Zhao Longfeng glanced at her daughter again, stopped remembering her, continued to sigh and replied, "Linlin, don't ask any more, OK? Next thing, I really can't tell you, it's not good for you, but it will hurt yourself! Linlin, just think of it as
dad, please go back to sleep, as if nothing happened tonight, I have nothing to say to you, OK? Don't embarrass Dad! "
"I don't want to embarrass you either." Zhao Lin looked at her father.
"I just want to see you do what you are supposed to do and draw a line with things and people that you know are wrong. I don't think it's very hard to do that, is it?"
"It's not as simple as talking about it." Zhao Longfeng had a bitter smile again.
"Linlin, if you can really understand dad's difficulties, then you should know why dad can't get away from it up to now, it's all because I can't do it if I want to."
"What can't be done?" Zhao Lin asked with a frown.
"You just need to break off contact with those people. For some things you have done in the past, you promise not to touch them again in the future, won't you? I don't think it's very difficult! "
"Linlin, it's not as simple as you said." Zhao Longfeng continued to reply.
"How hard is it then? Do you still think that the height you have reached is not enough? Do you still want to try to climb up? Are you not satisfied now? You're still greedy, aren't you
"I didn't." Zhao Longfeng shook his head.
"If I quit now, it's not only me, but also you and your sister. Do you think Dad can involve you?"
"But now we're involved, aren't we? Otherwise I would not stand here and talk to you now! " Zhao Lin's mood seems to be gradually excited. "I've tried very hard to keep this matter away from you and your participation, but I didn't expect Linlin, you should know, I really don't understand what means you know, but this is not what I want to see, Linlin, do you know? You have really put dad in a very difficult position now. My efforts for so many years may be ruined by you. " Zhao Longfeng slowly opened his mouth, and the words he said also made people feel sad.
"Hard work? To put it bluntly, you are still reluctant to give up what you have now, aren't you? " Zhao Lin sneered again. "No, if I had a choice, I'd rather be an ordinary person. I'd rather give up everything I have now except my family." Zhao Longfeng said slowly, but when she said this sentence, Zhao Longfeng's tone was full of firmness. It didn't sound like she was faking. Zhao Lin frowned, looked at her father, thought about it, and then continued to speak to Zhao Longfeng: "if you really have such courage, I don't think there's anything you can't give up. What you just said is not self-evident? Do you say that you are not willing to give up after so many years of hard work
"The effort I'm talking about is totally different from what you understand about Linlin." Zhao Longfeng waved her hand and replied.
"Then where is the difference? Tell me. I'd like to know. " Zhao Lin continued to carry out her own struggle. Zhao Longfeng looked at her daughter again, sighed and replied: "Linlin, there are some things that I really don't fit to tell you, and you don't want to understand, OK? As I said just now, I don't want you to participate in it. It's not something you can participate in. If there's anything, Dad can solve it. Linlin, you believe dad, dad has been looking for a way to break the game, and I think I can find this way soon, and I will go back in time. The premise is that Linlin, you don't get involved in this matter, or it will make it difficult for me to move forward
"What do you want me to believe in you?" Zhao Lin continued to frown at Zhao Longfeng in front of her.
"For so many years, I don't know that you have concealed so many things from us for such a long time. If you let my sister know, what kind of reaction do you think my sister will have?"
Hearing Zhao Lin's words, Zhao Longfeng couldn't help looking at her daughter. Zhao Lin slowly said, "does Qin Qin know about this?"
Zhao Lin glanced at Zhao Longfeng, then slowly said: "she doesn't know, but I'm not sure my sister will know."
"Linlin, don't tell your sister about it, OK? Don't let your mother know. If they do, they will be worried. " Zhao Longfeng hastened to speak to Zhao Lin like this. When she said this, Zhao Longfeng's tone was begging. "If you think so clearly, why don't you give up? When you did this, didn't you think about the consequences if we knew? " Zhao Lin asked Zhao Longfeng again, but did not give her a clear attitudeYes or no.
"At that time, I didn't have any way. At that time, you and Qin Qin were still young. I went on such a road for your sake." Zhao Longfeng continued to sigh and replied. "At that time, I thought that I only needed to survive that period of time. Those people would not pester me again. I didn't need to tell you these things, so I could get away from it directly. But I didn't think that it was a bottomless pit. If I could understand this in advance, maybe I would not make such a choice. However, it's all behind the scenes. No amount can change the fact that it has happened. What I can do now is try not to let you doubt anything about me. I really don't want to see you participate in this matter,
it will cause unimaginable harm to you, just Linlin, you still know. "
When Zhao Longfeng said this, she had several expressions of chagrin on her face. It can be seen that Zhao Longfeng really regrets a certain decision of her own until today. "Linlin, I don't expect you to forgive my father, but my father only wants You can understand dad's part of the problem. Don't let your sister and mom know about it, OK? " Zhao Longfeng looked into her daughter's eyes again.
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