, and even harder on others. I have experienced a lot of opponents, but they have not been able to fight me in the end. Do you think I beat them with any aboveboard means? No, no, no, No. if everything had been aboveboard, maybe I would have died earlier
I looked at Zhao Longfeng with some doubts, and some didn't quite understand what Zhao Longfeng wanted to express when he said such words to me.
"A lot of people misunderstand me." Zhao Longfeng continued, then came to me with both hands on her back and looked at the work she had just finished on the table.
"They all feel that Zhao Longfeng has completely whitewashed his black history, but they did not expect that the black will always be black, even if it is how to wash it can not be whitewashed. Let alone the white one. There's no need to wash it at all. What do you think of Zhang Cheng? "
"Uncle Zhao, you mean..." I did not immediately answer Zhao Longfeng's words, but turned to look at Zhao Longfeng.
"I don't mean anything else." Zhao Longfeng took a look at me. "Many things can't help themselves. If people don't be cruel to others, they have to be cruel to themselves. It happens that I am cruel to myself and others. Of course, people like me can succeed. If I can't succeed, there is no reason in the world. But what about success? Zhang Cheng, have you ever thought about what is waiting for me after my success
I looked at Zhao Longfeng and didn't speak, because I still haven't figured out what Zhao Longfeng wanted to express in front of me.
Zhao Longfeng also did not seem to wait for my answer, but patted his chest position and said again: "the uneasiness of conscience."
"Conscience?" I couldn't help picking my eyebrows.
"Yes." Zhao Longfeng sighed.
"When people do something wrong, they will feel uneasy as long as they have conscience. It happens that my conscience has not disappeared."
"Uncle Zhao, have you done something wrong?" I looked at Zhao Longfeng in front of me in surprise again. Zhao Longfeng laughed, waved her hand to me and said, "I have done too many wrong things in my life. I can't count them myself. Sometimes, I can dream about the process of my previous mistakes clearly, but I can't remember them when I wake upDo you think it's strange? "
"Uncle Zhao, what we have done on the way to success should not be right or wrong, should we?" I thought about it, then I said to Zhao Longfeng.
No matter what Zhao Longfeng said in front of me, I can't regard it as not having heard it. I have to comfort Zhao Longfeng not to get into the corner, right? Although I know very well that people like Zhao Longfeng are almost unlikely to get to the top.
"You are wrong." Zhao Longfeng shook her head. "When you are really successful, you will find that you will recall the mistakes you made from time to time. You will have a heart of repentance, and you will reflect on whether the wrong things you have done before can be solved in a more kind way. I'm in such a state now. The opponents I met before, I really wanted to let them die immediately at that time, so that I could make a profit. Of course, natural death is almost impossible, so I don't mind pushing it. But in retrospect, maybe I could do it successfully in other ways. At least I didn't need to use too cruel means. I could get the same effect, just At that time, I really wanted them to die. At that time, I was too young. How could I want to get this aspect? "
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